♥tHe cHroNicLeZz♥

so malware! u better go away!

2011-03-21T12:57:00.003+08:00

haa.. bukan monster ye tuh.. ehehe.. hi semua! assalamualaikum, ape kabo? :)

even though lame tak update, sometimes i did open my blog to check on things or bloghopping

without leaving any trace.. i dunno why, i stopped having this eagerness to update my blog.. maybe these are some of the reasons:

managing 2 academic blogs and a google site last semester make me kinda wanna puke when i open my own blog.. urghh people said too many of something will make u sick right.. i guess that's so damn right! baca kisah2 gembira n funny is much2 different then reading something academic to write 10 good academic comments after that.

new addictions to games, and watching movies.. haha, i have these new hobbies of watching Grey's Anatomy (abes 7 season okkay), CSI, CSI:NY.. and right now I'm watching pokemon online.~! yeahh.. so those days when i got nothing to do and update blog is kinda over.. cause when i got nothing to do i watch something online.. ;p

workloads.. yeah right~ since when i'm a nerd finishing every assignments i have on time.. *puke* no i didn't.. but apparently without even trying to finish everything on time, doing everything in the last minutes, i still find myself stuck with every assignments dat i have.. douche!

However, yesterday i login to my blogspot, an d suddenly this malware alert comes out. and i was like what thee.....

you see, even though i didn't update doesn't mean i'm closing my blog.. i love my blog.. it's been a good friend of mine where i can write anything i want. it can be my very own diary where i can smile everytime i look back at it someday..who knows someday that eagerness comes back and i'll be updating every now and then..so malware! u better go away n leave my blog alone!

thank God the malware thing is fixed.. thanks to Farah Cuna for telling me how to fix this.. now #kucendcatissmilingagain..

till we met again.... someday...~ ;p

thanks for the memories..

2010-04-23T23:35:00.009+08:00

wink2...i suda tukar layout..gi mana? ada wow! tak?? hehehee..org len dok cbuk dh study utk next paper, cik sara cbuk plak salin baju blog dy..ape kess? ntahhlaa pe kes nyee..gedik kott..hehh

now, moving on to d real post..hurmm..i was in a search for a picture sumwhere in my folder n i found these pictures.. mmula cm tade feel pape..tp pstu sayu plak asenye ttba..to those who knew bout d conflict u might get d idea..but for those who don't, lets play a guessing game here..hehee..

yesterday, u wud be sum1 i ran to when i have problems or any other 'secrets' dat we usually share together...but today..

yesterday, we share stories, funny stories, love stories, gossiping, just about anything, but today...

yesterday, u were the only friend that had ever received a yellow rose from me as a sign of eternal friendship, but today..

yesterday, i saw u throw away that dry flower..i was mad, but i wasn't dat mad..but today..

yesterday, i smile everytime i look at my make-up pouch since it's from u, but today..

yesterday, u were listed in my 8pax, in my activ10..but today...

yesterday, i enjoyed teasing u, have a good laugh, since ur rare, ur special attitude, give me a good laugh, but today..

yesterday, i..we always crave for a picture of the 7 of us n treasure it so much since it wud be so hard to be able to take that picture..but today..

yesterday, we always have this unsatisfactory among each other but we keep it close to ourselves because we're so afraid to break the special bonding between d 7 of us, but today...

yesterday, i enjoyed seeing u diligently cooking in the kitchen even though u rarely offer us the food unless we asked for it, but today...

yesterday, i never worried of not finishing my food since i wud happily share some wid u, but today..

yesterday, i smile viewing all these pictures since the 6 of u have always been my friends, n secretly, like sisters to me..sisters, dat i will tolerate as long as i could...~ but today...

today, there's no more 7 but only 6..

today, i sat in front of u, behind u but i dun even look at u..we're like strangers

today, i hate those words 'friendship never ends', 'love is for a moment but friends are forever'..because i feel those words are betraying me..hurting me deep down inside..

today, i'm juz a kid wid a big ego..i wud never come to put down the fire dat u started by apologizing cause i'm still putting all the blame on u for not being brave enough to face ur wrongdoings..

but today, particularly today, i miss you..i miss those yesterdays with u..

i really do..

Lots of ♥♥♥, me~

meow2~~: heee..geli plaks kn romantik2 nih, kasik cket..hee but really, i mean it every word written here..hope things will get better btween us. i hope she-who-must-not-be-named will read dis..but i dun wanna tell her..me n my big ego..~~ aihh..

♫ It's too big, it's too wide...It's too strong, it won't fit..It's too much, it's too tough..I talk like this 'cause I can back it up..I got a big ego, such a huge ego..~~ ego, beyonce knowles..

kerana H20~

2010-04-20T13:36:00.006+08:00

Menci3! Dem3! Maaf utk sedikit bhsa kasar tu ye..kegeraman melanda katekn..hukk cedeyh pn yek..selpas berkhidmat dgn cemerlangnye utk hmpir 3thun, finally my fon suda nazak n tak dpt diselamatkn lgi..cedeyhh nye..my SE k610i..

kejadian malang itu trjadi di kg, kat umah my mother's friend..gara2 na salin suar jean n pakai kaen batik, nak solat..ku terlupa dlm poket ade fon..taww2, keceplup!!! fon jatuh masuk lam kolah..makkkkk!! jeritku di dlm bilik air..dlm gak kolah tu aduishh smpi patah casing blakang my fon..apelahh naseb malang ngat..takpe2, cool, org kate lau keringkn leh hidup balik..so i ripped d fon out..bukak sgala yg boleh, sim card, battery, memory card..mmg sume basah..na bukak keypad dpn tokleh plak..aishhooo~ agak2 cam da kering cket tu, tryla on..boleyh! yeayy! masukkn pin code, tekan 8 ttba kuar bnyak2 num skali, pastu pin code slh..try kali ke 2, pn salah..warrghh..d 3rd time bismillah bnyak2, pn tokleh gak..huwwaaa, tros sim kna block! mintak PUK code plak..dhla tataw PUK code pe..fon maxis tak bwk lak, agpn mmg lame tak topup num maxis tu..na pnjam fon mak call celcom takde credit plak..then pastu tros balik kg yg mmg takde line pn...seriously ase cam separuh jiwaku pergi jek msa tu..na nanges pn de..hmuu3

otw balik umah, singgah beli topup maxis n call celcom tnya PUK code..luckily boleh..so unblockla my sim card guna fon tu..pheewww~ tros off jek pin code security tu..fobia beb kna block cmtu..those few days, bleyh on SE tu tp keypad mmg out laa..na tekan ap pn tokleh..tak kering lgi kut dlm tu..so off jek fon tu..na keringkn laa kononnye..huhh mmg kering trosla...roger n out! tak hidup2 dh..haishhooo..ase cam nak aje..huhu..ngadu kt mak, dy kate beli jela fon baru..ek? boleyh ek mak? jom survey2 fon besh..~

ouhh..smart molep..blackberry~ waa waa waa...my brother bru angkat satu..dpt 750 jek..owner bru guna 2 hri..perrghh jelesh!

tringat lak status mmber kt fb; 'rmmber those days when blackberries n apple are just fruits to eat..' hehe

latest nokia express music..bukan ape, ase cm bosan lak pkai SE kn..agpun bnyak testimoni yg mengatakn SE nye fon cpt rosak..sape stuju? my k610i tu pn AP jek, kompleks pertama mari which is lucky enough for me to be able to use it 3 years..agknye sbb tu tak survive da..inche haiqal nye fon SE walkman pn masuk air tp still leh survive..moral of d story~ pastikan yg ori bru beli? hehe

aihhh..berangan boleyhlaa..ngah mama kedana neyh gara2 elaun buku tak masuk2..oppss, elaun buku wat beli fon ke cik sara? ehee..keperluan pe..haihhh d truth is takyahlaa black2berry ke..asal leh call leh anta sms ckoplaa..dpt ni pn jadi~ classic 3310..

terima knyataan terpksa mlupakn k610i ..sape2 ade fon extra nak pinjam boleyh? huhuuu okep, study2 cik sara~ ouhh..asal tgk nota jek mesti jadik gitu..lau tak pn gini misteri kn? hihi..okkayhla semua..have a nice day..jga diri ye..solat jgn tinggal (wwahh! ustazah ngat ttba..hik3) Assalamualaikum W.B.T..

cik sara mengiauu2: ade tak exam yg tak perlu baca n tak perlu mengerah otak utk ape2? hohuuu..perutt sgtt saket..'sesungutt' melanda..cane na wat ea? huhu

Lots of ♥♥♥, me~

♫ Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh..No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh..The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh..You're fine for a while but you start to lose control~~ trouble is a friend, lenka..

i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ u adam..~

2010-04-19T18:34:00.004+08:00

waargghhh..i'm falling in love..love love love...wid a character in a tv series~ penah tak terjadi kpada kamoo2 sebegini? hehehe..well i'm sure im not d only one..msa tgk citer ni tdi pn ade sorg minah ni excitedddd giller tgk adam nih..tersengih sakan dpn tv..hahahaa..giler lawak ah..~

citer ni cam kesinambungan movie i'm not single kot..jln crite lebeyh kurang..OST pn sama..d mini cooper pn kn..tp tak kesahlaa..yg pnting sonok layan citer ni..smlm marathon dri episod 1-7 kat webportal tv3~

quoted from sarah in d story 'suami u tu dhla baek, handsome..paling penting, kaya plak tu' heheee..typical description of a perfect hubby..wasn't it? adam is perfect, dhla baek, loving, caring,pnyabarr sgt3..cool jek bini dy kuang ajaq kt dy...pergghh..klau lah wujud laki cmni, aku pn nak..kna kawen pksa pn tape..

but still..he's fictional..sob3~he was created to be dat way..weyyhh its almost impossible to find dis kinda guy..nobody's perfect..klau korg jupe bitaw cik sara kayh then my deductive reasoning can be proven wrong..heee..

tp wat msa skarang...cik sara nk angau kt adam..waaaaa~~

ni OST citer ni..sweet2 song dat i've been listening to since yesterday..shukee

nota kaki: adam is a freelance photographer~ dat reminds me of sum1 ♥♥♥ waaaa..malash na study boleyh? hukk pening dh bnyak ngat na kna bc..huu

Lots of ♥, me~

♫ Now I'm speechless, over the edge..I'm just breathless..I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again..~~ lovebug, jonas brothers

wee~ finally ku berjaya hapdet..~ ^^

2010-04-11T09:59:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum n happy weekend everyone.. hye hye hyyyeee woww~ tgk my last entry, Monday, January 4..n today is Sunday, April 11..yeahh! im dead for a while..surviving through a 'wonderful' semester, dragging myself all the way..huu been a dreadful sem, can't believe i did survive, not wid 'flying' colours, but 'still so-so in d air' colours..hahaa takpelaa..as long as i can move on to d next sem..ouhh so demotivating aite..huhh~

actually tergerak hti na bukak blog rini..mcm quite touched gak ar..lame tak hapdet pn followers bertmbah..pelik tpi benar..tq my beloved followers..more than 100 n still...~ dats an achievement..

sedar tak sedar..dh habes sem ni upenye..bnyak gak perkara yg merobek hti dn mncetuskn amarah sem ni..but still d dreadful 14 weeks already come to an end..here comes appalling final examination n later on mysterious experience of SEP (School Experience Program) kna g skola for 14 days..looks like 14 is d lucky num for dis sem..huhuu..then cuti sebulan before moving on to MU..still haven't been able to have a picture of d life as a real independent undergraduate, but surely things gonna be a lot more tough..

takpelaaa..life must go on no matter what kn..so, rini na citer sal 'final makan2' bersama classmate tersayam..b.ed 2.1..can't believe i'd spent almost 2 years wid u ppl..laame tu kn..

soo..kodak momentoss~ or shall i say canon momentoss?? heee..pic milik inche haiqal, (2010) sy cilok siap APA lgi hokey..jgn marahh..n thanx so much for d nice pics..

waaa...~ si gades2 pempromote makanan yg lahzaatt~ wat daku lapar saje..hukk

sebelum makan, baca doa dlu..oleh prince charming of d class..inche ariff..waaa~ , tgk tu, cik lin kte pn sengih2 suke masa inche ariff kte baca doa..ehekk, cik eija n cik lin jgn marah naa..gurauan sahajee..

menikmati makanan.. smangat sorg2 mkn..~

lecturers yg hadir..trime kaseh utk segala ilmu yg diberikan..jasamu dikenang..will be missing u guys soooo much when we're in MU later on..hmuu hmuu

lepas mkn, ade group photo session..ramai lecturer yg sudi dtg..Pn. Norul, Pn. Shanti, Mdm. Jo, even Mdm Aziah, head of english department, Mdm Halini our cohort coordinator, Mdm, Sheerin, as well as Mr. Sadas..terharuuu~

ahhaa..lecturer suda tade..ape lgi, menggile la sume..ape yg adah wat kt ckyn pn sy tataw..~ hahaa if i know she'd do did, i'll kiss d other cheek..~ kami cayam ckyn...!

mmuahhx3! heee

nice pic! everyone seems sooo happy..hope dat'll remain even after we're in MU..

last but not least..d best pic of d day..n wid a nice quotation there...good job haiqal~ d new canon user, n photographer to be..~

peace u olss..~ hope dis isn't for all of us..friendship remains forever..

wowww! i can't believe finally i've finished writing dis entry..ahahaa..ade 5 draft yg tak publish.. luckily dis one doesnt add d number to 6..yess!

starting next week, bermula laaa study week, hrapnye tak jdi setido week ..ingat cik sara oii..exam will be on 23rd April..aja2 ..goodluck juge utk rakan2 yg bakal mnghadapi or tgh final exam skang ni..cik sara doakn yg terbaekkk utk semua..~~

okkayhlaa..insyaAllah, de msa hapdet lgi yek..lpas abes sem dpn plak kew? hehehe..will be going home next week..take care sume.. sayang u olss..~

♫ hold on before it's too late..We'll run till we leave this behind..Don't fall just be who you are..It's all that we need in our lives.. ~~before it's too late, goo goo dolls

nota kaki: tataw nape, tak berjaya na tukar font colour kt description each pic tuss..~ ouhhh...soorryy~

lots of love, me~

rubic~

2010-01-04T19:43:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone..how's ur first day at school? or first few week of coming back to school? lepas cuti skolah yg lama n azam thun bru kn..mesti ramai yg begitu berkobar2 nk pegi skolah balik..btol tak? huhu..

nway, today im not going to write about that, i want to share my experience about learning how to complete a rubic..the simplest one, 3x3..skang kn da bnyak jenis rubic nih..hari tu jumpe yg 16x16..aishoo..menarik sgt..nak beli tp pitih tiado laa..buleh tgk saje huhuhu..

ermm cik sara blajar wat rubic ni when i was in form 5, kat mrsm taiping..masa grand dinner adela cabutan bertuah, my num naek n i got that rubic thing..da lama minat tp tak reti bwat kn..dok pusing2 jela tak jadi2 pn..then, masa da dekat nk SPM, ade a fren offer nk ajar..sy da suka nih..yg menariknye, sifu sy tu ajar kot sms je taw..~ pulunlaa nk fhmkn arahan yg diberi..here goes..first things first kena fhm basic rubic, ade tapak, ade dinding n ad bumbung..pastu step2 plak, adela mcm2, keta kebal lah, kilat lah, ikan lah..

memula rosakkn dulu rubic tu..then choose a color utk buat tapak..~

at dat time my favourite color was blue, so watla tapak kaler biru..so after this, no matter what step kite wat, mmg tokleh kacau tapak nih..klau terusik pn kna btolkn balik..~now, bile da siap tapak, kena wat dinding plak, tingkat 2 laa..yg tgh2 tu..ad certain org pggil step tmbah..tp sifu sy ni tade plak ajar step tmbah tu kn so sy pn ikut jela ap yg dye ajar..kna tgk kat atas bumbung, carik yg tade kaler ijau, coz bumbung kaler ijau kn, so yg tade kaler ijau tu aren't suppose to be there, kna masukkn kt dinding tepi tu..step kt cni sifu sy panggil 3 step, pusing bwh pusing kiri n pusing atas balik plat yg blok kecil yg tade warna ijau tu..olait, step ni akn kacau tapak, so kena btolkn tapak semula..~
ulang sume step tu smpai sume blok kecil da masuk kt umah dye..means kt atas bumbung tu, every little block kna ade kaler ijau..hahaha..penim tak? cik sara yg nk mmbayangkn ni pn da penim da nih..tp takpe..go on je dlu..~ pic ats tu bhgian wrna oren kn..yg bwh ni putih plak..

pastu warna merah plak~

finally..warna kuning~

orait, now, finished already tingkat 2..moving on to the bumbung..bile tgk, ade bentuk kilat kn..so, kna wat step kilat iaitu, pusing bwh sekali, pusing kiri 2kali n pusing ke bwh lgi kt plat kanan tu..kt kepala kilat tula mcm gmbar kt bwh ni..sprti biasa, tapak mmg akn terusik lagi, so, kna la btolkn dulu..~

after step kilat, akn ad 2 kemungkinan, samaada jdi bntuk keta kebal ataupn bntuk ikan mcm kt bwh ni..klau bntuk keta kebal..sume kaler ijau except dua blok kat ujung kiri dn kanan, so bntuk keta kebal la kn..step keta kebal n step ikan lain, tp akn dpt conclusion yg sama, iaitu sume jdi kaler ijau klau tgk dari atas..okkay, step ikan, pusing ke bwh sekali, pusing bwh skali, pusing kiri dua kali, then pusing atas balik..pastu btolkn tapak..~
see, akn jdi mcm pic bwh ni..sume kt atas jadik kaler ijau..nk siap da nih, tp bhgian tepi tu still problem..

blok yg tgh tu berada di tempat yg tak sepatutnye kan..so, senang jek, ulangi step ikan smpai dua2 sirip tepi tu warna yg sama, barula bwat step ikan lgi..haa, jdi mcm pic bwh ni, kaler oren da complete but still kaler kuning tu ade kat dinding putih kn..so, jgn kacau bhgian oren tu, wat step ikan kt belah yg berlwanan ngan kaler ore iaitu dinding merah..ulang skali lgi step ikan..and...~~
taraaa~~! suda siap!ngape tompok shayang? penim ek tgk? shiannye dye..hahaha..
actually the best way to learn how to do this is learn the steps, pastu kaji ape yg berubah after every steps tu..brula kite taw process dye kn..bile da pndai buat, sronok sgt, ase cam another wish come true..hehe..wpun dekat 2 minggu gak blaja, yela, pkai sms kn belajar tu..sesekali call..n masa skali jek jupe ngan sifu sy utk final step..sbb susah nk explain yg step ikan tu kn..sgtlaa berbelit..Alhamdulillah, finally berjaya..ehee..thanx to my sifu..suda lama tak ctc dye, things unexpected happened, we may act like we dunno each other, but this memory of learning rubic from him remains still...huhuhu..

♫I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else..I made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself..Lonely was the song I sang, 'til the day you came..Showing me a better way and all that my love can bring..~ half of my heart, john meyer

nota kaki: esok kelas start kol 10.30..yeayy~!

nendaku~

2009-12-29T23:25:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum n a very good day to all..since tomorrow i got no class so just want to spend some time updating my blog. everyone's been sharing their experience during the holiday so i would to tell a bit about mine too.. almost 3/4 of the holidays, i stayed at home taking care of my grandmother..

haa..inilah nendaku..her name is Maspungatun @ Siti Aminatun Bt Hj Nor..hee..me myself can't figure out why the @ got to be there since both the names still sound Javanese right? maybe Siti Aminatun tu lebeyh formal agaknye..hehe..cik sara panggil nenek Mbah Tun..Mbah tu nenekla dlm bhsa jawa..my grandmother is in her early 90 years old..unbelievable right? yg lgi uniknye, kat IC Mbah sy ni, umur baru 70 lebeyh, approximately 20 years younger. my mum said msa bru nk g wat IC Mbah Tun dlu, ayah Mbah, (my moyang laa) just assume that she is younger.. adeyh..bleyh plak camtu kn dlu2..huhu..

hurmm jaga org tua bukannye senang..perlukan kesabaran yg saaangat tinggi, org kate baek jga budak kecik dripada jga org tua, n by experiencing it on my own, i know why..sumtimes smpai nk nanges asenye tak thn..tpi Alhamdulillah, berjaya jugak mnjaga nenek sy, hampir sebulan gaklaa..kadang2 tu fikir, yela, lama mana lgi dpt berkhidmat nk jaga nenek kn..slama mana lgi usia dye..at least dpt jugak merasa mnyenangkn hidup nenek sndiri..by thinking of dat, it does make me feel better..

i'm proud of myself, at least i have dat experience that im sure will be needed sooner or later. at least a bit practice wud give me better skill to handle golongan emas ni di kemudian hri kn..sbb cuti da abes so knala anta balik Mbah kt umah pkcik..msa nk tinggal tu, sedihla jugak..dh biasa having sumone under my supervision. so bile Mbah dh takde kat umah ktorg ase tak lengkap, tade sape nk dilayan, dimasakkn, disuapkn makan, mandi etc...
hee..picca 3 generasi~ syg plak gmbar ni candid kn..tak taw pn abg snap..hehehe..wpun Mbah Tun da 90an..smoga nenek sy sntiasa sehat, ceria dn gembira di penghujung usianye..AAmiiiinnn..~

♫ i'm giving you my heart forever..every beat of my heart says it's true..my love for you won't fade no never~ giving you my heart forever, all-4-one

nota kaki: esok cuti nak ronggeng mana? hee..ohho~! terlupa pule elaun tade ag..aihhh.. T_T

CANDID PHOTO CONTEST

2009-12-27T20:34:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.. finally I'm back in KL after a month and half of semester break..

for a while then i was a bit blurr, leaving my blog for quite sometimes make me kind of losing my touch in writing (pheww..yukk!) hik3..

then i visited mr. karl's blog just now and read about this contest..so i decided why not give it a try, who knows i might get lucky right.. for more information about the contest please visit HERE..so, Mr. Halim, here it goes~~

ahha..a bit about the picture below..it was taken by my big brother when my little brother and i were enjoying the waterpark in Bukit Merah..this game is call bubbleslide if im not mistaken..u have to climb a giant bubble and slide down in the water..hoho, the game is forbidden for pregnant mothers and people who have heart problems..after trying i know hell why~! bile dah slide down from the bubble tu mmg blakang sakit n air masuk dlm hidung laaa..klau mengandung bleyh terberanak kott..hahaha~

♫pictures of U,pictures of me..hung up on your wall for the world to see...pictures of U, pictures of me..reminds us all of what we used to be, we could have been.. ~ pictures of you, the last goodnight

nota kaki: will be updating my trip to bukit merah soon and not so excited to be in class tomorrow..aisshhooooo~~

karangan UPSR

2009-11-10T12:01:00.003+08:00

salam..hye all..last week..seorg teman telah mengsend satu karangn UPSR to my roommate n i'd requested to have it from her..kpada bakal2 cikgu seperti sy..ape markah korg nk bgi utk anak murid yg hntar karangn camni kat korg?sileee3 baca dulu ye.

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

gelak tak? huhu inilah kesan tv pda kanak2..otromen transformers segala masuk..so..brapa markah nk bgi? hehe...20 utk kekreatifan, 20 utk great imagination, 20 utk damn good sense of humour tp tolak 30 markah sbb bnyak unsur violence sume org mati dlm citer dye..yg pasti i really want to meet dis boy..mao tnya camne dpt idea wat crite bukan2 camni..=p

nota kaki: kredit to kudin kickdafella & eika_kakak for the karangan..

Through my Window..~

2009-11-07T02:09:00.005+08:00

Salam..hye all..im just sooo into the new song sung by bunkface. the theme song for everyoneconnect.net commercial~ alaaa..yg ade kartun kertas comeyl tuhh..aishh..shukee ngatt..

Don’t want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now

Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Me and you
And we are not alone
Different view
We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Now there’s me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

Me n U..U n Me..we're not alone, we're together now... =)

literally, what can i see through my window now? parking lot cemara yg sgt comot ngan smpah..aishoo..sgtt tidak indahh..*tutup tingkap right away*

friends till d end~

2009-11-05T01:55:00.006+08:00

Salam..OMG..i pity my blog soo much..haizz..if it can yell how exasperated it is to be left out without being bothered, i can be deaf~ luckily a blog couldn't speak..haha~ well, i did make attempts of writing an entry, many times, yet they all ended up as drafts that i never look back at..so i determined da i'll finish dis one and post it no matter how short or how bored d entry wud be..huhuhu~

hurmm today i just want to share bout my friend..my bestfriend? huuu..i dunno, its been so long since i called sum1 my bestfriend..according to psychologist, the older we are, the more less numbers of friends we'll have..hurmm somehow or rather, it seems true. can you list out your friends that you really care about, that'll definitely go to you whnever they have problems? or friends that will definitely be there for u? snow or hail? tell me if anyone exceed 15 in their lists..

i want to talk about her~ anyone whom my friends in facebook will know that i claimed to have an open relationship with her..hahaha please, that's just a joke. i have a straight orientation..tak caya? tnya my bf ye..hehe..

yupzzy, as stated in d picture, her name is adah~ Nur Syuhada Binti Mohd Nor..she's d 1st person who smile and says hi during the registeration day 3 years back. i dunno whether she remmbers it or not, but i did. however we're not close since we're in different class until a year ago when she moved in to our rental house. knowing her more n more, i can see that we have few things in common. we're both the 4th child from our siblings n both our beloved dads, passed away. so, to talk about losing sum1 u depend on d most n how to be strong n fight it, she's d one.

well, not every traits in a person we would prefer, but when u say she is ur bestfriend, u'll accept her the way she is. no complaints merely acceptance n tolerance. n it wud be perfect when she's doing d same thing to u too~ aite?

My true friend is she who loves me for what I inwardly am

and not for what I outwardly have.

Friendship is not the greatness of our minds.
Friendship is the goodness of our hearts.

When I help my friends, I am happy.
When I serve my friends, I am fulfilled.

buah hati baru..~~

2009-10-23T20:16:00.006+08:00

salam sejahtera everyone..~ yeah, its weekend again, my favourite part of the week..im sure all of u too rite? leisuring, doing nothing..ouhh dats just a perfect gateway after quite some time stuck with abundance of works...

sebab dh lame tak rajin update blog ni..cam lupa2 gituh nk update ape..taip pun dh tak sepantas dlu..org kate idea dh tak mai..haha..so godek2laa documents..carik amennda yg leyh share ngan korg2 ni kn..ritu balik cuti deepavali sempat amek pic2 kt umah from abg..ade picture2 inii~

hye semua~ nama shaye tompokkk..~~

wahh..bnyaknye makanan utk shaye~ makan makan makan dn makan...~~
pas makan basuh tgn~~ Alhamdulillah kenyang...pasni nk wat ape ek? ermm ermm ermm....~
titoooo~~ i shiap ade bntal peluk lgi okkayh..jgn jelesh...

haaa..inilah buah hti baru shaye~ bukan sy jekla..buah hati baru keluarga..hee almaklumlah..kepupusan kucim melanda..paling terasa bila citeh mati hritu..ouhh, sgt sedih.. leh rujuk sini utk entry khas bwat inche citeh..

tapi org kate patah tumbuh hilang berganti..yg lama ttap di kenang..yg baru disayang2..haa..namanye tompok..i know so cliche kn nama..tp layan jela, mak ngan adik yg bgi nama..memula tompok ni ade adik, tp malangnye~ di lenyek oleh abgku di mlm raya..tak perasan coz dye men bwh keta..tgk2 ade menda putih terbaring..ouhhhh..sgt sadis..tapi..skali lgi..yg patah tumbuh..yg hilang berganti..~~haaa..yg lgi sekor tu namanye betty..wahh, glamour u nama~ wpun aku si kucing kampung kn..ehe..mak si betty ni kucim nenek..tp rajin dtg bertandang ke rumah ktorg..yela, dpt mkn cukup 3 kali sehari..gembira laa kucim2 sekalian..

ini betty n her mom~ kat tangga umah nenek

ini dh terbalik ni..mak bermanja ngan anak nih~ huu si kuning ni mmg gedik terlebeyh cket..dh le mulut bising..aiyoo..
tompok n betty~~
alamak~ apsal dye tito nih...kitew nk men laaa...~
eh eh..nk amek gmbar shaye ek? pose cket~~

..pose2 lgi~

hrmmm cuba bandingkn 2 picture kt bwh ni..they look alike kn? warna bulu..mata..bentuk muka..sy menghipotesiskn bhawa betty adalah anak kepada citeh~ betty binti citeh..hehe

picture penutup..inche hitam kesayangan~~hee...tetap di hati wpun dh ade yg baru..

♫When the rain is blowing on your face and the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace to make you feel my love~ to make you feel my love, kelly clarkson

nota kaki: selsema, batuk, sakit tekak dn demam...tade mood nk wat refelction..camane?? huhu

KL-Sabak Bernam-Kuala Selangor-KL in one evening..~

2009-10-14T00:19:00.009+08:00

salam sejahtera to everyone..sooo ngantuk but soo do not want to sleep yet..hahaha.. hrmm sorry ngat..sepi blog ni..lame tak on blog n da jarang dpt berkunjung ke blog org len..even org mengutuk kte kt blog oun tak taw klau org len tak tlg bgi taw..huuu..takpelah tu..org kate asam garam kehidupan..persahabatan..buang yg keruh n begin a new chapter, bak kate seseorg tu kn..kayh, ermm a little update~ KL-Sabak Bernam-Kuala Selangor-KL in one evening.. well, its true..1st time berjalan begitu jauh dn pulang dlm satu hri yg sama..sgtttt penat...

last friday, few of my housmates n my friends came to my kampung, kat sg,besar, sabak bernam..sronok n terharu sgt..yela..bukan sejengkal nk drive jauh2 tu kan..the journey started right after class..berbaju kurung lgi most of us..ermm to move on, i'll let pictures do d talking kayh..kodak momentoss~~

the journey started, nearly at 2 p.m.~ kumpul kt petronas dlu..ne thu ade yg na isi2 minyak ke..isi2 bekalan nk mkn dlm perjalanan ke kn..mcm cik aisyah kite tuh..heee~~ ad ape dlm plastik tu si kecik??

barisan kereta yg akhirnye berjaya tiba ke rumah cik sara~~ nearly 2 n half hour driving non stop..tahniah kepada tuan empunye WEK, JHK dn WRW..

sampai2..ape laaagi..makannnn~ sume org da lapar msa nih..kat kol 4 da..kagum tgk shaz mkn sgtt beria...~~ hehe

abes makan..solat sume..gades2 ini pun mula lah berposing..mentang2 masing2 berbaju kurung..ayu gituh..gegades kampung dok tepi tangga..lek lok..org2 tua kate dok tepi tangga tade sape masuk minang nti..hehe~~i like dis pic..nice~

best picture..wpun msa ni kat blakang umah~ huu tp sedeyh im not in d picture..haizzz....tapelaa..

kami gembira..maka kami melompat utk menggambarkn kegembiraan kami..~ haha.. sekali lagi..yeahhh~! go everyone..diskusi...~

buaian..~

my girlfriends with my mom...~ chantek pic ni..sy shuke..kredit to mr. poytografer boleyh? yela..cian dye kna amek gmbar jek..tp tak masuk dlm gmbar..huuuwajah kegembiraan rakan2 ku dapat duit raya...duit raya sape paling bnyak? shaye taw~! ehe =)
tamatlah sesi di rumah cik sara..right at 8 pm kami pn bergerak ke rumah inche haiqal plak..alaa..haiqal yg blog dye glemer tuhh..haa..ini la umah dye..sgttt chantek..masuk2 impress taw..menda pertama wat, cam biasalaa..makan..sambil tgk nur kasih..nk tgk sarah si gedik~~ ehe

that's da best roti jala i've ever tasted..kuah durian yg sgt rich..cuma manis ngat kut..tp tetap cik sara tambah ye mkn..hehe~~merasa sambal jawa yg teramatttlah pedas~~ wahhh..i can't eat that..huu

akhirnye..dpt pegang aiman~~ sgtt tembam sgtt comell..tp tak tgk kamera plak dye..adeihh..

kodak momentos sbelum balik..hampir runtuh kah titian di tepian umah haiqal itu? hehe

group picture..it's a wonderful journey wpun sgt penat...~ sampai2 cemara da dekat kol 1..tros tergolek masing2..huhu but seriously..one sweet memory i'll never forget..hope to hve dis kind of journey again..thanx to everyone...~ sayyyang semua~!

last but not least...a veeery meaningful sunset..~~ =)

nota kaki: cuti deepavali smpai hari isnin..~ sronok~!! off to kampung esok..sape na ikut cik sara? jomm...

blahh blahh blahh~

2009-10-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

salam semua..
Gosh, been a hectic weeks that i really don't have time blogging..huhu..nearly a month i don't even log in to my blog..bukak2 tdi nervous gak..ne thu kna terminate ke ape ke kn..hehe..

nway, just a little sneak peak of what i've been doing..lets see..

designing a summative speaking task
lesson plan for listening
lesson plan for speaking
lesson plan for approaches (total physical response)
power point for behavioral learning theories.
study like going to craaazy for approaches
repair those lesson plans after consulting the lecturers
research- brainstrom, wat research questions, questionnaire, distribute and sum up the finding.
preparing for all the presentations..
wahhh..bnyak lgi laaa..busy nye da nk supe budak amek medic nih..camne..

tpi di balik kebizian tu kengkadang sempat jugak meronggeng..melencong bersuka suki..almaklumlah..nk ilangkn tension kononnye..hehe..one of it, i 'watch Sorority Row', recommended by few friends. nevertheless, in my opinion, its quite a boring movie cause lots of talking blaahh blaahh blaahh whatever!..cket ag nk trtido dlm wayang...haha..but i like the killing part though..style..just that its not to obscene and vivd like the 'saw' series..nmpak bayang jek..n how mysterious the killer would be..n he turns out to be the heroin's boyfriend, Gosh! that's scary, ur boyfriend is a killer..how would you adapt it? to accept what's he doing or kill him? haa..sooo a drama kinda movie..

nway, currently im soooo into this song and listen to it like 10 times a day..smpai rumet pn ckap tade lagu laen ke nk pasang? hahaha..like i care..i love it.. so what?

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nota kaki: yess! akhirnye berjaya update blog usang ini..haha..okkayh~ get back to work...

stress owh stress..~

2009-09-28T21:02:00.005+08:00

salam..well these remaining 5 weeks of the sem will be the hectic weeks ever..really..too many assignments to handle in that little time..Gosh, could we ever make it? only God knows.. one of my housmates is diagnosed with high blood pressure..at the age of 21..160/141..OMG, dats high!! get a lot of rest dear..dun forget to take your medicine ya..fed up of dealing with ass-siment..i googled ways of dealing with stress..just for some light reading..~

eat well - jom melantak kuih raya bebanyakkkk~ hehe
avoid emotional binging - motifff nk emosi...hidup kena happy selalu~
laugh - they said laughter is the best medicine aite?
perk up your ears - MCR songs~~ cooollll...paramore? yeah i like it!
practice S.E.L.F care..(serenity, exercise, love, food) -

serenity? check!
exercise? ermm errmm walking from the front gate to the TESL's block, can that be count as exercise? hehe
love? hehe..checkk~!!
food? owhh..check!

sume okkayh but still stress...camne tuhh? huhu...

some funny cartoons on stress..~

ehemmm...siapakah yg tertitow begini di depan lappy?? hahaha...

merono merene mubeng2~

2009-09-26T23:43:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua...wahhh tu dia, tgk kat dashboard..sume bercerita hari raya kn..so, how's ur raya? harapnye hari penuh kegembiraan dn diseliti keinsafan buat semua..hri kemenangan kerana tertunainye salah satu rukun Islam..namun terselit keinsafan dan kesayuan, kenangan pada yang tiada~

okkayhla..mesti yg pelik ngan tajuk tu kn..its javanese~ pinjam dripada blog incik azad..dye dah tukar tajuk blog len..entahla tak tau? ape yg ko tak tau pn aku tak tau..haha..apepun..thanx to incik azad dn haiqal, dtg umah cik sara ritu..incik azad speaking jawa ngan mak i okkayh..aduihhh..anaknye ni pn jarang sgt ckp jawa~ sedikit termalu disitu ye..huhu..nway, merono merene mubeng2 dimelayukan is, kesana kesini pusing2..hehe..sbb cik sara nk cerita tradisi hari raya kat kmpung..yang memang setiap tahun tak tinggal..dipanggil 'baraan'..kira macam round2 kampung lahh..merono merene mubeng2 kampung gitu..hari raya pertama n ke2a utk lelaki..hri raya ke3 n ke4 brula perempuan..stiap umah at least kne hantar sorg wakil..klau tak, org tak nek umah kite nti..

after solat eid fitri, usually around 10.30, selalunye ade lebih kurang sejam utk bermaafan n kalut2 g umah nenek..pastu yg llaki dh berangkat ke rumah yg ditetapkn..slalunye setiap umah duduk dlm seminit 2 jek, makanlah kuih muih yg ade..klau mknn berat, mee2 ke tomyam ke lame laa cket..pastu ketua baraan akn mintak maaf kat tuan rumah bgi pihak seluruh org kmpung, then baca doa..pastu bergerak ku rumah sebelah pulak..ade lebih kurang 100 buah umah nk dihabiskn dlm msa 2 hri..klau dh last2 n bnyak umah lgi, baru duduk sesaat rsanye, org dh bca doa..huhu penat nak kejar weihhh..

okkayh..kodak momentoss~

motor2..yang sanggup berkhidmat demi kmpung terchenta..haha..pic gelap cket..msa ni masih awal pagi..

baca doa semoga diberi kesejahteraan kepada penghuni2 rumah~ aaamiiiinnnn~

wokkeyh..slow2 kluar..jgn rebut2 jgn tolak2..~

ouhhh..titi ini amat menyeramkn nk lalu..goyang daaa...kalau roboh camne?? tidakkss~

minah2 rempit kampung...~ makcik2 rempit jugak nih..jgn men2..

klau le ttba polis check ke..satu kmpung kena saman..bwk motor tak pakai helmet punye pasal..hik3~

abang2 RELA kmpung..tlg control traffic katenyee...

siap berhentikn keta utk satu kmpung melintas jalan raya 4 lane lgi..mekaseyh abg2 pakcik2 RELA~

bab makanan plak..yg ini dinamakn punten ye..nasi impit tp letak santan, so lemak2 la..then mkn ngan sambal bilis yg giiiiila pedas..minum 3 cawan air pn tak hilang pedas weii...mmg lu berani bru lu mkn ar...

wlaupun bukan musim dah...duriannnn~~ licin weihh org mkn nih...
bondaku sedang santap yong tau fu..cian dye, penat je muka..msa ni umah last dh ni..
gelagat makcik2 ngah cbuk amek makanan..almaklumlah kena cepat, klau tak abes..pastu kna cepat2 mkn plak, klau tak tertinggal plak...gmbar ni tak clear ngat tp sbenarnye na tunjuk mkcik ni ngah mkn lollipop..~ wpun dh ade cucu kn..haha

wong2 kampung~

cik sara sebelum baraan..so radiant, so freshh~

selepas~ jgn ade sorg pn kacau klau tanak kena maki..haha penatttttt weiihh..

i consider this event as one of the specialties of my kampung..bnyak advantages:-

dpt mengeratkn silaturrahim sesama org kmpung..bru la tau..owwhh org ni ank org ni, org ni menantu org ni..
dpt borak pnjang ngan mmber2 lame..sepanjang perjalanan bercakap...berhenti brcakap hnya utk makan dn mengaminkn doa~ dri bergossip smpai bergurau smpai consult masalah cinta pn boleh time2 baraan nih..
dpt tgk umah org~ yela..klau tade hal mesti tak pegi umah org tu kn..so at least sethun sekali penah naek umah org2 kg masa baraan ni..tawlaa ad tv bru ke sofa bru ke..haha
dpt makan maaaacam2..uishh..bab ni paling bestla..mcm2 menu ade, tomyam, pecal, laksa, yong tau fu, rojak, smpaikn brutu pn ade..brutu tu ape?? hahaha...
ni yg paling mahal sekali...dpt dengar penggunaan bhsa jawa yang meluas di kalangan makcik2 ye..njaluk ngapuro seng akeh2 la opo meneh mboh...seng nom2 ki lek kerungu wong ngomong ki paham wae.. arek mbaleni rak pande loh~ kepiye jal? hehe..
dpt memperbaiki dn menunjukkn skill bawak motor..al maklumlah, bukan sebijik dua..berpuluh2 le jugak..tragedi2 seperti, terjatuh dlm parit, terlanggar org, kain termasuk dlm rim, terkena ekzos buleyh dikatakn perkara biasa..
dapat kumpul wit raya..ni msa kecik2 dlu lah, sbb tu budak2 ramai ikut..sbb nk kumpul wit raya..tpi tahun ni cik sara berjaya kumpul 3 hengget 50 sen~ buleyhla utk seorg yg berusia 20 thun..hak3

sape na ikut cik sara baraan tahun depan?

samat ri raye~

2009-09-16T12:25:00.004+08:00

Salam semua...wahhh mesti semua dh semangat nk balik raya kn..im enthusiastic to go back home but frankly not for hari raya..but for a break from the hectic life of a student..of a teacher trainee..suddenly feel sick of looking back an forth to the lesson planning, designing task sheet and all..im not being ungrateful or forgetting responsibilities on things, just kinda need a rest for a while before start knocking my head with all those things again after raya holiday..

it's the third year and Hari Raya for me is like happiness in vain, euphoric in pain..things are not the same anymore and the celebration are not as engaging as before, there wud definitely be tears on the first day itself and moaning of us to keep moving on...

Hari Raya adalah hari kemenangan buat umat Islam yg telah berjaya menjalankn ibadah puasa selama sebulan..mudah2an segala amalan dalam bulian mulia itu diterima Allah dn mudah2an kita masih diberikan peluang untung memuliakn Ramadhan pda tahun hadapan..insyaAllah, sama2lah kita berdoa yg terbaik utk semua..

buat semua, selamat hari raya..cik sara ingin menyusun sepuluh jari mohon ampun maaf, tersalah bicara tersilap kata, sy hanya insan biasa..semoga semua bergembira di Aidilfitri..berhati2 di jalan raya okkayh~

'sialisms?'

2009-09-13T10:14:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum n hye everyone..Gosh i've been leaving my blog quite for a while n my followers are decreasing..hoho frankly, im not really offended cause me myself have this feeling of abandoning the blog..but the sense of belonging, of owning smthing to treasure, to let out something inside me, stop me from doing that..why i create this blog actually?? hrmmm..ntahlaa..suka2 jek..bile dh tade idea nih..suka2 jela biar camtu jek..ehe..

ermm it had been a craaazy week i shall say..zombified wid all sorts of work and tests and lesson plans and tasksheets and presentations and forums and what not..huu..tgkla..tito sebelah buku..budget cam baca sume kn..

erkk..so ironi when the tuan is soooo monyok, cemberut n tertekan tp kucim ini maintain cenyum dlm ape jua keadaan..huu..

aha..i wanna share this..d other day i wanna comment on sum1's blog..i read the word verification...OMG..nk gelak kui3 buleyh tak?? ehe...

si gades dan mesin cash deposit itu..

2009-09-08T17:01:00.011+08:00

pada suatu malam yang hening..di kala angin berpuput lembut, kedinginan menusuk ke tulang, sang daun turut melambai2 seolah meraikan ketenangan mlm yg mendamaikan itu..
berjalanlah sepasang kekasih sambil bergurau senda bersama-sama..langkah diatur rapi, kemas satu persatu menuju ke destinasi yang sudah kelihatan di kejauhan mata..

segala mata yang memandang dihiraukn..segala mulut yang mengata diabaikan..kerana bebanan berat itu masih dipikulnya..barang itu masih di tangannya..langkah terus diatur menuju destinasi..setibanya di sana, pintu dibukakan oleh sang kekasih.."tq syg.." ujarnya dgn senyuman indah terukir dari bibir..

sambil masih ditemani si dia, kekunci mesin ditekan..number akaun dimasukkan..note2 ringgit malaysia yang dibawa di tangan diperiksa sekali lagi..cukup jumlahnya, RM 3600.. sekali lgi dipastikan..RM 3600..pintu deposit cash terbuka, note2 itu dimasukkan..kekunci 'OK' ditekan...

tiba tiba.........................

'OUT OF SERVICE'

RM 3600 wang sewa rumah 6 bulan itu lesap..si gades kalut..muka cemberut
takut macam cencorot..kecut perut..
yang di rumah sedikit mencarut..
dengan perkhabaran mengarut..
tuan rumah kalut..
kelam kabut..
serabut..
ribut..

nota kaki: mesin cash deposit maybank bndar sri permaisuri adalah hampehh!

Happy Birthday Chot!!

2009-09-05T18:54:00.005+08:00

4th of September, yesterday, birthday of cik chottt kesayangan..nama diberi Aisyah..pendek sependek orangnye...opppsss! secute orgnye..hehe ampun chot! alahaiii..kecik jek..boleh sgt nk berlakon 'Esther' dlm crite orphan tu..12 years old look at the age of 21..taaapi, wpun kecil ye..suaranye Ya Allah! amatlah lantang sehinggakn mnjadi pujaan kepada lecturer maths ktorg, kak dah! "I love ur voice!" katenyee..hehe..ade kebaikn jugak..bertempiklah pempuan kecik ni stiap pgi kejut org solat subuh..siren! hee..camne leh panggil chot? hrmm ntahla..diorg2 ni mmg expert bab2 bgi nickname kt org..tp sedap gak an, layannzz..

bnyak hadiah2 yg cik chot dpt..gembira btol dye..ermm from me n adah, bju tido yg amat comeyl itu..kn kn kn?
so, to celebrate, she invited the whole class for the small but sweet little gathering..berbuka puasa sama2..nak pilih venue punye laa payah..pizza la nando's laa, johny's laaa, secret recipe laa..last2..black canyon kat jusco Maluri..makan2...~
kesian ngat tgk muka husni ni haa..tggu masuk waktu nk berbuka..hik3..lapau ngat la dh tu..~
last but not least, gmbar kenangan...2.1..org kate kelas ktorg skema..benarkah? haha..but still we had fun that night..next beday sape plak? organise lah smthing like this again...
nota kaki: to those who noticed, blog saya berwajah baru...any comments?

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2009-09-04T01:59:00.002+08:00

sometimes...

what's left unsaid doesn't mean untrue...

hush hush!

langsai hutang award n tag from ada

2009-09-03T22:34:00.007+08:00

wahh..sunyi sepi blog ni..mcm tak berpenghuni tak berpengunjung..hehe..ape nk bwat..agk kekurangn masa juge idea nk menghapdet..so sorry to those who're following me..and maybe some even stop following dis blog..dun worry i wont feel offended..but to those who gave me awards and tags..owh please dun feel offended..sorry ngat lembap cam siput nk answer..bukan tanak answer..dh simpan kat draft dh..tak smpat je lgi..

actually esok ade test maths tapi apsal ntah mood nk study kureng cket..mcm..ermm amenda la yg aku blajo ni sbenarnye..kak dah oo..kak dah..huk3..

ngatkn bulan2 puasa ni nk puasa blog jugak..but...

nvm la...get back to the tagging2 thing..bnyak ni..nk wat skali harung jek..hehe

award 1

1.Siapakah kawan yang pertama sekali ketika anda buat blog ini??

♥ affyda-unbound diary..tp skang sunyi sepi jep dye..diary dh tak terunbound kot..bounded dh..hehe

2.Siapakah orang yang pertama sekali yang memberi anda award

♥ alamak..hilang ingatan jap..huk3..tak ingat..sorryyyy

3.Siapakah orang yang terakhir yang membuat anda nangis

♥ someone that i really loved but cant tell him i really do..hrmmm..

4.Apabila kamu berbuka puasa apa yang anda makan dahulu

♥ sudah tentula kurma..sunnah jgn tinggal..rugi3..

5.Bila anda sedang berangan...siapa yang selalu ganggu anda

♥ ermm??bnyak anasir yg shuke kacau aku nih..hehe

6.Lagu yang terakhir yang anda dengar
♥ izinku pergi kaer..

7.Blog siapa yang terakhir anda melawat

♥ s e t i a p . d e t i k . b e r m a k n a...amek award yg dh tercicir nih..huhu..sorry dik..lmbat amek..

8.Cerita yang terakhir anda tengok

♥ kartun naruto..ptg tdi msa buka pose..hehe

9.Novel yang paling anda gemari

♥ harry potter series..!

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award 2

1. Siapakah teman istimewa korang?

those who stays with me..happy and sad..those who didnt search for me only when they have problems..those whom i can feel the sincerity of their friendship..those whom i'll go to whenever i need company to laugh with or shoulders to cry on..

2. Apakah prinsip hidup yg korang pegang?

"it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But God knows what's best for us, and we did not.."

3. Adakah korang marah sekiranya ada org mengutuk blog kesayangan korang?

people can say whatever they like, their perceptions and opinions..words cant bring me down..

4. Beri sedikit komen tentang award ini

comel! klau tgk msa siang hri ni bleyh jdi lapo ni..terbayang real cupcakes

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tag 1

1. List down all five blogs that you really loves to blogwalking?

'his' blog

his sis's

haiqal's

anak laut's

ermm..sy tgk je mn2 yg terhapdet tu..klau ade msa la

2. Have you ever dream on having someone special in your life?

surely la..

3. Taken or Single? Which one is better for you?

i prefer taken by someone that takes me the way i am..

4. Have you been in one-sided love situations?

yup..but not anymore..=)

5. List down 5 of your type in finding your own
prince charming/lovable princess??

loves me the way i am

funny

simple

understanding

completes me

6. At what age that you will planing to get married?
depends

7. How much kids that you want to have?
depends

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tag 2

1. besides ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

hah? ermm ermm ermm..mane2 pn tak kisah..

2. how did u feel when u woke up this morning?

zombified! tokleh tito smpai kol 5..sape soh minum nescafe

3. who was the last person / people you took photo with?

ngan itam cyg! kucim shaye..ermm person ea..ermm..ngan syukur..adik

4. would u consider urself spoiled?

anak pempuan sorg kn..tp wat keje umah pn trok jugak

5. have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

nope

6. do you want someone to be dead?

dats not u to decide kayh

7. what does your last text message say?

'ok'

8. what are you thinking right now?

malasnye nk study..

9. do you want someone to be with you right now?

riiindu citeh! huhu

10. what was the time you went to bed last night?

around 5 kot..bahana nescafe pakcik ehsan..huhu

11. where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

t-shirt beli utk hari sukan

12. who was the last person who text you?

mak

nota kaki: thanx ada! okkay..get back to studying..

selamat berpuasa semua..

2009-08-21T14:11:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T...
dikala PC ku baru saje diformat..(thanx adhwa)..
di kala PC ku bersih suci murni tade satu pn fail..(tade gmbar la entry kali ni)..
di kala sedang mengemas utk pulang ke kampung (pendek jela entry ni yek)...
utk semua pembaca tersayang..yg silent way ke..total physical response ke..mahupn sacara desuggestopedia..hehe..disini cik sara nak ucapkan..

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..

jomla sama2 kte hargai kehadiran bulan yg mulia nih penuh berkat..bulan keampunan, rahmat dn pelepasan dri neraka..and sama2la doa semoga berjaya jumpa dgn malam lailatul qadar...amiiinnn..okkay..take care semua..puasa penuh okkay?? hehe..

nota kaki: tiket bas kol 4..yeay! dpt terawih kat umah...besh!

kesah si minah arab..ouchhh!

2009-08-19T15:39:00.009+08:00

hye all..just a bit update..yesterday i went to times square to watch 'the proposal' with adah n syikin..glad dat finally im able to watch dat movie after a few delayed n wrong timing of the ticket. nway if u may notice there are lots of Arabic tourists in time square right? read the 'nice' but sarcastic conversation that we have below..here goes..

cik arab : excuse me, can i ask you about something..

syikin : ouhh...sure2, no problem..(ni mesti nk tnya tempat ke kedai mn2 ke..buleh je nk jwb nih)

minah arab : Malaysia is a very nice country..i love it so much n been thinking to come here again next year..very good and the people are very nice.. (kami bertiga sudah kembang kempis ye disitu..hahahs)..and you dressed well, very pretty (msa ni dye tunjuk kat tudung dye la, maybe dye maksudkn pakai tudung..)

syikin, adah n i: still listening attentively sambil tunggu soklan menda minah arab ni nk tnya sbenarnye....

minah arab continues : but i dun understand, why some people cover their hair but show their butt? why wear clothes that shows their body? (kami sdikit ternganga dgr pertnyaan itu..apekahhhh????) they go to surau to pray yet they're wearing something like that. is there any kind of message that they wanna convey? i mean i also wear jeans back in my country but i make sure its under my knees and big enough..not show my body..hrrmmm we're muslims and i just do what Rasulullah will do, tabligh right? we pass around good messages..so you may pass around to your friends and the others..

syikin, adah n i: sedikit terkulat2 disitu..

seksi kah kami???? tgk balik bju yg dipakai..huhu okkayh maybe not as complete as her, with her jubah that clearly big and covers everything but i think to compare us with the oootheerrrrr people in time square at that moment, we can be considered as dressing decently..OMG, i know she's doing something nice, nk tegur kn, i can accept it its just that her words really make us think deeply n surely change the 'girls day out' mood for a while..why among all the ppl in dat big mall she chose us??

memula tu mmg sakit hti gakla...sbb msa tu ktorg yg bru kluar dri surau, bru lepas solat, kiranye dye tegur ktorg secara halus la kn..tp klau nk ckp sal org arab ni, mmgla diorg berjubah semua, tp kadang2 tu ade jek yg kuku tu buh pengilat kuku kn..mane sah wudu' camtu..then, klau yg free hair plak seksi nyeeee..kalah org2 Malaysia sndiri..then bila fikir2 balik, positive balik, rasional balik, who are we to judge people, she's doing smthing right..'amar ma'aruf nahi munkar..'

so, to do the honour,all girls! note this! please wear decently, we're muslim, for me its quite a humiliation to hear tourists asking smthing like that. luckily she didnt expect any answer for if she did, im speechless.. maybe that's just the way things here, in KL some more, u wear tudung but u show your butt, baju tu pendek kn, tryla pakai yg labuh2 cket..u wear tudung, but u show ur body..tryla pakai yg tak ketat sgt..yang tak ikut body sgt..im not saying that i dressed perfectly all this while, just as a reminder to myself and to all the girls out there..tak malu ke org ckp camtu pasal kite? sy malu...sgttt malu...serious..lepas kejadian tu, klau terjumpe perempuan arab yg berjubah sakan tu rsa nk lari je, segan klau jumpe perempuan yg tegur ktorg tu lagi...huhuhu

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forget about that..out of topic jap...thanks vimala utk brooch yg sgttt chantek..terharu tak when an Indian friend being so sensitive..give u smthing to wear for Hari Raya?? seriously, im touched. despite of all what ppl have been saying n what me myself felt for all this while, i feel appreciated..she's a veeery nice friend..no matter what perception she may get..everyone has weaknesses, i always hope people accept mine just the way i accepted others' weaknesses..hrmmmm..ntahla..kdg2 prasaan ni kn, susah nk jngka..smtimes we like smtimes we dun..smtimes we want it to be different but things are the other way round...huuu..ape2 pn..thanx vim! nk bgi ape ek kt dye nti..ermmmm sari boleh tak?

with doreen tan, a performer in KLPAC n vimala..

nota kaki: tak sabar nk balik kg lusa....~!

keriangan bloggers2 bersantai - photo album part 2

2009-08-16T14:43:00.004+08:00

hye everyone..how's weekend? i just wanna share a lil more pictures from the gathering that i'd attended few weeks back..so, kodak momentosss~!

mat bunga??

mase ni maen buaya biawak..sgtt sronok..nk men lagi..

cap kelica caca..kelisa n aisyah?? hoho..

buai laju2..smpai pohon sena..ape dlm baju? erkk..

all the presents on that day..ade sesi tukar2 hadiah..hadiah inche haiqal paling diva skali..besau gaban..ehem3..yg kaler hijau tu ye..

hoho..haiqal got the present from me...shuke tak? (nway tersalah bajet edit pic..hehe..sorry inche peq..terpomote skali..hehe)
n i got this lovely bag from khal...thanx dear..love it sooo much..bak kate haiqal, seminggu pakai tak tukar2 beg laen..hehehe

my favourite picture of the day..

best friends or NOT..~!

2009-08-16T13:11:00.005+08:00

which ones are your true friends?

♥the ones that will always be there for you no matter what..

♥the ones that might not be there all the time but always there when you need them..

♥the ones that might not be there all the time for a very good reason and not search for you only when they need you..

♥the ones that might be on different stairs, leading to different path but deep down inside missing those memories together..keeping each other in prayers and say a simple 'hi' whenever there's time to do that..

♥the ones that not stick around just because we have something to offer..

♥the ones that ready to listen more than they talk..n talk(of advice, of jokes, of etc) when you need to listen..

♥the ones that are not only your laughing buddy but also offer their shoulder to cry on..

we could have lots and tones of friends..but the true ones could be very scarce in numbers..so when u find them, appreciate them~!

"sometimes in life, we just need people that have proven that they need us in theirs..it may sound selfish but it will make you feel better.."

nota kaki: kalau kite tak buat benda yg sama utk mmber kite, jgn expect la diorg nk buat benda yg sama kt kte kn..tp klau asek kite yg mengalah utk kebaikn bersama kononnye..haizzz..lemaklaa~! wat lu beb..bikin gua panas...

dis is what will happen..

2009-08-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

what will happen when you borrow your friends' items without asking permission or you're intended to ask permission some time later...?
waaaahhhhhh! ku menjerit..dgn segera sms dihantar..."rommie, i pinjam iron u taw.."

dn tgnku kebas...

2009-08-14T02:43:00.002+08:00

hye all..Assalamualaikum..last wednesday..hujan sgttt lebat..bukan cats n dogs je dh..elephant n rhinoceros pn buleyh coz kilat n guruh berdentum2..right after tutorial wid dr.zaira, its raining scanty only,the 4 of us try to rush to the taxi stand bfore it rains heavier..we open our umbrella, one in my hand n d other in afida's..when we're in d middle of the field, ngah gembira kikiki ngan cik adah ni haa..everything's happening so fast..suddnly kilat, fida berlari kt i, jerit2 'aku kna smbar kilat..kna smbar kilat' i let go of d payung in my hand..bru la prasan i felt d sparks as well tp sbb gembira ngat dok gelak tak sdr pn...fida tinggal payung dy tgh padang tu..tak brani nk amek katenye..thanx adah sbb sempat capai payung 5 hengget cik sara..ktorg tros bukak langkah seribu pecut lari bwh khemah yg berdekatan..ade ktorg kesah org pndang..yg pnting kilat itu amat menakutkn..dn guruh itu amat kuat..tq arina for saving us from dat tent..everytime kilat ase cam d jolt runs thru every metal around us..sgttt terang dn sgttt kuat guruh lepas tu..balik umah, basah kuyup, dn tgnku kebas...

moral of the story:

jgn duk kt kwsan lapang msa hujan (erkk tp msa tu lom hujan pn..rintik2 je)
pegang payung pda pemegang plastik ye..dn bukan besi dye tu..

nota kaki: fuhh..mujur jugak pegang payung..means d kilat lalu thru d payung..klau straight kna kt tgn ke..seluruh bdnku kebas selamanye keee??? owh tidakkkk!

misi merompak..

2009-08-11T15:50:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. n hye all..wohh...have been quite a hectic week lorr..kesannye, tak sempat menjengah ke blog org n komen2..even though i really love doing dat..kdg tu usha2 gak tajuk2 post yg best kt dashboard, cik sara dtg jugak jenguk n baca2..kunjungan rahsia je la mmpu bwat skang..silent reader, skim n scan..huhu...nway, disebabkn vavi..(tgk org len sume panggil gini kn..i follow lahhh..) baaanyk menda jadi..my college kna tutup seminggu..kena kuarantin, pastu wajib pkai mask pegi kelas lahhh..suspek h1n1 laa kna pi check darah segala, my housmate +ve h1n1..she's recovering yet pretty tensed up wid all d things that she got to catch up..(chayok3 bebeh!!)..then, cuti sem kna tarik..pastu tak jdi plak, cuti skali ngan budak skolah laa..penim aku penim..vavi oiii...nyusahkn org btol..bleyh tak?? hehe...

patutnye ktorg wajib pkai mask pegi kelas..HEP bekalkn mask kt ketua kelas stiap pgi..but the problem is, the ones that they contributed are earlobes mask..hello, we pakai tudung, cane nk sangkut kat telinganya..nk soh pkai kot dlm tudung?? aiyooo..leceh okkay..tamo pkai..~!

so masa ktorg pi melawat member yg kena tahan kt wad sbb hukm, ktorg pn mulaknlaahh operasi..>>> mari merompak mask hukm! hehe..hukm nye mask is for surgery ones, yg ikat kt belakang tu..so snangla klau utk yg bertudung kn...ape lgi..otw balik, cover line, grablaaa sebnyak yg boleh..ehehe

cuba teka siapakh ketua mafia yg mengetuai misi merompak kami? haha..
kami perompak2 berjaya~!
dahh...jom balikkk.....esok kte rompak lgi..

nota kaki: leyh kira ngan jari bape kali cik sara pakai mask g kelas..nway, hrap2 cuti tetap cuti..nk puasa kt umahhh...huhu

♫dis time i realize dat ive been falling in love from d deepest of my heart, i do love u my love is not an ordinary love when it belongs to u n its u who stay wid me for the whole of my life accept my confession, please believe me dat everything i did cause u're mine..~ bukan cinta biasa, afghan

teman2ku terbang pulang...~

2009-08-08T20:56:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...hye all..so hows ur weekend turns out to be? mine? hrmm a bit boring n sloppy n i dunno what..hehe..anyway dun mind laa..last weekend im having fun..so much fun that i tink just to make it equal im 'dead' of boredom dis week..huhu..wokep..forget bout this week, for a while..memula tu g gathering blog yg best tu kn..then, last week my beloved azicka came back from india..~yeay! and last minute plan, akhirnye ku bertemu jugak meenachee sorg ini..makin kurus tgk dye..huhu tak ckop mkan kah kmoo syg ku di india itu?? cun kn mmber cik sara ni? dh 2 kali org merisik n skang pn brderet org nk ngorat dye..wow..u terhangat di pasaran lah lalink!! tp maintain single..i saspek u..eh..respek u lah..

haha..teringat azicka crite satu menda, msa tu diorg nk jwb exam for the first time, then lecturer bgi lah dye kertas kosong ngatkn to write the answers la kn..then suddenly the invigilator started to read aloud the question..know what, soalan kena salin sndiri...budak2 medic tp nk jwb exam kna salin soalan sndiri..aizzz pelik sungguh..takkn le tade mesin fotostat ek kat india??

nway, msa tu dtg ngan asha skali..wpun semlmnye bru pas jupe dye kt jj wangsa maju..jupe lgi kat KLCC tu..tp takpelaa..best~! mmg girls day out laa..she's very happening..even though we may lost contact for months, coz masing2 bz ngan course masing2, asal jupe mesti riuh sekampung..she called me cumi..nk taw knape..tnya dye..then dye bgi nma kt azicka ming2..haha..minah sorg ni kn shuke hati dye je bgi nma kt org soo, ktorg pn bgi nma kt dye..tora! mcm mainan dlm kotak zmn kecik2 dlu...tooorraaa dtg lagi! ehe..yela..asal tora dtg jek, mesti cumi gelak tak berenti..seswai sgttt nma tu utk kmoo~
ktorg mkn..n borak2..then azicka bgi sy a bracelet from india kaler biru pekat..terlupa nk snappy2 picture plak..ape2 pn thanx ming2! sy shuke...ming2 kejap je balik Malaysia tp Alhamdulillah sempat juge dye luahkn msa nk jupe ktorg yg dok kat Malaysia ni kn..nway, tora pn bru bitaw maybe next year dye nk g UK..twinning program 1st batch anjuran UPM..ouuuhhh!! why all my bestfriends have to be faaaaarrrr away from me?? in a way, sgtt sedeyh..asha! klau p UK ti, u bwk balik souvenir mahal2 utk i..klau tak, putus sahabat..(hehe..bile lgi nk kikis bestfriend sndiri..kn asha kn..)

that was last week..then last friday, jihah, my other bestfriend came back from Republic of Czech..bru abes 1st year, n their course is 6 years..woahh..lame kn nk jdi doctor..dhla diorg actually wat master(master by the age of 26..sonoknyeee..) tp malangnye, tak approve kt Malaysia, dikira still dgree..huhu ruginyee..bnyak la borak ngan jihah..msa tgh mkn tu she said klau kat sna dye mkn, klau convert duit malaysia, 40 hengget sepinggan..haiyyooo..then, elaun yg dye dpt 4000 sebulan..wahhh (sedang berangn ape nk bwat klau dpt 4000 sebulan...) candid2 gmbar jihah..~!
pas mkn tu ktorg jln2..masuk kat kedai yg ade jual bear pink ni..saje usha2 hrga..usha2 ade lgi stok ke tak..maklumlah dh jnji kt sum1 nk bgi bear tu kn..so to dat sum1, take note..and blajar rajin2 ekk..then terjumpa handbag yg sgt comel di mata ku..huhu..my handbag satu zip dh rosak, satu g koyak..dua tu leh tahan mahal plak tu..(ganas nye sy?) than yg ade skang plak dh sgt oldies mcm beli 10 thun yg lalu..(yg ni murah jek, 10 hengget kott)..so......taraaaaa...~! shuke...
owh ye...jihah bgi sy necklace..chanteeekkk sgt..n d pendant is an original crystal..(tulis kat kotak dye camtu) waahhh sgttt terharu..klau sepinggan nasik pn 40 hengget, bapela plak hrga seutas rantai dgn crystal as the pendant..Gosh! im touched..rsa tak padan plak dgn present yg sy belikn utk jihah..huhuhu...jihah..qilah sayyang kmoo..~!!
wpun most of my bestfrineds are far away from me..so touched when i know that they still remmber me..to azicka@ming ming, asha@tora...and to jihah..bestest of luck in everything u do..pndai2 jga diri kat negara org..n jgn lupa kat cik sara okkayh..love u all..muahhhxx!

keriangan bloggers2 bersantai - photo album part 1

2009-08-08T10:27:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. n good day to all..(teringat mdm jo sebut good day as in gooddai..australian accent la sgt kn..) as any of u ever remmber me promoting d gathering banner, like the one below..d 1st one is d original piece, saje nk share, then edited again by mr poytografer of the day lahh...incik peq~~

taraaaa~!

actually ade terfikir utk tanak pegi coz dat week my college got the h1n1's free holiday (erkk, not so free actually..sakan lecturer nk ganti kelas skang..haduiii..penim2)..then after some consideration, i came back to KL early so i manage to attend the gathering..A fun day, a great experience and memorable memories, thats my definition of the gathering in short..okkaylah, without further due, kodak momentosss~~

souvenirs~!
sneak peak~!
makanan~!

makan~!

presents~!play~!

pose~!

okkay..the end of part 1..tggu album part 2 plak ek..insyaAllah..

award + award + tag + tag = taraaaaa...~

2009-08-07T19:14:00.005+08:00

♥FROM ADA♥

~~~~~~~1st award~~~~~~~
1- Nama pendek anda?
♥cik sara, sara, sarah, qilah, cumi, ara...aramon (pilih yg mane satu berkenan di hati)

2- Anda seorang yang bagaimana?
♥ayu lagi bersopan santun..(geli tak? haha..silakan muntah)

3- Insan yg istimewa di hati?
♥insan yg istimewa tu lah..

4- Lagu kesukaan?
♥dygta~ kerna ku sayang kamu..shuwiittt ngat lgu ni..

5- Makanan kesukaan anda?
♥tau fu fah~~ shuke..

6- Warna kegemaran anda?
♥putih..sb mcm suci gitu kn..tp kdg2 purple pn chantek..flexible lah..memana yg chantek dimata laa..

7- Kali terakhir anda tersenyum manis?
♥kawe senyum sokmo lo ni...kih3

8-Berikan 2 alasan mengapa anda suka award ini.
♥sbb ia cumilll~
♥sbb ia diberi oleh adikku ada yg juge cumillll..ehe

9- Tag untuk orang yang anda anggap sweet?(6 orang)
♥sape2 yg rsa diri mreka sweet..hehe..utk followers lah..

10-Harap disimpan di dalam blog anda taw!!!
♥done..

~~~~~~~2nd award~~~~~~~

terms and conditions:

letak di blog anda
♥done!

senyum bila dapat award ini
♥again..kawe senyum sokmo lo niii..hehe

ucap syukran kepada aein
♥syukran jazilan...erkk kat aein gak ke? utk aein n ada lah ek

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
#cik adah
cik nanie
cik katak cute
cik pidot
cik paani lah..boleh? ehe

~~~~~~~Tag~~~~~~~

1.Adakah Anda Comel?
♥anda rasa?

2.Adakah Anda Baik?
♥anda rasa? haha..nk bajet baek lah..

3.Adakah Anda Rock?
♥adakah gemar mndengar lagu rock kapak dikira sbgai rock?? ahaha

4.Adakah Anda Pembodek?
♥ermmm..bodek ek? ermmm..tak taw lahh..

5.Adakah Anda Cantik?
♥beauty is always in the eyes of the beholders..

6.Adakah Anda Jiwang?
♥they said i do..mungkin kotzz~

7.Adakah Anda Bijak?
♥membijokzz kdg2 shuke gak...

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
♥5 org yg sma tdi ek...~~

♥from eazy♥

Bila kali terakhir anda cuci toilet?
♥ermm ermm ermm..minggu lepas kot..haha..comey g toilet tu..

Pencuci apa yg anda guna?
♥sabun basuh baju daia sudahhh..konsep mari berjimat..multipurpose..hehe

Dalam 1 minggu berapa kali anda mop lantai? kenapa?
♥klau masih ikut jadual mmbersih umah seminggu sekali laa..tp skang slalu out of schedule laaa..ehehe

Apa tugasan anda sebelum menjelang malam?
♥tugasan?? fuiyoo...emm belek assignment laa..

Apa menu hidangan makan malam anda yg paling simple?
♥roti n jam..klau time bz giler2 ni..

Minuman yg anda buat setiap pagi?
♥klau sempat..nescafe breakfast tu haa...i need my drug..haha

Sebelum tido apa yg anda lakukan?
♥bca doa tito~ ehe..

nota kaki: award tu nk bgi kt sume followers gak especially cik eazy insyirah ye..harap maklum...~

pre~ santai selamba blogger gathering..

2009-08-06T01:26:00.005+08:00

Salam..
equations of the week:

busy week+ pc tak sehat = sgt lmbat nk buat ape2

1 public speaking + 3 tests = no time blogging..(sedeyh3~)

ramai dh yg update sal gathering ni..wat msa skang mampu ngomel2 sajje di blog mreka..tape2..ti cik sara hapdet gakzz..biar lmbat asalkn ade..leyh tak? hehe..curik gambar kat blog haiqal~~ ehehe..pastu hedit2 cket ag...tadaaaa~ gmbar sgt bnyak utk disharekn..nti ad msa cik sara hapdet len kayh..

utk adik ada, akk hutang tagged ngan award tu..ti akak wat ek..sorry ngat..bz la skang..
eazy, ti sara wat tag tu jugak ek..

nota kaki: test teaching of speaking + approaches of teaching English esok..waaahhh 1st time 2 tests in a day..ni nk nyanyi lgu paramore nih..i can feeeellll the pressssuuureee...~~ wawawawa

kembali slepas menghilang seketika...~

2009-07-31T16:42:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone...lame tinggal blog ni bersawang berhabuk..salji penuh dh..ehe..
actually as most of u may know, my college had been close due to the high number of suspected h1n1 victims..well, to be frank, i was having a flu and a fever when the HUKM nurses come to check all of the students that are having the symptoms. but when afida, fazlin n i reached at the checking station (dewan kuliah), we decided to leave..1st, d sight horrified us..(everybody is wearing a mask..terfikir klau kte ni bebas h1n1 pn boleh get infected sbb duduk di kalangan dirog) 2nd, dewan kuliah tu air-conditioned, means the air is circulated kn? as well as d possible h1n1 virus la kn? 3rd, ktorg decide nk blah after dgr nurse to said sumthing like " ok, sesiapa yg ade salah satu simptom h1n1, kite mintak kerjasama utk dikuarantin lah ye..sekarang ni kamu semua tulis dulu nama, kita nk keep record.." (erkk, ngatkn ade la amek2 suhu ke...amek darah ke..brula check btol2 kn..klau camni gaya dye check..ermm takpolah..jom blah rakan2!)

disebabkn rsa tanggungjwb pada society (pergghh ayat...~), afida n i pn singgahla ke HUKM bfore balik umah..what if we both are really infected? will we spread it to everyone else..taaaaapi, skali lgi kecewa dgn jwapan atendan kt wad kecemasan tu " kitorg boleh check adik, tp kena tunggu 5 6 jam laa..patient ramai ni.." okkay, at least bgi la recommendation g klinik swasta ke..ape ke..dhla nada suara tu sgt2 la menghalau kn..kuciwa boleh tak..dahla org ngah tak sehat..mmg nk mengamuk je ase..whateva la bro..ktorg pn blah ngan kuciwa nye lagi..so ptg tu gi lah ke klinik Aidura, bndar sri permaisuri bersama afida..d doctor convinced us that we're fine n gonna be okkay..i believe her n paid RM35..dat evening pas mkn ubat selsema..collapse lah tidoq..bngun2 dahh IPIK tutup katenye...188 org suspected..(okkay..nurse tu amek nama 188 org ye..she doesnt really check..setakat tnya2 jep..i know..) tp takpelaaa..d holiday part is interesting..seminggu tuh..maka pulanglah cik sara ke kampung dgn gembiranye...dmm pn dh okkay, selsema pn dh okkay..im not paying RM 35 for nothing..Alhamdulillah..

after 2 days of holiday..my roomate called n tell me that news..a close fren is positive H1N1!! OMG..really? how can dat be? unbelievable..we have close contact, veeeerryyyy close, will dat make me positive too? how about the others? a few are having fever or were having fever..everybody start panicking..including my mother when i told her..straight away that evening she brought me n my lil bro (sekolah dye pn kna tutup gak sbb h1n1..sekolah sains kuala selangor..Karl! take note..hehe) to the clinic n do the blood test..Alhamdulillah, we're both -ve..lega sangat3...tgkla ubat2 yg cik sara dpt..bnyak kn..most of it are vitamins..tp sbb free kn...terima sajje ngan tgn yg terbuka..hehehedoctor said im lack of ferum in my blood n dye pn bgi la ubat tmbah darah..ttba incik syukur adikku berkata? "haa?? nk tmbah darah? dy bgi kakak minum darah ke?" aiyoo..nk gelak guling2 di tempat kejadian boleh tak...hehe..okkayh ubat kt bwh ni cik sara tak mkn sbb takut tgk label dye..~ tukar warna?? ohho..jdi pink ke? pengsan i tgk nti..tamo3..~ hehehe

tapi kan msa taw possibility sy maybe ad h1n1 tu seriously bnyak menda terfikir dh..tetiba lebih menghargai hidup dn org sekeliling...life's short..anything cud happen out of our expectation..if u love someone, tell them u do before its too late..owhh..melodramatic cket...

okkayh..out of topic jap..tomorrow i'll be going to the blogger gathering at Taman Tasek Perdana..the banner is on top of my blog ye..looking forward on that wpun just around 15 people yg join..tape2..konsep simple n sweet gitu..ermm we're suppose to bring a present sbb nk tukar2 hadiah nti katenye..cik sara bru beli tdi..kotak dye lawa dhlaa..maleh nk balut boleh tak?hehehe..

penat cket sbenarnye..bas pukul 10 pgi tdi, smpai cni around 1.30..smpai2 umah sewa cmpak beg trus ke hero beli sgala menda utk prepare for tomorrow including da present..then cmpak segala barang tu turun semula ke kedai komputer dpn ni nk amek CPU..laaaagi la nk mengamuk! i asked dat guy to format my CPU..i know there's a prob with it..ngah syok2 online ke ttba pc restart sendiri..so sohla format..he said okkay..cik sara da bgi hri ahad lgi tu..num tepon pn dh bgi..klau tokleh bwat tu just call n explain..it wont be dat hard..ni sy msg bitaw nk amek CPU tu ptg ni bru bitaw tokleh buat n give all sorts of stupid excuses..whats up with men n excuses ek? cant u just admit ur fault..bukannye mati pn..ishhh! nk marah btolla..dhla takde kt kedai msa amek CPU tu tdi..pengecut punye laki..seriously hilang hormat dgn llaki camni..tak responsible, irrelevant...mmg banned tros laki tuh n kedai tu sekali..at least klau dye ade kt kedai n apologize elok2 tdi, sejuk la jugak hti ni..kesian kt adik yg jga kedai tu tdi terkulat2 kena sembur ngan cik sara..sorry ek dik..akk penat sgt...teremosi lebeyh plak..

okies..gotta go...nk masak memasak japzzz~ lapo2...hehe..

berjalan pulang.

2009-07-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum n good day to all of u..how' s ur Monday? anyone feeling a bit of Monday blue like me? huuu..since there's the coronantion (wahh..yela sgt coronation kn..) of d new HEP..there's been quite a randomation in the college's rules..the one dat really affect us the TESL students is this one..~~haa...in simple words..no cars are allowed in the college compund...~
if u really want to authorised the new law, that must be as a whole laa..ni awat akak2 n abg2 KPLI KDP n KSPK leh bwk keta masuk..kami tokleh? well one of d reasons is they're 'dalam perkhidmatan' dh..we're only 'pra-perkhidmatan'..tp klau ikut seniority, we've been in d college longer than them..aisshh..so we have to come to college everyday by cab..da le starting cab skrang da 3 hengget instead of 2 hengget..pegi balik jep sehari da dekat 10 hengget..aiyoo..~ ni mcm nk terckp ni jek..~~

ape? no cursing..hehe mmglaa..im not cursing..i want to say..fabulous! fantastic! fremendous! farvelous! famazing! freat! fremarkable! food! alamak..terlebeyh sudah~~..ekeke..katenye dalam assembly pgi tdi nk mewujudkan pelajar2 maktab yg fit! dn sehat! nak soh berjalan bnyak..berbasikal ke..nk jadi mcm IPPMM, budaya berbasikal..dgr tu Karl! berbasikal la ko dri Pandan Indah tu..Arina pn, nek basikal dri Sri Petaling kn..kompem fit dn sehat! har har har..so sementara berjalan2 pulang tuhhh..kodak momentos cket bersama d cemaraianzz...~~

olohh..kak sabbymon tersorok pula di sebalik chott ngan dott~

jalan2 pulang...~ okkayh, ni baru je kuar dari block TESL yg mmg kat penghujung dunia kat IPIK tuh..

okkayh..sebelah surau..half way da nih..~ sempat g posing charlies angel konon2nye..ni group cab1 ye..from left, aisyah, fida, adah n me..sbb ktorg slalu cepat cket compared to group satu ag..cik tiqah cik yana n cik sab..
bila smpai kt cni, selalu rsa nk berguling je turun bukit ni..hahaha

walaupn penat...ttp maintain berborak yee...~yeay! da smpai bwh..~

yeay! pakcik teksi da dtg...~ pakcik ni tua dh..memula tu nmpak cam tak mesra tp rupa2nye pas borak2..sgttt shuwitt taw..he said.."i love my wife..because inside, she's very beautiful..." waaa..beshnye klau dpt hubby camni..~~

sokkay laahhh..jalan pn jalanlaaa..exercise cket kn..lgipn Alhamdulillah nk dpt cab tak susah mn..just kna lebeyh berjimat la..dana utk nek cab semakin bertmbah..haizzz....
hermm okkay, nk start hadap kerja plak..kt my newly improved study desk~ hehe..inspired btol klau nk ngadap meja ni..klau dulu wat keje tak pkai meja pn..skang ni nk dok kt meja jek..kih3..~~ ♫think of me..think of me fondly when we said goodbye..remember me once in while, please promise me u'll try..when u find that once again, u long to take ur heart back n be free..if u ever find a moment..spare a thought for me..~~ think of me, david archuleta

nota kaki: setinggi2 penghargaan untuk incik Haiqal tersayang utk supply gambar2 yea..len kali leh bagi lagi..pastu nk soh cik sara link sejuta kali pn takpe..hehehe...thanx..~

tag n award~

2009-07-21T01:25:00.003+08:00

wooo..da lame tak dpt tag ngan award kn..sonok plak bila dpt..kali ni dtgnye dri si kiut dn si comel..farah ada..opss bukan adah uchida ekk..tu org len tu..wpun kdg2 cam ase tertuka ckp ngan diorg 2 org ni..sorg ada..sorg adah..hehe..

here goes..

1. nama timangan anda?
sara, sarah, qilah, cik sara, ara, cumi..(owh, bnyak kn?..)

2. anda seorang yg?
sensitive in a way..cpt terasa cpt sejuk..understanding when things are logical..

3. insan yg teristimewa?
bonda ku terchenta..

4. lagu kesukaan?
anything dat suits me..currently i like think of me-david archuleta..shuwitt lorr dat song..

5. makanan kesukaan anda?
ermm..nk shuke mkn roti yg ada nk bgi..sbb dye bnyak curi widget kat my page nih..haha

6. sikap yg membuatkan anda stress?
too clingy..sometimes i do need my space..
too much of talking..sumtimes i need to talk too, tired of listening..
too much of giving without receiving anything..i have patient but also have a limit..

7. warna kegemaran anda?
white! suci gitu kn..tp actually tak kisah sgt..as long as chantek dimataku..

8. benda yg mesti ade dlm beg?
handbag ek? ermm..sah2la purse..(need money of course) handphone, (penting ni..) kunci umah, (owh..mls nk tggu dak2 ni bukak pintu..setahunlaaa..huhu) compact, lipice n tissue (im still a typical girl..)..~

9. kali terakhir anda menangis?
just now..ttba jiwa sensitip lebeyh..tak fhm..~ huhu

10. tag untuk 6 rakan anda?
ermm tanak specified kat sape2..anyone lah...klau free jwbla tag ni kayh..

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AWARD 1

1. letakkan logo award ini di blog anda..
okke da letak..tmpal kt dinding tepi tu lmbat cket ek...rumit cket nk wat tu..huhu

2. anugerahkan award ini kepada 10 blog yang anda anggap paling berinspirasi dan sangat mesra..
10?? aiyoo..bnyaknye..ermm i give it to all my followers laa..just to check who's really following..ahaks~

3. pastikan anda menyatakan penghargaan ini melalui backlink dengan blog yang anda anggap paling berinspirasi dan mesra dari blog anda..
da backlink kat 1st paragraph lgi..sile p check..hehe

4. informasikan penerima award mengenai award yang mereka terima dengan menyatakan komen di blog mereka..
alamak..bnyak sgt blog nk kunjungi tu..nk skip ni boleh? ehe..klau diorg jenguk blog cik sara ni, tawla diorg dpt award tuh..

5. berbagi cinta dan sayang untuk penghargaan ini kepada pemberi anugerah ini..
akk cyg ada cokmo! muahhxxzzz!! hehe..

AWARD 2

aik~ soklan 1 xde la ada.. hehe..(oppss terthiru ada ..ehe)

2) nyatakan 6 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..
~shuke tgk ada ni..dye kiut..cam anak jepung gituh..
~brutal2..tp mkin lama kenal dye..ayu2 gak..
~sgt close ngan farah, kakak dye..(jeles cket, wud it how it will feel to have a sister? sum1 to share anything..)
~dye shuke layout blog dye kaler brown..
~cikgu muzik yg bagus (minim, semi krocet..erkk ape lgi satu ada? klef tenen..kih3..lupa da..anak murid tak ulang kaji)
~manja ngan ummi dye..hehe..
~tambahan ni..bakal memiliki seekor tedi bear cumil..(cik ada, sile study rerajin kayh..hehe)

3) setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 9 fakta/hobi diri sendiri..
..facts..
~simple
~d only girl in my siblings
~love cat damn much
~shuke dgr problem org n try to help
~sumtimes have low esteem on myself..huhu..
..hobbies..
~blogging
~surfing the net
~reading - when i have really leisure time laa..

4) anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka
cik sara hadiahkn award ini utk sume follower cik sara..especially yg paling recent..incik pilot kapal terbang kertas..jua incik ezary..tpi tade pksaan utk mnerima nye kayh..

nota kaki: assembly 8-9.30..free smpai 12..aduii..klau tanak p assembly boleh tak? kelas start kol 12 lak tuuu...beshnyeee..~ nway..tulisan kecik ngatt,,tokleh besaukn..nape ekk..huhu

kelebihan bulan Rejab..

2009-07-19T20:34:00.001+08:00

1. Sabda Nabi s.a.w.: Hendaklah kamu memuliakan bulan Rejab, nescaya Allah muliakan kamu dengan seribu kemuliaan di hari kiamat.
2. Sabda Nabi s.a.w.: Bulan Rejab Bulan Allah, Bulan Syaaban bulanku, dan bulan Ramadan bulan umatku.
3. Kemuliaan Rejab dengan malam ISRAK MIKRAJnya, Syaaban dengan malam NISFUnya dan Ramadan dengan LAILATUL QADARnya.
4. Malam awal Rejab mustajab do'anya. ( Dalam Kitab Raudhoh Iman Nawawi)
5. Puasa sehari pada bulan Rejab mendapat syurga tertinggi (Firdaus). Puasa dua hari dilipatgandakan pahalanya.
6. Puasa 3 hari pada bulan Rejab dijadikan parit yang panjang, yang menghalangkan dia ke neraka (panjangnya setahun perjalanan).
7. Puasa 4 hari pada bulan Rejab diafiatkan daripada bala dan daripada penyakit yang besar-besar dan daripada fitnah Dajal di hari kiamat.
8. Puasa 5 hari pada bulan Rejab, aman daripada azab kubur. Puasa enam hari pada bulan Rejab, keluar kubur bercaya muka.
9. Puasa 7 hari pada bulan Rejab, ditutup daripada tujuh pintu neraka.
10. Puasa 8 hari pada bulan Rejab, dibuka baginya lapan pintu syurga.
11. Puasa 9 hari pada bulan Rejab keluar dari kuburnya lalu, MENGUCAP DUA KALIMAH SHAHADAH, maka tidak ditolak dia dari memasuki syurga.
12. Puasa 10 hari pada bulan Rejab dijadikan dua sayap, terbang seperti kilat di atas Titi Sirotalmustaqim di hari kiamat.
13. Puasa 16 hari pada bulan Rejab akan dapat melihat wajah Allah di dalam syurga dan orang yang pertama menziarahi Allah di dalam syurga.
14. Puasa 19 hari pada bulan Rejab, dibina baginya sebuah mahligai di hadapan mahligai Nabi Allah Ibrahim a.s dan Nabi Allah Adam a.s.
15.Puasa 20 hari pada bulan Rejab, diampunkan segala dosanya yang telah lalu.
16. Kelebihan bulan Rejab dari segala bulan seperti kelebihan Quran atas segala Qalam.
17. Puasa pada awal Rejab, pertengahannya dan akhirnya seperti puasa sebulan pahalanya.
18. Orang yang lemah dari berpuasa pada bulan Rejab hendaklah bersedekah tiap-tiap hari sekurang-kurangnya sebiji roti.
19. Sesiapa bersedekah pada bulan Rejab seperti sedekah seribu dinar, dituliskan kepadanya tiap sehelai bulu roma jasadnya seribu kebajikan, diangkat seribu darjat, dihapus seribu kejahatan.
20. Setiap sehari puasanya pada bulan Rejab dan sedekahnya pada bulan Rejab seperti ibadat seribu Haji dan Umrah. Dibina mahligai seribu bilik dan seribu bidadari, lebih cantik daripada matahari seribu kali. Bulan Rejab bulan Allah.
21. Bersedekah pada bulan Rejab, dijauhkan Allah daripada api neraka kerana kemuliaan bulan Rejab, Bulan Allah.
22. Allah jadikan di belakang bukit Jabal Qar bumi, yang putih yang penuh dengan Malaikat dengan panji-panji berhimpun pada tiap malam Rejab meminta ampun oleh mereka kepada Umat Muhammad. Allah menjawap: Telah aku ampunkan mereka!
23. Barangsiapa meminta ampun (beristighfar) kepada Allah pagi dan petang 70 kali atau 100 kali, pada bulan Rejab di haramkan tubuhnya daripada api neraka.
24. Sesiapa berpuasa sebulan pada bulan Rejab, Allah berseru kepadanya: 'Telah wajib hakmu atasKu, maka mintalah olehmu kepadaKu. Demi ketinggianKu dan kebesaranKu, tidak Aku tolakkan hajatmu. Engkau adalah jiranKu di bawah `arasyKu, engkau kekasihKu daripada segala makhlukKu, engkau terlebih mulia atasKu. Sukakanlah kamu, tiada dinding antaraKu dan antara kau'.(dari kitab Raudatul Ifkar)
25. Puasa pada 27 bulan Rejab (isnin, 20 julai 2009) seperti berpuasa enam puluh bulan pahalanya. Jika disertai dengan sedekah seperti puasa seribu tahun, kerana kebesaran hari ISRAK-MIKRAJ.

nota kaki: siapa yg boleh puasa..puasalah esok kayhhh...rugi tuu puasa shari pahala cam puasa 5 tahun..jom3 puasa..~~

a review vs a reply..~

2009-07-18T05:10:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua..the weekend is here, hope everyone will have a splendid weekend..okkay.last nite i watched Harry Potter n the half blood prince..despite of all the chaotic last minute change of plan, berjaya gak tiba ke Leisure Mall n masuk wayang tepat kol 9..so nk bgi review cketla..ermm rating? 3 n half only out of 5..i think transformers is much2 better la..tgk sekali cam nk pi tgk lgi kn..tp Harry Potter ni tak ase camtu pn..nevertheless, as a whole, definitely Half-Blood Prince is much2 better compared to the Order of the Phoenix..but the pace is quite slow n the director adapted the movie, d part where all the fight between the aurors n the death eaters were gone..i think dats a signifant part to be left out..n the death of Albus Dumbledore, hrmm not dat dramatic as in the novel..Harry was supposed to be stupified by Dumbledore himself, stopping him from helping Dumbledore from being killed..but in the movie, he was like a blurry boy sitting under the tower watching Dumbledore died..that's so not like a brave, chivalrious, a Gryffindor Harry..i cried like hell reading the novel but im just sad watching the movie..but whatever it is i still enjoy the movie..n i did cry a bit in the last part..huhu..can't wait to see the next sequel this coming November..but they said they will divide Deathly-Hollow into 2 parts means 2 more Harry Potter sequel to watch..yeay! hope this time not too much adaptation from the novel..~~

okkay..switch mode plak ek..once i have a bestfriend, whom is veeery dear to me..then, today she told me she had a blog, i open it, i read it n there's an entry dedicated for me..klik SINI..a poem kinda thing, so..a reply for that i suppose..~~

Ain
i love u too..more than words can say..
u've been around me in sadness and in pain..
in despair and in vain..

Ain..
even if im out of reach, u'll always in my mind..
i never forget u, u're d bestfriend of mine..
don't worry, all the memories remain..
what we've been through, can never be replace by anyone
u're the keeper of my deepest and darkest secret
u're so special to me in ur own way..

Ain..
i'm so sorry if i hurt u..
trust me i didn't mean too..
im not mad at u, seriously..
im mad at myself!
im mad at myself cause i fail to forget everything that had happen..
im mad at myself for what i'd done, now i had to pay the price
im mad at myself for being so develish to betray my own bestfriend
im mad at myself because i cannot trust u dat u'll never betray me
im mad at myself, thinking u wud do the same thing as i did when u're not
im mad at myself because i let someone else ruined everything we had
im mad at myself for cannot bear to pretend anymore
im mad at myself for ignoring u after all the thing u do to get to me back..

Ain..
thousand apologies n apologies accepted..
what is done cannot be undone
what's left is moving on..
u said u want to be strong like me..
i am stronger because of u..
losing u teach me one thing
like u said, i cannot always depend on u..
u cannot always be wid me..
so i learn..i learn to live without u..
forgetting the fact that we need each other
i need u too..
i really miss u too..
i don't want to lose u too..
u're always my bestfriend too..
be strong my dear..somehow, negatively, positively u've been my strength for a while..
hence, i know you can always be stronger than me..
p/s: i will always love u..~~

♫when i say im sorry, will you believe me? listen to my story, say u wont leave me..when i say im sorry, can u forgive me? when i say i will always be there, will u believe in me?? ~~ Sorry, Chris Daughtry

nota kaki: what goes around always come around..jgnlaaa wat kat org..huuu

Amblyopia or mata malas..

2009-07-16T14:38:00.003+08:00

hye everyone..how're u? cik sara sonok rini, kelas abes kol 11.30..yeay! klau tak hri2 balik 4.30, huu what a tiring sem..with loads of homework, mean less time blogging..less time commenting other blogs but i still enjoying blogwalking though..by the way...~

okkayh..referring to the above pictures, i cant do dat..any of u cannot do dat too? if yes, u better check ur eyes..today i want to share with all of u an imparment dat i have..erm, it is not a disease, an impairment.. it is not too serious unless u do not notice it..like i did..huu..when i notice it, its already too late n it's almost impossible to cure it....waa..mcm fatally plak bunyinye kn..Amblyopia ye..or people usually call it as mata malas..

What is Amblyopia?

Amblyopia, commonly known as lazy eye, is the                                  eye condition noted by reduced vision not correctable                                  by glasses or contact lenses and is not due                                  to any eye disease. The brain, for some reason,                                  does not fully acknowledge the images seen by                                  the amblyopic eye. This almost always affects                                  only one eye but may manifest with reduction of                                  vision in both eyes. It is estimated that three                                  percent of children under six have some form of                                  amblyopia.  (im in that 3%..huuu..how unlucky..)

the pic above is what a person with normal eyes would see, but its not the same when u have an Amblyopic eye.. 

diagnosis for Ambylopia

Since amblyopia usually occurs in one eye only,                                  many parents and children may be unaware of the                                  condition. Far too many parents fail to take their                                  infants and toddlers in for an early comprehensive                                  vision examination and many children go undiagnosed                                  until they have their eyes examined at the eye                                  doctor's office at a later age. 

(huu..termasuk sy la ni..inilah padahnye bila ade sedara mara yg keje nurse kat spital ke...evrytime kna wat medical check up, never check properly, she straight away bring the form to the doctor, saying her niece is perfectly healthy n the doctor straight away signed the form..dulu i was happy with dat, yela..process yg org len tggu berjam2 nk wat medical check up, cik sara 5 minit jek dh leyh balik..but now, menyesal pn ade, if i check my eyes properly in early age, i wud have detected the lazy eyes n its more easier to treat..)

Treatment                                  of Amblyopia
 Early treatment is usually simple, employing glasses, drops, Vision Therapy, and/or eye patching.(gmbar kat atas ni is eye patching) While detection and correction before the age of two                                  is considered to offer the best outcomes, recent scientific research has disproven the long held belief that children over seven years old can not be successfully treated. but i also read that its almost impossible to cure an adult with Amblyopia..

nevertheless..until now i've been surviving Amblyopia for almost 21 years..Alhamdulillah okkay2 jek..my Amblyopic eye is the left one, n my right eye is perfectly normal..i only know this when i'd finally decided to wear a spectacle..sblum ni ngatkn mata kiri tak clear sbb rabun..mane la nk taw ape ke jadahnye Amblyopia tu kn.. then masa nk tentukn bape power mata kiri tu tokleh..segala jenis kanta cina tu dh try kat mata kiri, still tak clear..that's when he said 'aiyaa amoi..lu ade mata malas ni..'

terpromote nazwan skali..hehe..sorry, dats d only picture bertudung cik sara berspeckie..dye ni mmber 'berbincang' msa zmn LDV foundation years..hehe..tpi skang da kelas len dh lma tak wat aktiviti 'berbincang' itu..hee..bju matching n msa ni hri jumaat, bersongkok sakanla incik nazwan..mcm ustaz n ustazah tak? haha..

my spec is suppose to help my right eyes to see clearer (tp 50 je pn power..actually tade beza pakai ke tak..skrang mmg tak pakai dh pn..berhabuk spec tu) but it cannot do anything to the left one..i'd try to do dat patching thing (tutup mata yg elok n guna Amblyopic eye..kira cam tanak bgi dye malas dhla..)..it turns out to be a veeery tiring activity..berpeluh sakan haa..n less motivated when i know that it's almost impossible for an adult to cure Amblyopia..huu..Despite of dat fact, so far, i dun have any problem reading, driving, studying or anything..im just praying hard that even if it cant be cure permenantly, please let my right eyes to be good as it is now..huhu..

moral of the story, never neglected the importance of medical check up..n for future references, check mata anak2 anda or adik2 anda or ur nephews and nieces before they're 7 years old, okkayh..there's also a possibility that Amblyopia is hereditory yet, its nothing to worry about if it's detected in the early age..its curable..

♫ today's not the same as everyday..it's far from ordinary..the pain i endure, u're my cure..~~I did it for you, David Cook.. 

nota kaki: mlm ni nak pi tgk Harry Potter..with my Amblyopic eyes of course n still want to enjoy the movie..yeay! hehe..~

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince..

2009-07-12T16:56:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum n hye everyone..camne weekend? hope u guys had a great one..mine? hurmm..biasa2 aje..ade yg sedih ade yg happy..okkayh, the premier show of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince will be on July 16..im going to watch..definitely! with these two beautiful housmates of mine..

yg lgi 4 org tu tak tawla nk ikut ke tak..maklumlah ktorg 3 org jek die hard fan harry..still remmber the last movie, sume org bising tak fhm cite except cik pidot n yanot..(termasuk sy ye..masa tu tak start bc novel HP lgi)..i read those novels during holidays after foundation..skang da ade sume 7 series of J.K.Rowling's..

ohho..okkayh..i tipu jek..only the last two are mine..the rest belong to my brother..hehe..personally, i like most, prisoner of azkaban (the only one Voldermort tak muncul n paradoxically the enemy, Sirius Black, turns out to be the good guy..shuke..), and the last one, deathly hollow..(great conclusion with all the secrets revealed..and the rise in character of Neville Longbottom n Severus Snape..huu sgt ironi..n i like ironic story..hehe)

i really thank my brother actually, msa tu ngah kemas2 bilik dye then jupe la novel tu..sbb masa tu cuti n tade pe nk wat, amekla baca..Gosh! i fall in love straight away..i never read a novel wid dat kind of attraction, from one to another..i finish all those 5 novels in just a week..so damn addicted and keep wondering when will the sequence be published..then during last year book fair, trosla grab n win the last two sequels..syiok3..cant wait to watch the sequel this 16..hope to be much2 better than the last one..sblum ni nye sgtla boring..picca2 from half-blood prince..~

the title is significantly taken from this book which belong to the half blood prince..

young Tom Riddle or Lord Voldermort..comey kn..tp da jdi voldermort huk3 hodoh2..

finally, Ginny and Harry, together..Ginny secretly in love with Harry but keep dating other guys cause Harry never look at her..finally.....Harry's the one who crazily in love with her..oo..sgtt shuwitt..~

the unique ending..the climax is at the end of the story..the death of Albus Dumbledore, killed by the unexpected guy..hoho..trust me, by the end of this book, u'll definitely craving for Harry Potter n the Deathly Hollow to know what really happen..

my personal opinion, sape yg tak bc lgi novel, takyahla tgk sbb payah nk fhm nti..trust me..i've been there, watching Harry Potter n the Order of the Phoenix without reading the novel..total blurr..huk3..

okkayh just wanna share this with all of u..click below to the quiz of sorting urself into one of the four houses in Hogwarts..there are Gryffindor, u're the brave one if u're in here, Slytherin, ohho, evil inside u?, Hufflepuff, they said its the house for the gigs, i said its the house for the hardworking n clever ones who really work for it..

im a Ravenclaw..katenye.intelligent, capable but witty..hik3..take the quiz and tell me which house u're in okkayh..~

nota kaki: thanx to f!x cooper09 sbb jadik follower cik sara yg ke 100..wahh..tak sangka ramai yg follow cik sara..terharu3..mekaseyh sume..wpun mungkin bnyak g blog org len yg dh smpai 200, 300 follower, i appreciate all of my followers dearly.. semoga Tuhan berkati kamoo2 semua..~~

2009-07-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

dh lame tak menerima award..sonok plak..smpai2 KL, online, ade award menanti..dis one from farah ada si budak comey..

ohho..thanx ada..this is definitely the cutest award i've ever had..sgtttt shuke..mata biru lagi tuu.. tergoda i..kui3..akan ditampal didinding blog tak lama lgi..~

first week at school~

2009-07-09T23:18:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum n hye everyone..sehat2 tak sume ni..di kala H1N1 is becoming a pandemic disease, do concern of your health taw..okkayh, now i want to share titbits of my first week at school..~

lots and lots of work definitely..most of the subjects got 70% assignments marks and only 30% for the exam..or 100% assignments and no exam..means that less time blogging more time studying..hoho..??
some of the lecturers never teach me before so quite uncertain of their expectation, way of teaching and all, means that have to familiarize myself with them.
timetable?? uhuk..only on Monday the class starts at 9, the rest of the week, starts at 8 and mostly until 4.30..means, more free time at the college, might use dat time for assignments and library, yet, fuhhh, tiring...~~

despite all the whining, they're not the reason to give up, but to stay strong and give the bestest in me..wahh! semangat kononnye..hik3..okkayh, some kodak momentos~~

this sem handbook..in blue...shuke3..we got everything in here, the syllabus, timetable, lecturers name, phone num, test dates, almost everything about this semester academic thing..i wonder how we'll survive without the lecturers preparing this for us in UM later on..hoho..

during Math session, we played tangram, its the oldest chinese puzzle game..where there are 7 pieces of paper that had been cut out from a square, then we need to form new pictures from all the pieces..check out some of the creative items from my friends..

haha..msa tgk vanessa, saravanan n syazni wat ni, i dun have any idea what they're doing, then they labelled it..bumble bee! wahh!

compare cket ngan bumble bee dlm transformers..same tak? eehe
this one from mr. Karl..cute tu cute la..tpi design kucim da adela dlm handout Karl oi, even u had improvised it..tak aci woo~~
yang ni, haha,..tgk nma pn nk gelak je..lucu ngat..dugong pn bolehlaa...
dis one is mine and adah..hehe..
hrmm today, some people from ASNB come to our college and brief about the importants of planning ur financial and all..i've been planning to open up my own ASB account since last year, but my mom not approve it for certain reasons. than, i consult her, coax her and finally she let me, so when those people come, its like owh..what a coincidence..so i straight away open up my account with the money that had been allocated..baru ngat ptg tdi nk ikut adah pi maybank nk bukak ASB..hehe sbb bukak account right after the briefing, dptla souvenior cket, a towel n a bag..sape tade ASB ag? buatla cpt..utk masa dpn woo..that evening, haiqal had offered us to go home with him, Alhamdulillah..pose rini n tak sahur..rezeki sgt takyah pi tggu cab kn, ade yg nk menghanto smpai ke umah kn..skali lepas ke mid valley plak..ngan perkataan 'SALE' dimana2 kn, bulat je mata mreka2 ni..haizz..~ adah, dn sport shoes nye..samat berjogging sabtu ni..huuu..so sad tak dpt ikut..~ next week bwk i n tiqah okkayh?

dlm hati = owh..bila la nk balik ni...haha~

nota kaki: haiqal, curik gambo..hehe erm, n im going back home tomorrow...! wink3..

my beloved..gone forever n ever

2009-07-07T23:24:00.005+08:00

"n as soon as u reach a better place..still i give the whole world to see ur face..it feels like u gone too soon, d hardest thing to do is...say bye bye..~"

raya haji 2005, balik2 solat hri raya, dis cute little fella meowing frantically in an old washing machine under my house..

syukur ngan teh..dua2 comel..kn..

yg atas skali tu itam, anak citeh..tinggal dye je yg ade kt umah tu..then yg 2nd tu, citam, mak citeh, citam pn dh mati..awal thun lepas..n yg puteh tu, citeh tersayang..

citeh n adiknye cireng..skang dua2 da tade..

hrmm...tehhhh...

no more citeh on my study desk..

no more citeh around the house..wandering..finding the most comfortable place to sleep..
no more citeh meowing on my cupboard..to get my attention to get him down from it..

no more citeh on top of our freezer..waiting to be fed..

no more citeh..looking at me with those big bright eyes..

really3..going to miiiiissssss it...~

"i never know i could hurt like this..n everyday life goes on like, i wish i cud talk to u for a while, i wish i cud find a way not to cry..as time goes by.."

my beloved citeh..3 minggu tak balik..balik2 dye sakit, comot sn cni, kurus sgt2, mkn tamo, muntah2 then.......gone forever n ever....tak taw nk ckp ape dh..sgt sedeyhh...

bumble beeezzzz~

2009-07-05T18:36:00.004+08:00

Hye everyone..so, hows ur weekend? splendid i hope..surely for the IPG students (elaun bru masuk kn...)..everyone has been talking about shoping, buying this getting that..ohoho..sakan masing2 ek..well, as for me, today i went to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen..

i've been longing to watch it since im still in my hometown..n today the hall was full from the front row until the end..unbelievable..n what people had been saying were so true, its an amazing story..much2 better than the first sequel..bape bntang bgi? hrmm out of 5? 5 n half boleh? ehe..shukeeee...since the beginning till the end, i didnt turn my head from the screen at all, craving for more..especially when bumblebee comes into action..owh..he's so cute doing the crying..hehe..n what he did to alice, the girl who tried to seduce Sam, haha served her right! what i love the most about bumblebee is when it tried to do the talking since his vocal cord was damaged during the war..dude! sumtimes silence is golden but most of the time words confirmed everything aite..for your information, A real life bumblebee is a member of the bee genus, Bombus, in the family Apidae. There are over 250 known species, existing primarily in the Northern Hemisphere. Bumblebees are social insects that are characterized by black and yellow body hairs, often in bands.(sbb tu le bumblebee dlm transformers kaler kuning)tdi g kat times jek..kol 10 lebih g da smpai..my date of the day is cik yanamon..hik3..okies patutnye 3 org..ngan cik sabbymon skali tpi org ad bf nih payahla cket..ttba la plak nk tgk bersama2 kekasih hati kat pavilion..huu..pergilaa sabbb, kate kami...so ktorg pn pi la beratur beli ticket..nk beli 11.40 da sold out..beli la 12.40, itupn dh 3rd row from the screen, luckily its a big hall, tadela mendongak ngat ngadap screen..yg lawaknye..ktorg bru masuk hall, nk silent fon, bru pasan msg kak sab, "Aramon, trans4mes hbs la,hu3,korg dpt ke?"..kikiki kami ketawa..ciannnnn sab..tu laaa..sape soh tamo tgk kt times ngan ktorg jek..kn da tak dpt tgk terus..last2 diorg tgk ice age 3..besh gak katenye..

before waiting for the movie, we went to borders, n look what i got..
hehe..so cheap n yana kept telling me dat its worth it..really is a great value..yela..kiranye a book is approximately around 20 something only...any of u ever read those books?please tell me they're amazing..huucik sara budget nk jadi ulat bulu..eh! ulat buku laaa....kih3..n during the holidays i've been reading Cecelia Ahern's PS I Love You...best! so why not just have another collection of her novels kn..so much to gain from reading books, style of writing, vocabulary sometimes they're motivating stories too..so, i think i did the right thing to buy the books kn?

♫ drench urself in words unspoken..live ur life with arms wide open.. today is when ur book begins.. the rest is still unwritten.. ~~unwritten, natasha beddingfield

nota kaki: huu..esok da start kena pi kelas...huk3 ohho rasa amat tak rajin..~

back with a tag..

2009-07-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. all...finally, im back in KL..hehe..new term will start next week, a part of me damn excited to see whats been installed for us this sem yet another part of me doomed to think of the no-more-goyang-kaki time after this..

well life must go on..another sem here i'll come..ehe~ for now, i want to complete a tag that i'd receive months ago from mr aizat~ ..sorry a bit late..erm serious tag ni, cam jwb soklan interview..hehe

1. How do you describe your ownself?
I'm sensitive in any way (girls usually did aite? eehe)..but if u know how to 'humour' me, i can be extendibly flexible, as long as the reasons can be rationalised, i've no problem to cope and cooperate..sometimes absurd in expressing myself but most of the time too reserve to even say a word cause afraid of the consequences to my surroundings n my ownself..hrmm definitely many rooms of improvement in me~~

2. What is your main passion right now?
main passion? ermm..i guess to have better life, academically, personally..(sengih sorang2..haha)

3. What are your biggest hobbies/interests?
okkayh if im here, with excess to the net, i love surfing the net..i can go online and ignore whatever that happened in this house completely..haha..if im home, music is soothing, especially those with beautiful lines..i can listen to songs and 'drowned' in it..

4. Where do you usually socialize with your friends? (online and onground)
hang out..anywhere possible, usually at any shopping malls..if im at my hometown hrmm...kat buaian bwh umah..berangin gitu..syiok..hehe..

5. Who has the biggest influence on you and your life?
my late dad..miss him..

6. Who is your idol (celebrity, scientist, politician, etc.)? Why do you like them?
hrmm..i idolise my mom..always...even she's not a celebrity, scientist or anything, she's always been my role model, very patient, very tolerant and knew precisely what should be done..grateful with whatever she got, appreciate n use them wisely..whining (well, she's human too aite) but she still gives her best in everything she's doing..hope to be strong like her..

7. Where do you usually go shopping? How much do you spend shopping a month?
shoping? hrmm im not a shopaholic kinda girl..only when i really need it but as far as im concern, base on my own observation, i go for shoes n tops, blouses maybe..how much i spend? depends..

8. Tell me your top 3 wishes (your hopes and aspirations).
a.i really want to improve myself, personally, academically, attitude n whatever that's necessary to become a better person in whole.
b.since most of my cats are missing (g kuar mengawan n tak balik2)..huu i just wish to have more cats at home like those old days when i get to sleep with a cat in my arm..haha...weird wish kn..
c. hrmm..i wish to find my soulmate..who'll accept me the way i am just as i did..

9. Tell me which is your favourite
a. TV Channel : can i add an 'S' to dat? hehe..hallmark, axn, hits tv, hbo..sume yg best utk dilayan lah..
b. Newspaper : berita harian
c. Magazine :remaja, cleo..readers digest
d. Radio Station :ermm mane2 radio yg less talk, less iklan..hehe

turn over a new leaf

2009-06-16T16:00:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. n hello everyone..warning ek entry ini agak pnjang dn merapu..okkayh on9 ni actually nk recheck jek registeration..thanx to Sabrina @ Sabbymon yg dh tolong register kn..(mane URL blog u ni?? i tak dpt masuk lgi) ngatkn tdi tokleh kuar coz kna jga my granny then mak bgi kluar..ape lgi..laju jekla pi start henjin keta..hak3..so these are my new subjects for next sem:

Thinking & Communication Skill
Child Pshychology
Approach for teaching ESL (English as 2nd Language)
Teaching Listening
Teaching Speaking
Geometry n Measurement (minor math)

what to expect? hrmm they sound like drier subjects compared to last sem, so hardwork, determination n perseverence i guess?

nway, this sem had been the weirdest one or shall i say the quitest one. i don't even know what my roomate got for her exams despite of all the 'heart to heart' msgs..my housmates, even the closer one to me, i don't know either..i don't even ask cause they seem to avoid the asking n somehow i respect their privacy. actually i've been quite silence myself for im a bit upset with mine..at last, i told myself, life is like a wheel, sumtimes u're on top but if u stay there for too long, gayat nti..hahaha..hence, i'd decided to face my downfall for the sake of rejuvenation n boosting my spirit. i keep it silence for a while n now im telling everyone n i want to be proud of it..

click to enlarge the pic

yeah, 3.68..jatuh gedebuk la cause last sem i got 3.88..my mom is pretty upset, she expect much from me..then after pitiful whining that goes like..'alaa..sarah tak dpt 3.5 above pn dua kali jek mak, masa f1 ngan msa foundation dulu..lgipn kurang 0.02 jek nk dpt dekan..sape soh UM letak grade tggi sgt..' then, she slackened off a bit..hehe

to those who managed to stay in the dean list for both sem, congrats! u guys roxx!..to those who had done better n hit the dean list, congrats!! u goys roxx! to those who're falllliiiiiinnngggg, last sem dpt dean dis sem tak dpt (mcm sy) sokkay..we cud try n do better next sem..chayok3..jgn patah semangat okies...n di kesempatan ini juga nk ucapkn berbnyak time kaseh to everyone that had been helping me go through dis sem, mom (for the nags n support), lecturers (utk sume ilmu yg dicurahkn) , my housmates (for morale support juga gelak ketawa..korg best lah) , haiqal (tq credit me in ur blog, feel honoured), friends..sume2 lah...frankly, nk bayangkn 3.5 pn susah after the C- for linguistic asiment, markah kuiz yg hampeh2 belaka n my 'wonderful' attitude..hence i think i can say that im proud wid my result..

as regard to the title, i really mean it. somehow or rather, last sem has been a bad sem for me. i mean my attitude, i dunno what gets into me. cheating, cursing, pretending, talking bad about other people, seniors, friends, even lecturers (well, im no angel, n they said confession is good for the soul)..hrmmm evil, grudge, cruelty did give satisfaction sometimes but were they worth it? a person had said to my face, there's always consequences for every action n she's damn true. ermm Shakespear said 'what is done cannot be undone'honestly, the repent was really hoped to be accounted.

so, here i am, down to Earth, sincerely from the very bottom of my heart, want to apologize to every soul that i've ever harmed, every body that i've hurt n every heart that i've ever break..i'm really, truly deeply sorry..lets turn over a new leaf, shall we?

nota kaki: entry yg pnjang dn agak melancholy..huhu jiwa kacau lah katakan..sorry ek..ehe~~

ouch!

2009-06-09T15:31:00.007+08:00

hye everyone..huhh...tired of something, angry about something, sad and fed up about other things, so here i am, finding some quiet, peaceful sweet escape..sometimes things just dont go our way n its matter of adapting all over again yet what if we cudnt even hold it anymore? is it appropriate to burst over something childish..God..here i am, whining when im not supposed to..so sorry..

okkayh3..enough merepek..here's d thing..entry kali ni..hrmm 18 SG cket ekk..sajje nk bgi korg cuci mata pastu everyone will go euuww! eiii! yukss! or wateva..haha..i received an email from mr. kyox months ago n looking back at it, i decided to share it with all of u..yeah! ouch! i cant believe what people wud do just to be pretty (erkk, chantek kew?? looks weird to me..) or maybe they just want to be different (is it necessary? necessarily cuckoo..hahaha..dis girl really got guts u know, lengan tu penuh tattoo da) well i guess some people just got dis peculiar sense of beauty isn't it? who am i to judge~ erkk so sorry bout d piccas..d internet is damn slow n d waiting is killing me, so i uploaded it on small scale to make it a bit faster..(hehe..da berjaya upload as large..finally..)

this is the carving process..d peeling of ur skin process..ouch! ouch! ouch! huuu..u see..she's drinking orange juice some more..Gosh! dat looks painful..or painfool~ hoho
and how am i ever dreamed of becoming a doctor when i wanna puke just seeing this?? tak sanggupnyeeee...im damn scared seeing wounds..nk muntah nk pengsan..erkk..
erkk..so much of tattoo nowadays? this is more daring i shall say..its her peels of skin taw..aduii mcm buah epal nye kulit kna kupas kn..check out those blades..urgghh! eerie..scary..filthy dn yg sewaktu dgnnye lah..huhu~ni healing process nye..merah2 muka minah salleh ni..nangeh sakan kot ek..aduii..ouch! ouch! ouch! lgik..huuu

the healing process..luka2 tu dh kering..erkk..is this really worth it..
dan inilah hasilnye..like what is said in the mail..'now, who wanna get 1?' definitely not me..huhuhu...

the thing is called 'skin carving'..another type of tattooing...(like tattooing isnt enough for her..penuh dh kat lengan tu kn)..teringat lak zaman skolah dulu subjek pendidikan seni kn ade wood carving..luka2 tgn masing2 mengukir kayu..n i can't believe people can got the idea to do dat on human skin..Gosh! like i said some people just exotically peculiar (is there such term? haha..) wateva it is..

well..just a little update for now..bak kate karl..at least update gak..klau tak dok bwh skali dlm list blog dye yg berjuta tu kn..hehe..okies..i better get going..nk singgah pasar malam ni..sape nk ikut? jum3..hehe

pada yg masih bercuti njoy ur holidays peeps..sape yg amatlah rajin bekerja..keep going n earn dat paycheck to survive next sem sblum dpt elaun..huhu..pada yang jadi surirumah cam cik sara..jalankn tugas dgn dedikasi dn bersemangat..(owh sometimes dat reverse psychology just wont work anymore! Garn!)..jaga diri semua..panjang umur bertemu lgi kte..insyaAllah..~

♫im d oracle in my chest, let the guitar scream like a fascist, sweat it out, shut your mouth, i dont care what u think as long as its about me and the best of us can find happiness in misery.. ~~ i don't care- fall out boy

nota kaki: A little extra wisdom never goes amiss as long as u feel the ground you are stepping on..chayok3!

ape jdi bila rajin on9 ttba senyap..~

2009-06-02T13:21:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t. everyone..i miss my blog n i miss on9 but im home now..i cant go down to cc everyday to update my blog aite? ni pn juz entry simple tanpa gmbar..so sorry..im back in action early july ni insyaAllah..kelas start 6 july katenye..nway..just nk share ngan everyone laa.ape jdi bila rajin on9 n ttba senyap..

owh my..email berjuta..(ok aku exaggerate..seribu jek..hehe) my yahoomail utk ym, just notification for blog thinging je so not very surprising la to see 20 mails..satu g akaun yahoo utk segala haram jadah yg len (facebook, fenster, cikguroxs, tagged, hi5, GTO, mrsm dan yg sewaktu dgnnyelaa..)..suda ade 1035 mails..well maybe there are important people out there who'll said..well, whats d big deal? ahaha..i know its theoritically not..im juz surprised..first time unread msgs mencecah angka tu kn..of course straight away i headed for d delete all icon..erkk..kdg2 pelik gak rangkaian2 net ni kn..if my fren send a comment to another fren..what is dat got to do with me? rsanye takyah notify pn tape kot..huuu..tp layannzzz jek la...
ramai tertanya2 ke mana menghilang nye cik sara..owh sgt poyto (poyto is a kind of poyo ek..hehe) ayat ni..touching lorr...cik sara tak kemana2 laa..sedang bercuti di kampung halaman jek..tenet takde kat umah..so turun cc bru boleh on9..n clearly tak rajin turun cc slalu..keje surirumah bnyak..so mereput jela sy kat umah tuuu..
entries blog2 org suda bnyak tertinggal..huuu one of my hobby ni follow blog org bc cerita hidup diorg, cerita chenta for d emo ones, sajak2 besh utk shakespear ones, n gambo2 yg terbabom chantek ar..for d poytografer..(oppsie..'sengaja'..haha) tak fhm? okkay..tak perlu fhm..sile bc next point..
komen tertinggal..ohho klau rajin la (selalunye agak rajinla jugak), cik sara shuke ngomen kt blog org..u know, i like people comments on my entries, dats mean they really read my entry to leave their 2 cents kn..so i might as well do da same for others..uhuk3..btw, incik haiqal..suda daku baca komen yg ko maksudkn tuss..like i care my ex in ur team..n paani lalink..aku tak marah sbb dye kalahkn mktb kite..laaa..menang kalah adat bertanding kn..mrsm taiping pn ade glory tersendiri..tp aku nk hangin kt ex aku jek..bahas terer smpai johan seluruh mrsm tp dye nye cakap satu pn tokleh pakai..pirraahh! (ehem3..emosi jap) ehehe..boleh kn paani kn? hik3
berita lmbat smpai..yela..klau on9 tu ape2 seme org buzz jek kn..ni cik sara kat umah tade sape pn buzz pasal result..result dh kuar smlm tp dis morning bru dpt msg from haiqal coz he asked my result of course..(u beat me by....erkk..ko share ngan sume org kn result ko? tak jdi bitaw..hehe..nway i dun tell anyone yet..kuciwa niss..tak dpt dean list) btw, cik sara sibuk sakan la msg sejuta org (ok, aku exeggarate lgi..yg terdekat jekla..hehe) bitaw da boleh check result n tarikh register course is 8 june..sekali semua org reply yg diorg da tau pn result diorg semlm lgi..or diorg da taw yg da boleh check result wpun tak check ag..aiyooo....~~ sedih..asal my fon sunyi sepi jek semlm??tapela3...diorg lupa kt aku la tu..aduii...lupa kt aku..sedihnye ayat tu..sob3...

okkayhla..got to go..melangkah dgn kekecewaan ni..huhu..nway,~ take care ek sume...panjang umur bertemu lagi insyaAllah..~~

SOP ~ bukan sabun n takde kaitan ngan sop meletop ye..

2009-05-21T10:08:00.007+08:00

hye everyone..Assalamualaikum & good morning...

well, now is exam week for certain people, mid year exam, final sem exam..wishing all the best to all of u~~ smoga dipermudahkn segala urusan..mine was over weeks ago, holiday for a week and have to come back for SOP(school orientation project)..lebih kurang SBE la cam budak2 PPSIMP wat kn..nama jek len..tpi agak pelik la..sbb setahu cik sara..dak2 TESL mktab2 len tade plak kena g skolah cam ktorg..abg tu dok sedap landing melanding kat umah dh (dak cohort 4, IPTI) yg paling tak ensem tu abg cik sara ye..hoho..

we started with the preschoolers this year and next year we will be observing the tahap 1 pupils for the SEP (school experience project)..meaning that we got to see the development of the same kids that we had been observing. (yg ni cikgu tadika tu ckp..korg akn dihantar ke cni lgi thun dpn). preschool SK Sg Besi..malas ckp bnyak..kodak momentosss..~~

bersama2 mereka..~

'angkat tgn semua! klau tak diam, jgn turun tgn' (cara cikgu mendisiplinkn muridnye)

diorg pn ade punch card jugak tau..

cikgu2 tarian..hehe..

London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down, london bridge is falling down, my fair lady...~~

one day, cikgu ajar nyanyi.."cium tgn ibu, cium tgn ayah, terus ambil buku pergi sekolah.." suddenly dis boy pointed out, "cikgu! sy takde ayah"(parents divorced and father remarried)..terkejut cketla..n when its time to say goodbye, he's the one who really understand, perasaan ditinggalkn..asek tnya jek cikgu nk pgi mane..pegi 10 hri jek tau..jgn pegi lama2la..owh..sedeyh3

ini..perebutan budak comel oleh cikgu faiz and cikgu adah..akhirnya hak penjagaan dh di putuskn..~ faiz dpt danish haikal, adah dpt lesner..(aduii, bias btol diorg ni..ape nasib pupils yg kurang comel?? shiann)

cikgu adah pencurik spagethi! haha..kagum kn..menu spagethi wooo budak2 ni..

cikgu! aina nk jugak..ibu2 sgt kate adah..~~ hehe

PJ time..okkayh, warm up dulu..wpun berbaju kurung kn..ttp nk join..hehe

adeii..kna jdik guru ganti kelas muzik..korg nyanyi lgu im yours utk cikgu boleh? hehe

puppetier tak jadi..hehe..faiz ttp d best puppettier..~~

muka tertekan kat assembly~~ hehe..

can u tell the difference? hee i can only after penelitian hebat kat diorg..even cikgu diorg pn still tak dpt bezakn..asek panggil syahir syahiran jek..huu cian diorg..

haaa..dis is syahir..syahir ni phisically besar cket n tinggi cket dri adiknye..n dye ni payah cket nk senyum..klu tgk btol2 kt bwh pipi dye cam ade garisan cket la..

yg ini plak syahiran..manja cket dri abg dye n muka dye comel cket..lgi satu, syahiran sng senyum cket nk dibandingkn ngan abg dye..perasan la yg diorg ni suke klau cikgu dpt bezakn n panggil diorg ngan nma yg btol..

Cikgu Jong, tq for everything..she's very helpful..asik tnya jek sume bhn utk asiment da ckop lom..terharu sgt..

ermm sy shuke tgk budak ni..bukn favouritela, just shuke tgk dye..shuke dok ngan dye..kecik sgt n kurus sgt..nama dye....mohd syafiq haiqal...eh??! hehe..

cikgu sara..~~

actually baaanyak lgi gambar..bile tgk2 balik, adui sedeyhnye..maybe sbb diorg budak2 sgt lgi..they're very fragile & innocently honest..one thing i realise of being in dis profession is, i got to know children more, something dat i never think of doing coz previously i dun prefer kids..huhu..my SOP experience sikit sebnyak dh ubah persepsi tu..nway, to my group mmbers, adah n faiz..thanx for everything..~~

nota kaki: akn pulang ke kampung esok..smpai early july kot cuti..blog ini akan bersawang buat seketika..huu blog anda2 juge tak akn dikunjungi dn dikomen oleh cik sara wat sementara waktu..harap maklum..wink3~~

keliwon siang2 hari..~

2009-05-21T01:34:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua..izinkn sy berckp dlm bhsa melayu (madam halini, 2009)..hehe..ermm kat atas ni gmbar nenda ku..~ nmanye Supiah Binti Dol Kadir..if im not mistaken, she's 76 kot..70 ++ laaa..i call her Mbah Yah (Mbah is nenek in javanese ye) yg ni nenek belah ayah..nenek belah mak plak nmanye Maspungaton@Siti Aminaton Binti Nor &..(okkay, taw mmg pelik tpi tgk ic dye sndiri nih..hihi) she's 90 ++ taw..i call her Mbah Ton..i have a picture of her somewhere..huuu cant find it in the abudance of picca in my folders..huu..

teruskan crite..one fine day, i have to take care of both my granny..Mbah Ton ni mmg la dh 90++ but mind u, she's strong enough to do everything on her own..jga dye juz mainly jwb jela soklan2 dye..

mbah ton : wes pokol piro ki? wes lohor? (dh kol brape ni? dh zohor ke?)
me : urung mbah, asek suwi..iki asek songo isuk (blom mbah, lame lgi, ni bru kol 9 pgi)

camtu la perbualan stiap sejam..huu asek tnya nk sembhyang jek..yg lawaknye..Mbah Yah slalu nk berborak ngan Mbah Ton tpi hearing Mbah Ton ni kureng cket, yela dh 90 kn..beriala panggil, Mbah Ton wat tak taw jek..kecewala Mbah Yah, tros smbung tido..klu sy tolong panggilkn plak..bukan sembang daa..dua2 saling jerit mnjerit dh gaya..takut salah satu pihak tak dengar..adeii..dhla sembang tu jawa kaw3 punye..nk tlg ckpkn pn kdg2 sndirik tak fhm..hehe..hnya mmpu melihat dn mndengar sajje..

tghari tu..ttba perbualan tak best bermula:

Mbah Yah: Sarah, bapakmu kerjo yo? de'e balik pokol piro? (Sarah, ayah kerja ye? balik pukul brape? )

me : (diam seketika) mbah, ayah endi enek neh..(mbah, kn ayah dh takde)

Mbah Yah: de'e lungo endi? (dia g mana?)

me: (diam lgi..) hrmm..mbah, kn ayah wes ninggal..wes telong thun wes. (mbah, kn ayah dh meninggal..nk masuk 3 thun dh)

Mbah Yah: ishh! kue ki..kor wingi bapakmu sembang2 karo aku..(ishh, takkanla..baru semlm ayah dtg sembang2 ngan mbah..)

me: erkkk??

mane tak cuak..mujur la masa tu siang2 hri..klu mlm2 hri mbah wat cerita keliwon ni lgi..maw ade yg meremang bulu roma kn..huuu wpun Mbah Ton da 90++, dye tak nyanyuk sgt..tak ckp merapu2..hrmm sape ckp nk jaga org tua senang..~~ tp jgnla plak tanak jga..sementara masih ade, yela..sape nk thu kn..so, hargai mreka..

nota kaki: keliwon is bhsa jawa..maksudnye hari2 yg ad bulan purnama~~

tak sempurna tapi laku..

2009-05-16T08:13:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum & hello..well been a while i haven't update anything here due to the constraint of time on the previous week..im having my SOP (School Orientation Project). Briefly its about observing the teachers and the preschoolers' behaviour and write up a report (which i shud be doing right now..hehe) based on it with inclusion of all the documents about the school and the preschool that we can find. I'll save that for later. Still got 2 days to go..

Nway, as for today..first i want to express my gratitude to cikgu ije cause she posted on how to make this thing..haa.. namanye kek batik..the best thing about it is its simple, easy to make n easy to get the ingredients..here are the ingredients..3/4 cup of milo, 1/4 cup of cocoa powder, marie biscuits, 1/2 butter, one spoon vanilla essence, and susu pekat, secukup rasa owh...jgn pndang enteng kat susu tesco tu okkayh..sedap gak taw..hehe

then, how to make..practically u just add up all the ingredients, apart from the marie biscuits (make it 1/4), mix up well before heating it...when the butter has melted and it blend well with the other ingredients, put off the fire, add in the biscuits, place it in a container and pressed well..there u go..put in in the refrigerator or if u don't have one just leave it for a while.

okkayh..i know it looks weird..haha i think it did look weird..owh, never mind i said..just give my mom n my brothers a taste..

komen ibunda: keras sgt ni kak..susah nk potong..(sy senyum kambeng sajje)

komen adik: kak apsal rupe dye tak cantik..? (senyum biri2 plak..ceh! ko nk cantik2 je kn)

hee..setiap komen diterima ngan hati terbuka..takpela..i'll improvise if i want to make it again later..~~

tapi kan..esok harinye..abis separuh bekas tu..cik sara pn baru mkn sepotong..ish3..da tak keras ke..da cantik ke..hehehe~~

haaa citeh! senyap jek tak komplen pape pn..mesti kamoo yg mkn...kn kn kn..bek ngaku cpt!! ~~ hohoho..

♫kau mahukan segalanya sempurna..mungkinkah kau bercanda kerna tiada yg sempurna..fahamilah..kau dan aku harus begini menempuhi setiap hari..senyum tawa dan airmata..baru kan sempurna..~~ sempurna, faizal tahir

nota kaki: cik sara amik masa gak nk write post..sbb baru tukar dashboard jadik blogger in draft..besh tu besh, bnyak features yg memudahkn post write up tp sedikit kekok, blom biasa mungkin..huhuhu..nak tahu sal blogger in draft..bacalah penerangan oleh aduka di SINI ye..

mane nk tido ni?

2009-05-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

hye everyone..how are all of you today? sihat2 hrapnye..entry kali ni sbb cik sara ttba rindu plak kt si gebu yg sekor ni..hoho..jom tinjau tmpat2 faberet dye titun ekk

kat kerusi komputer..gmbar ni gelap cket~

kat tepi tingkap on a windy day..berbantalkn kotak songkok~

dalam bilik cik sara..atas towel..hoho hampeh sungguh..tros kna basuh towel tu..~

dalam bilik cik sara lagi..tade towel pn jadi..~

dalam bilik mak..atas fail2 segala..~

dalam bilik mak..sandar kepala kat Al-Quran, tgn tu guarding my mom's purse..hoho..bagusnye teh..~

atas tv..especially klau mlm2 yg sejuk..nk haba tv tu la..pandai2~

dlm tandas..esp klau tghari buta..pndai2 skali lagi..~

atas peti sejuk, temankn org masak..stiap kali org bukak peti wat muka comel mintak mkn..sepuk kang..~
atas krusi..owh cam nk patah leher tu..pn boleyh jugak..~

atas sofa..wah3..ngenakke yo kue..bak kate org jawe..hehe..~
atas katil incik cukor gemok..cukor kat asrama, si citeh yg sedap landing atas katil tuss..~
last but not least..atas tangga...hooo..sgt shuke gambo ni..masa ni teh kecik laaagi..kiutttt bangat sih..geram gue..~

♫ jangan kau bimbang sayang..dimana ku berada dgn siapa ku bersama, jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya..~ kau yang punya, malique ft najwa..

ibu..kaulah ratu hatiku..~

2009-05-10T08:55:00.003+08:00

goodmorning everyone..hey, its mother's day..sume org da wish blom? well, kind of sad not being at her side at this special day..but sokkay, the very first thing i did dis morning was to call her and said i love you..hrmm well, as for today, i want to create my own tag..ehe asek jwb org nye tag kn, sesekali nk tgk org jwb tag sy plak..simple2 sajje..okay, here goes..~

♥ What is your mother's full name?
> Sa'aidatul Kamilah Binti Hambali..

♥ Her date of birth?
> 21 August 1959

♥ what does she call you at home?
> ermm..sometimes kakak, sometimes sarah..tak penah panggil aqilah, apetah lagi siti..hehe

♥ Upload a picture of you and your mother
♥ What is the greatest, fabulous thing u can remember about your mother?
> Sgt sporting! u know, despite of her age & she was a bit ermm cerewet but now i can tell her everything..best3!

♥ Tell one thing that'll really make her upset
> hmmm..tinggal sembahyang kot..that was the only time she ever yelled to me..hoho

♥ What is your hope & wish for your mother?
> semoga panjang umur, diberi kebahagiaan, ketabahan, kesejahteraan, kesihatan, ermm sume2laa...may the bestest things always be with her, she's the only reason I'm this strong..sayyyang mak!! muah3..

♥ okkayh, now this tag goes to:~
> sume followers..
> sume yg rajin nk bwat..
> sume yg terbaca dn rasa nk buat..
> sume2 la kayh..hehe

♫ bila terasa rindu..ku sebut namamu..dengan harapan kau kan muncul dalam tidur..bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh..~ bila terasa rindu, dafi

4 in 1..~

2009-05-09T19:59:00.010+08:00

1) TAGGED FROM SHAHRIZA

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
im hot n im cold..im yes n im no..hee~ everything has its ups n downs rite..

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda?

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
yg kt atas ni original pic ek, straight from d cam tak edit pape pn..hrmm..shuke the spontaneous element in it~ n surely d memories behind it..well if u said a picture speak thousand words, this one did speak my heart out..what is it? huu..a secret makes a woman, woman..haha

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
cam da jwb soklan ni..haha..ermm march..fuhhh laame tu..msa ngah men cosmo..

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
on my random playlist..kluar lagu teman sejati - brothers..ohho..toucim jap

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
hrmm...practically..nothing..ngah tggu bju abes spin

7. Selain name sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dengan nama apa?
ermm..cumi! ehe..sbb my bestfriend yg bgi nama tu n she's d only one who calls my by that name...aesthetic value lebeyh..lagi..ermm..cik bella..~~ ehe

8. Tag lagi 6 org?
ermm kna ke? haiizz..okkayhla..

> rabihah
> eiy
> sabbyana
> aizat
> cik nanie
> indah

9. Siapa no.1 pada anda?
adik junior yg knal melalui blog

10. Org no.3 ada hubungan dgn sesiapa?
hoho..sorg ngan incik wawa..sorg lgi tu..haiizzz..ntohle

11. Kata sesuatu mengenai org no.5?
she's cute..n super jiwang..haha..

12. Bagaimana pula org no.4?
he tagged me..so juz balas balik la..hehe..

13. Pesanan kpd no.6?
ermm...indah jdila cikgu yg baekk okkiess..~

p/s: tiada paksaan taw..klau dh penah buat ke tag ni or bz tak sempat buat ke..cik sara tak kiza punye..tp klau buat..sgt gembira..wink3!

♫ pictures of you, pictures of me, hung up on your wall for the world to see..pictures of you pictures me, remind us all of what we used to be..~ Pictures Of You, The Last Goodnight

2) AWARD FROM NUR NINA

d@ rules...
1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda..
2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

Nur Nina
> top scorer kat mrsm taiping..hoho sbgai super duper senior, tumpang bangga..ehe
> sgt rajin berblog..bnyak entri tak sempat tgk lagi..hee sorry dik..
> berkaca mata..bukti rajin study..
> dapat pasum gak! yeay! mcm sy..~
> gadis yg minat keta..sgt kagum..tajuk blog dye pn unik..'a man in a home' yet she's a girl..hrmm i wonder why..~

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..aish..ase cam pnh jwb jugak ni..

> nma penuh : Siti Sarah Aqilah Binti Inngam..
> suka kucing
> tak suka katak..arghh amat geli..
> suke blogging
> past time favourite: doodling craps..ehe
> last menet study nye type
> short term memory
> byak ketawa klau ckp dlm fon..susah nk serious..huhu
> can be irritatingly ignorant klau ngah bad mood..ehe sorry..
> tak shuke mkn pedas wpun sy org jawa..ehe..special case ye..hrp maklum..aha

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..
aizat> hoho..tahniah utk post yg ke-100..ku hadiahkn award ini..ehe
nanie> gembira sgt dpt grammy award tu kn..maw tmbah lgi kegembiraan mu
iqakiko> hoho si cumil..
ckyn> teddy bear kecygn sy..muah3..hehe
ayish> my latest follower..tq2..
ainin> ermm bakal dentist yg cute..ehe
fitriah> blogger yg kuat berblog..
D> kenal dy sbb dye kwn baisyatul..haha
tieha> peminat kucim sptku..

3) TAG FROM AIZAT

How did you start blogging?
ermm recalling..hmm i guess dat time mr. haiqal was busy promoting his blog n he recommended that i start to blogging as well..then, it all started..this blog original name is chronicle of u me and us whereby the story about me n my housmates but then, since im the only one posting anything, i might as well personalize this blog and still telling stories about my friends aite..

When is your first post?
september 7, 2008..owh..its been so long..~

What was the title and what was it all about?
'Welcome to our official blog'..hrmm its a welcome note briefly..

Did you ever plan to stop blogging? Why?
depends..well now i may still have the time..yet never know bout tomorrow aite..however if nothing come in the way..i would love to keep blogging..i found lots of friends here..quite dissappointed to stop the goo things that we'd started kan..

4) AWARDS FROM NADHIRAH..
thanx a bunch..! smpai 4 award dye bgi taw..toucim3

Twilight..~

2009-05-06T14:33:00.005+08:00

Hello everybody..my blog look kind of empty without any entry..well, there's a problem with our router few days before holidays, then i went back home where there's no internet..so sorry..to shahriza, can i postpone your tag a bit later? n to sis nur nina, ehe i already collect the award, later i'll oblige the rule okkayh dear? ehe..

my mom has asked me to buy something, so meanwhile, i drop by at the nearest CC for a little update and check on the 'traffic'..well, last night I'd just finished reading 'Twilight' (pinjam kat adah pn..huu)..so lame when Momo + Nini already made a review entry on 'Breaking Dawn', the last sequel of Stephenie Meyer's Edward Culen and Bella eccentric yet romantic love story..(ape nk bwat..cik sara gila harry potter pn lpas Order of The Phoenix kuar kat wayang..lmbat cket ye reseptor sy..ehehe) right after i'd finished reading, i doodled on a rough paper..hoho guess what, i think i'm pretty good at crapping..reflecting on the novel as well as my very own feeling at the moment..does it? huuu..maybe..~ here goes

If you were Edward,
then you're ravenous, you're virulently danger to me..
yet, i would still be your Bella,
cause my past had taught me, love would be unexpectedly ravenous, love would always be virulently danger..

If you were Edward,
you might cause me to bleed to death..
yet, i would still be your Bella,
cause I'd learned, once I'd decided to pluck a rose, i have to expect my hand to bleed for love is like a rose that full of thorns..

If you were Edward,
you might suck all the blood out of me..
yet, i would still be your Bella,
go on and suck my blood that already poisoned by the venom of your LOVE..~~

If I was Bella....
would you be my Edward?
would you..

Would you....:~

Take me into the cold of your hug and i'll warm it with the 'poisonous blood' that runs through my veins..

Wipe my tears of loneliness with your icy fingertips and I'll heat it with a smile of relieve, of gratitude..

Impress me with words that'll seal my mouth..that would put me to sleep listening to your sweet lullaby of our love..

Light up my twilight, my night, with your existance for I'll know I'm no more alone..

Ignite my life by promising never to leave, so I know the darkness was no more to be found..

Gaze at me with those eyes that sparkle, that dazzle with sincerity and i'll try hard not to blink so i won't miss every glance..

Hold me close, remind me to breath cause somehow you make my heart stop beating..

Take me completely, for I won't mind to drown in the warmth and wrath of your LOVE..

okkayh2..aku taw mmg jiwang gile..silakan muntah klau nak..ahaha cik sara tgh jiwang mode ni..korg layankan ajjela ek..owh, sajak diatas takde kena mengena ngan sape2..kot...haha well, I still need some inspiration okkayh..sometimes being over the line won't hurt anyone but myself..so tak kiza la kannzz..~ emm got to run..kena balik umah sebelum mak balik keje..take care all of you..I'll be back soon, Insya Allah..

nota kaki: lagu yg berkumandang ni is 'Decode' by Paramore..its the official soundtrack of Twilight the motion picture..

♫how can i decide whats right when you're clouding up my mind..i can't win your losing fight all the time.. ~decode, paramore

entry kosong..~

2009-04-28T13:47:00.008+08:00

entry yg kosong...tade motiff ape2 hnya nk berentri sebelum balik cuti..amaran awal.takyah la bc..mmg hnya luahan yg kosong..perasaan yg kosong...rumah sewa yg kosong..hati kosong...kepala kosong..perut pn kosong...hmmm rsa empty sgt...dengar plak lagu Empty Decoration by Indecisive, lagu Empty by The Click 5..adess..ingatkn rasa camni sbb internet problem dri hari sabtu..tpi internet da okkayh pn rasa camni lagi..

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nota kaki: esok nk balik kg..cuti 2 minggu..tp tak excited mane pn..nape ni saraaa...?? hmm...owh entry kosong ini mmg nmpak murung..