Dark, Dry

Assalamualaikum, good day to all. hoyeah! tomorrow is holiday. Salam Maal Hijrah 1435H to all. Lets make this new year as a platform for us to improve ourselves, our attitude, our beliefs and all the good values that we can think of.  Being an adult isn't easy, especially when all the temptations keep lurking and inviting us to 'eat the bait' (reminder to self especially).

Since Friday it has been dark. Yup, literally dark. and dry. Yup, literally dry. the electrivity keeps shutting off and on like chipsmore's cookies tagline, 'sekejap ad sekejap takde'. which is annoying and a pain in the a**. the weird thing about the electricity around here is that it will cause the water supply to be low as well and eventually no water at all. Been a while since i haven't take a bath for 12 hours straight. Homaii i smell horrible! Alhamdulillah the water come back running again by the end of the day. Even though the colour is a bit like 'teh tarik' tak ckup susu. Hurmm..

Being in the shoes of teachers who had been posted to the rural area that can be entitled p2 and p3 make me feel lucky and full of gratitude. Despite of all the hardship that I'm facing here, there are always someone somewhere out there who're in the worse condition than I am.

Okkay peeps, Salam Maal Hijrah. Enjoy tomorrow's holiday and be good okkay!

p/s: I'm missing my other half like hell. Keep counting, 11 more days to school holiday! Jyeahh!

 ♫ people say love is hell, a shiny prison cell where the time stops but the door is unlocked ~~ if only, Jon Mclaughin


Lots of 

Come Back~!

Assalamualaikum wbt, selamat malam..  hai peeps, been a while. My last post was actually february 2012.

I nearly forgotten my blog's password once i tried to login. Luckily my lappy haven't forgot my password *luckily i didn't ask it to forget the password. 

Anyhow, a bit catching up, fast forward on things. I'm now posted to teach in Sarawak. yep, u read it correctly, Sarawak. Particularly, Matu, Daro, Sarawak. The first time for me to hear those places too. It was an interesting, painful, inspiring, and all the mix feeling and emotion roller coaster i've been having all my life.

Will try to update the blog to share the experience, to share them with my readers but mainly for myself. It have been a wonderful experience that will be wasted without any reflection or record about it.

That's all for now. See u soon.


 ♫ If I keep holding out, will the light shine through? Under this broken roof, it's only rain that I feel I've been wishing out the days, come back  ~~   Come Back, Pearl Jam 


 = lame tak tulis blog rasa kekok pulak. dahlee home layout bagai dh baru. hahahahaa belasah laa labu..

lots of 

Singapura : Not the Island

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. hello everyone. Today, I would like to share with you about Singapura. Yep, as we’re aware of, Singapore is a neighborhood country located near JB.

However, the Singapura that I’m referring to is actually a breed of cat. A unique and special breed; the Singapura is the smallest breed of cat. The adult female can weigh only 4 pounds. (I first thought a munchkin is the smallest cat) No actual proof and there has been some issues and doubt that the breed comes from Singapore. So, maybe it just got its name because it is small, like Singapore.

The breed is actually the mix of the famous Burmese cat and the Abyssinian cat and tarraaa! A Singapura is born.

It is so little that u feel like u’re having a kitten and not an adult cat. What more special is that a Singapura has a unique personality which is playful and energetic that maintain even when they’re already an adult. Interesting huh?

The distinctive features of this cat is its face. Cuba tgk btol2, mata dy bolat2, hidung pendek cket which makes the eyes closer to the nose.. then tinge besar cam antena kt atas dy, comeeyy kn? hehe

Physically, a Singapura has big broad eyes and wide face that makes it looks so cute with its little body.

cats 101 on a Singapura:

catpaws: teringin nak ade kuceng2 pure breed camni tapi mahal sgt n susah na crik breeder yg okay kt Malaysia ni. Kalau slh breed, kesian kt nyiaw2 ni, sng ad disease n all. kan ke rugi beli mahal2 then tak smpi stahun mati suda..

catching up~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t n hi everyone..long time no see, hope everyone is doing fine..

So there goes my 4 months holiday, right after I finished my practicum, 14 October 2011 until the add drop week in UM begins, 13 February 2012. Staying at home for 4 months made me decided to write again. I kinda miss it.

My last update was March 15, 2011. Well, I never take blogging seriously anyway, just an activity to pass the time. Hence, once a year update is not a sin I guess (laughing evilly)

I got the result for my practicum two days ago and it’s not that good. Figures~ I did complain a lot, whining about how I’m unfortunate to be sent to that school, but honestly, I did not do my best so mmg padan muka sayelah.. haha Thank God the credit hours are only 6, therefore my downfall did not really affect the CGPA. Just like Haiqal said, being an ex-MRSM student really make me concern about CGPA. I know I still can graduate and be a teacher even with 3.00, but when you’re all about cgpa since you’re 13, it feels like a slap on your face to see such numbers. Nevertheless, that line is my acceptance line, “it’s okay, you can still be a teacher.” Hurm, it sounds pathetic though. huhu

Anyway, the new semester starts tomorrow, and it will be my final semester to complete my degree in teaching English as a second language (TESL). Wow, time does fly effortlessly. It has been a long 6 years. To be frank, being on a long holiday make my mind not really ‘up’ to another semester, and knowing our fellow PISMP batch all has been posted to their respective school, made me feel kinda left out, I guess most of my friends feel the same. Hopefully we’ll get there.. soon..

Will write again. Take care peeps~

meow2: lapo, na lunch ape eh rini?

♫ when you try your best but you don't succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need..~~ fix you, coldplay

Bundles of ♥♥♥,

grief.

GRIEF..~

it's painful, emotional, yet inevitable..at some point in your life you had to deal with it. Whether you loss a family member, a fren, a pet, or you just lost your own battle..

but do you know that there are five stages of grief?

not everyone will experience the stages chronologically or all the five stages but majority people did.

1) denial - we will practically denying the loss."this can't be happening", "it's just a dream"

2) anger - emotional outburst "Why me? It's not fair!", "It's definitely his fault"

3) bargaining - this is when all the 'if's come in.. "If i do this, i could save him", "If i do that, things will happen differently"

4) depression - realizing u can undone things that happen and you become depress and sad and sometimes pathetically. "I'm damn sad, you better stay away if you don't have anything nice to say"

5) acceptance - in this last stage, we finally able to accept the loss and begin to be positive again. "It's going to be okay", "I can get through this".

the better we understand this stages, the easier we can go through grieving because we understand what we are going through personally. This definitely helps our intrapersonal skill.

p/s: bersedih tntang sesuatu, but i think i've done grieving. Letting go and moving on!

so malware! u better go away!

haa.. bukan monster ye tuh.. ehehe.. hi semua! assalamualaikum, ape kabo? :)

even though lame tak update, sometimes i did open my blog to check on things or bloghopping

without leaving any trace.. i dunno why, i stopped having this eagerness to update my blog.. maybe these are some of the reasons:

• managing 2 academic blogs and a google site last semester make me kinda wanna puke when i open my own blog.. urghh people said too many of something will make u sick right.. i guess that's so damn right! baca kisah2 gembira n funny is much2 different then reading something academic to write 10 good academic comments after that.

• new addictions to games, and watching movies.. haha, i have these new hobbies of watching Grey's Anatomy (abes 7 season okkay), CSI, CSI:NY.. and right now I'm watching pokemon online.~! yeahh.. so those days when i got nothing to do and update blog is kinda over.. cause when i got nothing to do i watch something online.. ;p

• workloads.. yeah right~ since when i'm a nerd finishing every assignments i have on time.. *puke* no i didn't.. but apparently without even trying to finish everything on time, doing everything in the last minutes, i still find myself stuck with every assignments dat i have.. douche!

However, yesterday i login to my blogspot, an d suddenly this malware alert comes out. and i was like what thee.....

you see, even though i didn't update doesn't mean i'm closing my blog.. i love my blog.. it's been a good friend of mine where i can write anything i want. it can be my very own diary where i can smile everytime i look back at it someday..who knows someday that eagerness comes back and i'll be updating every now and then..so malware! u better go away n leave my blog alone!

thank God the malware thing is fixed.. thanks to Farah Cuna for telling me how to fix this.. now #kucendcatissmilingagain..

till we met again.... someday...~ ;p