award + award + tag + tag = taraaaaa...~

♥FROM ADA♥

~~~~~~~1st award~~~~~~~
1- Nama pendek anda?
♥cik sara, sara, sarah, qilah, cumi, ara...aramon (pilih yg mane satu berkenan di hati)

2- Anda seorang yang bagaimana?
♥ayu lagi bersopan santun..(geli tak? haha..silakan muntah)

3- Insan yg istimewa di hati?
♥insan yg istimewa tu lah..

4- Lagu kesukaan?
♥dygta~ kerna ku sayang kamu..shuwiittt ngat lgu ni..

5- Makanan kesukaan anda?
♥tau fu fah~~ shuke..

6- Warna kegemaran anda?
♥putih..sb mcm suci gitu kn..tp kdg2 purple pn chantek..flexible lah..memana yg chantek dimata laa..

7- Kali terakhir anda tersenyum manis?
♥kawe senyum sokmo lo ni...kih3

8-Berikan 2 alasan mengapa anda suka award ini.
♥sbb ia cumilll~
♥sbb ia diberi oleh adikku ada yg juge cumillll..ehe

9- Tag untuk orang yang anda anggap sweet?(6 orang)
♥sape2 yg rsa diri mreka sweet..hehe..utk followers lah..

10-Harap disimpan di dalam blog anda taw!!!
♥done..

~~~~~~~2nd award~~~~~~~

terms and conditions:

letak di blog anda
♥done!

senyum bila dapat award ini
♥again..kawe senyum sokmo lo niii..hehe

ucap syukran kepada aein
♥syukran jazilan...erkk kat aein gak ke? utk aein n ada lah ek

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
#cik adah
cik nanie
cik katak cute
cik pidot
cik paani lah..boleh? ehe

~~~~~~~Tag~~~~~~~

1.Adakah Anda Comel?
♥anda rasa?

2.Adakah Anda Baik?
♥anda rasa? haha..nk bajet baek lah..

3.Adakah Anda Rock?
♥adakah gemar mndengar lagu rock kapak dikira sbgai rock?? ahaha

4.Adakah Anda Pembodek?
♥ermmm..bodek ek? ermmm..tak taw lahh..

5.Adakah Anda Cantik?
♥beauty is always in the eyes of the beholders..

6.Adakah Anda Jiwang?
♥they said i do..mungkin kotzz~

7.Adakah Anda Bijak?
♥membijokzz kdg2 shuke gak...

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
♥5 org yg sma tdi ek...~~

♥from eazy♥

Bila kali terakhir anda cuci toilet?
♥ermm ermm ermm..minggu lepas kot..haha..comey g toilet tu..

Pencuci apa yg anda guna?
♥sabun basuh baju daia sudahhh..konsep mari berjimat..multipurpose..hehe

Dalam 1 minggu berapa kali anda mop lantai? kenapa?
♥klau masih ikut jadual mmbersih umah seminggu sekali laa..tp skang slalu out of schedule laaa..ehehe

Apa tugasan anda sebelum menjelang malam?
♥tugasan?? fuiyoo...emm belek assignment laa..

Apa menu hidangan makan malam anda yg paling simple?
♥roti n jam..klau time bz giler2 ni..

Minuman yg anda buat setiap pagi?
♥klau sempat..nescafe breakfast tu haa...i need my drug..haha

Sebelum tido apa yg anda lakukan?
♥bca doa tito~ ehe..


nota kaki: award tu nk bgi kt sume followers gak especially cik eazy insyirah ye..harap maklum...~

pre~ santai selamba blogger gathering..

Salam..
equations of the week:

• busy week+ pc tak sehat = sgt lmbat nk buat ape2

• 1 public speaking + 3 tests = no time blogging..(sedeyh3~)

ramai dh yg update sal gathering ni..wat msa skang mampu ngomel2 sajje di blog mreka..tape2..ti cik sara hapdet gakzz..biar lmbat asalkn ade..leyh tak? hehe..curik gambar kat blog haiqal~~ ehehe..pastu hedit2 cket ag...tadaaaa~ gmbar sgt bnyak utk disharekn..nti ad msa cik sara hapdet len kayh..

• utk adik ada, akk hutang tagged ngan award tu..ti akak wat ek..sorry ngat..bz la skang..
• eazy, ti sara wat tag tu jugak ek..

nota kaki: test teaching of speaking + approaches of teaching English esok..waaahhh 1st time 2 tests in a day..ni nk nyanyi lgu paramore nih..i can feeeellll the pressssuuureee...~~ wawawawa

kembali slepas menghilang seketika...~

Assalamualaikum everyone...lame tinggal blog ni bersawang berhabuk..salji penuh dh..ehe..
actually as most of u may know, my college had been close due to the high number of suspected h1n1 victims..well, to be frank, i was having a flu and a fever when the HUKM nurses come to check all of the students that are having the symptoms. but when afida, fazlin n i reached at the checking station (dewan kuliah), we decided to leave..1st, d sight horrified us..(everybody is wearing a mask..terfikir klau kte ni bebas h1n1 pn boleh get infected sbb duduk di kalangan dirog) 2nd, dewan kuliah tu air-conditioned, means the air is circulated kn? as well as d possible h1n1 virus la kn? 3rd, ktorg decide nk blah after dgr nurse to said sumthing like " ok, sesiapa yg ade salah satu simptom h1n1, kite mintak kerjasama utk dikuarantin lah ye..sekarang ni kamu semua tulis dulu nama, kita nk keep record.." (erkk, ngatkn ade la amek2 suhu ke...amek darah ke..brula check btol2 kn..klau camni gaya dye check..ermm takpolah..jom blah rakan2!)

disebabkn rsa tanggungjwb pada society (pergghh ayat...~), afida n i pn singgahla ke HUKM bfore balik umah..what if we both are really infected? will we spread it to everyone else..taaaaapi, skali lgi kecewa dgn jwapan atendan kt wad kecemasan tu " kitorg boleh check adik, tp kena tunggu 5 6 jam laa..patient ramai ni.." okkay, at least bgi la recommendation g klinik swasta ke..ape ke..dhla nada suara tu sgt2 la menghalau kn..kuciwa boleh tak..dahla org ngah tak sehat..mmg nk mengamuk je ase..whateva la bro..ktorg pn blah ngan kuciwa nye lagi..so ptg tu gi lah ke klinik Aidura, bndar sri permaisuri bersama afida..d doctor convinced us that we're fine n gonna be okkay..i believe her n paid RM35..dat evening pas mkn ubat selsema..collapse lah tidoq..bngun2 dahh IPIK tutup katenye...188 org suspected..(okkay..nurse tu amek nama 188 org ye..she doesnt really check..setakat tnya2 jep..i know..) tp takpelaaa..d holiday part is interesting..seminggu tuh..maka pulanglah cik sara ke kampung dgn gembiranye...dmm pn dh okkay, selsema pn dh okkay..im not paying RM 35 for nothing..Alhamdulillah..

after 2 days of holiday..my roomate called n tell me that news..a close fren is positive H1N1!! OMG..really? how can dat be? unbelievable..we have close contact, veeeerryyyy close, will dat make me positive too? how about the others? a few are having fever or were having fever..everybody start panicking..including my mother when i told her..straight away that evening she brought me n my lil bro (sekolah dye pn kna tutup gak sbb h1n1..sekolah sains kuala selangor..Karl! take note..hehe) to the clinic n do the blood test..Alhamdulillah, we're both -ve..lega sangat3...tgkla ubat2 yg cik sara dpt..bnyak kn..most of it are vitamins..tp sbb free kn...terima sajje ngan tgn yg terbuka..hehehedoctor said im lack of ferum in my blood n dye pn bgi la ubat tmbah darah..ttba incik syukur adikku berkata? "haa?? nk tmbah darah? dy bgi kakak minum darah ke?" aiyoo..nk gelak guling2 di tempat kejadian boleh tak...hehe..okkayh ubat kt bwh ni cik sara tak mkn sbb takut tgk label dye..~ tukar warna?? ohho..jdi pink ke? pengsan i tgk nti..tamo3..~ hehehe

tapi kan msa taw possibility sy maybe ad h1n1 tu seriously bnyak menda terfikir dh..tetiba lebih menghargai hidup dn org sekeliling...life's short..anything cud happen out of our expectation..if u love someone, tell them u do before its too late..owhh..melodramatic cket...

okkayh..out of topic jap..tomorrow i'll be going to the blogger gathering at Taman Tasek Perdana..the banner is on top of my blog ye..looking forward on that wpun just around 15 people yg join..tape2..konsep simple n sweet gitu..ermm we're suppose to bring a present sbb nk tukar2 hadiah nti katenye..cik sara bru beli tdi..kotak dye lawa dhlaa..maleh nk balut boleh tak?hehehe..

penat cket sbenarnye..bas pukul 10 pgi tdi, smpai cni around 1.30..smpai2 umah sewa cmpak beg trus ke hero beli sgala menda utk prepare for tomorrow including da present..then cmpak segala barang tu turun semula ke kedai komputer dpn ni nk amek CPU..laaaagi la nk mengamuk! i asked dat guy to format my CPU..i know there's a prob with it..ngah syok2 online ke ttba pc restart sendiri..so sohla format..he said okkay..cik sara da bgi hri ahad lgi tu..num tepon pn dh bgi..klau tokleh bwat tu just call n explain..it wont be dat hard..ni sy msg bitaw nk amek CPU tu ptg ni bru bitaw tokleh buat n give all sorts of stupid excuses..whats up with men n excuses ek? cant u just admit ur fault..bukannye mati pn..ishhh! nk marah btolla..dhla takde kt kedai msa amek CPU tu tdi..pengecut punye laki..seriously hilang hormat dgn llaki camni..tak responsible, irrelevant...mmg banned tros laki tuh n kedai tu sekali..at least klau dye ade kt kedai n apologize elok2 tdi, sejuk la jugak hti ni..kesian kt adik yg jga kedai tu tdi terkulat2 kena sembur ngan cik sara..sorry ek dik..akk penat sgt...teremosi lebeyh plak..

okies..gotta go...nk masak memasak japzzz~ lapo2...hehe..

berjalan pulang.

Assalamualaikum n good day to all of u..how' s ur Monday? anyone feeling a bit of Monday blue like me? huuu..since there's the coronantion (wahh..yela sgt coronation kn..) of d new HEP..there's been quite a randomation in the college's rules..the one dat really affect us the TESL students is this one..~~haa...in simple words..no cars are allowed in the college compund...~
if u really want to authorised the new law, that must be as a whole laa..ni awat akak2 n abg2 KPLI KDP n KSPK leh bwk keta masuk..kami tokleh? well one of d reasons is they're 'dalam perkhidmatan' dh..we're only 'pra-perkhidmatan'..tp klau ikut seniority, we've been in d college longer than them..aisshh..so we have to come to college everyday by cab..da le starting cab skrang da 3 hengget instead of 2 hengget..pegi balik jep sehari da dekat 10 hengget..aiyoo..~ ni mcm nk terckp ni jek..~~

ape? no cursing..hehe mmglaa..im not cursing..i want to say..fabulous! fantastic! fremendous! farvelous! famazing! freat! fremarkable! food! alamak..terlebeyh sudah~~..ekeke..katenye dalam assembly pgi tdi nk mewujudkan pelajar2 maktab yg fit! dn sehat! nak soh berjalan bnyak..berbasikal ke..nk jadi mcm IPPMM, budaya berbasikal..dgr tu Karl! berbasikal la ko dri Pandan Indah tu..Arina pn, nek basikal dri Sri Petaling kn..kompem fit dn sehat! har har har..so sementara berjalan2 pulang tuhhh..kodak momentos cket bersama d cemaraianzz...~~

olohh..kak sabbymon tersorok pula di sebalik chott ngan dott~

jalan2 pulang...~ okkayh, ni baru je kuar dari block TESL yg mmg kat penghujung dunia kat IPIK tuh..

okkayh..sebelah surau..half way da nih..~ sempat g posing charlies angel konon2nye..ni group cab1 ye..from left, aisyah, fida, adah n me..sbb ktorg slalu cepat cket compared to group satu ag..cik tiqah cik yana n cik sab..
bila smpai kt cni, selalu rsa nk berguling je turun bukit ni..hahaha

walaupn penat...ttp maintain berborak yee...~yeay! da smpai bwh..~

yeay! pakcik teksi da dtg...~ pakcik ni tua dh..memula tu nmpak cam tak mesra tp rupa2nye pas borak2..sgttt shuwitt taw..he said.."i love my wife..because inside, she's very beautiful..." waaa..beshnye klau dpt hubby camni..~~

sokkay laahhh..jalan pn jalanlaaa..exercise cket kn..lgipn Alhamdulillah nk dpt cab tak susah mn..just kna lebeyh berjimat la..dana utk nek cab semakin bertmbah..haizzz....
hermm okkay, nk start hadap kerja plak..kt my newly improved study desk~ hehe..inspired btol klau nk ngadap meja ni..klau dulu wat keje tak pkai meja pn..skang ni nk dok kt meja jek..kih3..~~ ♫think of me..think of me fondly when we said goodbye..remember me once in while, please promise me u'll try..when u find that once again, u long to take ur heart back n be free..if u ever find a moment..spare a thought for me..~~ think of me, david archuleta

nota kaki: setinggi2 penghargaan untuk incik Haiqal tersayang utk supply gambar2 yea..len kali leh bagi lagi..pastu nk soh cik sara link sejuta kali pn takpe..hehehe...thanx..~

tag n award~

wooo..da lame tak dpt tag ngan award kn..sonok plak bila dpt..kali ni dtgnye dri si kiut dn si comel..farah ada..opss bukan adah uchida ekk..tu org len tu..wpun kdg2 cam ase tertuka ckp ngan diorg 2 org ni..sorg ada..sorg adah..hehe..
 

here goes..

1. nama timangan anda?
sara, sarah, qilah, cik sara, ara, cumi..(owh, bnyak kn?..)

2. anda seorang yg?
sensitive in a way..cpt terasa cpt sejuk..understanding when things are logical..

3. insan yg teristimewa?
bonda ku terchenta..

4. lagu kesukaan?
anything dat suits me..currently i like think of me-david archuleta..shuwitt lorr dat song..

5. makanan kesukaan anda?
ermm..nk shuke mkn roti yg ada nk bgi..sbb dye bnyak curi widget kat my page nih..haha

6. sikap yg membuatkan anda stress?
too clingy..sometimes i do need my space..
too much of talking..sumtimes i need to talk too, tired of listening..
too much of giving without receiving anything..i have patient but also have a limit..

7. warna kegemaran anda?
white! suci gitu kn..tp actually tak kisah sgt..as long as chantek dimataku..

8. benda yg mesti ade dlm beg?
handbag ek? ermm..sah2la purse..(need money of course) handphone, (penting ni..) kunci umah, (owh..mls nk tggu dak2 ni bukak pintu..setahunlaaa..huhu) compact, lipice n tissue (im still a typical girl..)..~

9. kali terakhir anda menangis?
just now..ttba jiwa sensitip lebeyh..tak fhm..~ huhu

10. tag untuk 6 rakan anda?
ermm tanak specified kat sape2..anyone lah...klau free jwbla tag ni kayh..

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AWARD 1

1. letakkan logo award ini di blog anda..
okke da letak..tmpal kt dinding tepi tu lmbat cket ek...rumit cket nk wat tu..huhu

2. anugerahkan award ini kepada 10 blog yang anda anggap paling berinspirasi dan sangat mesra..
10?? aiyoo..bnyaknye..ermm i give it to all my followers laa..just to check who's really following..ahaks~

3. pastikan anda menyatakan penghargaan ini melalui backlink dengan blog yang anda anggap paling berinspirasi dan mesra dari blog anda..
da backlink kat 1st paragraph lgi..sile p check..hehe

4. informasikan penerima award mengenai award yang mereka terima dengan menyatakan komen di blog mereka..
alamak..bnyak sgt blog nk kunjungi tu..nk skip ni boleh? ehe..klau diorg jenguk blog cik sara ni, tawla diorg dpt award tuh..

5. berbagi cinta dan sayang untuk penghargaan ini kepada pemberi anugerah ini..
akk cyg ada cokmo! muahhxxzzz!! hehe..

AWARD 2

aik~ soklan 1 xde la ada.. hehe..(oppss terthiru ada ..ehe)

2) nyatakan 6 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..
~shuke tgk ada ni..dye kiut..cam anak jepung gituh..
~brutal2..tp mkin lama kenal dye..ayu2 gak..
~sgt close ngan farah, kakak dye..(jeles cket, wud it how it will feel to have a sister? sum1 to share anything..)
~dye shuke layout blog dye kaler brown..
~cikgu muzik yg bagus (minim, semi krocet..erkk ape lgi satu ada? klef tenen..kih3..lupa da..anak murid tak ulang kaji)
~manja ngan ummi dye..hehe..
~tambahan ni..bakal memiliki seekor tedi bear  cumil..(cik ada, sile study rerajin kayh..hehe)

3) setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 9 fakta/hobi diri sendiri..
..facts..
~simple
~d only girl in my siblings
~love cat damn much
~shuke dgr problem org n try to help
~sumtimes have low esteem on myself..huhu..
..hobbies..
~blogging
~surfing the net
~reading - when i have really leisure time laa..

4) anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka
cik sara hadiahkn award ini utk sume follower cik sara..especially yg paling recent..incik pilot kapal terbang kertas..jua incik ezary..tpi tade pksaan utk mnerima nye kayh..

nota kaki: assembly 8-9.30..free smpai 12..aduii..klau tanak p assembly boleh tak? kelas start kol 12 lak tuuu...beshnyeee..~ nway..tulisan kecik ngatt,,tokleh besaukn..nape ekk..huhu

kelebihan bulan Rejab..

1. Sabda Nabi s.a.w.: Hendaklah kamu memuliakan bulan Rejab, nescaya Allah muliakan kamu dengan seribu kemuliaan di hari kiamat.
2. Sabda Nabi s.a.w.: Bulan Rejab Bulan Allah, Bulan Syaaban bulanku, dan bulan Ramadan bulan umatku.
3. Kemuliaan Rejab dengan malam ISRAK MIKRAJnya, Syaaban dengan malam NISFUnya dan Ramadan dengan LAILATUL QADARnya.
4. Malam awal Rejab mustajab do'anya. ( Dalam Kitab Raudhoh Iman Nawawi)
5. Puasa sehari pada bulan Rejab mendapat syurga tertinggi (Firdaus). Puasa dua hari dilipatgandakan pahalanya.
6. Puasa 3 hari pada bulan Rejab dijadikan parit yang panjang, yang menghalangkan dia ke neraka (panjangnya setahun perjalanan).
7. Puasa 4 hari pada bulan Rejab diafiatkan daripada bala dan daripada penyakit yang besar-besar dan daripada fitnah Dajal di hari kiamat.
8. Puasa 5 hari pada bulan Rejab, aman daripada azab kubur. Puasa enam hari pada bulan Rejab, keluar kubur bercaya muka.
9. Puasa 7 hari pada bulan Rejab, ditutup daripada tujuh pintu neraka.
10. Puasa 8 hari pada bulan Rejab, dibuka baginya lapan pintu syurga.
11. Puasa 9 hari pada bulan Rejab keluar dari kuburnya lalu, MENGUCAP DUA KALIMAH SHAHADAH, maka tidak ditolak dia dari memasuki syurga.
12. Puasa 10 hari pada bulan Rejab dijadikan dua sayap, terbang seperti kilat di atas Titi Sirotalmustaqim di hari kiamat.
13. Puasa 16 hari pada bulan Rejab akan dapat melihat wajah Allah di dalam syurga dan orang yang pertama menziarahi Allah di dalam syurga.
14. Puasa 19 hari pada bulan Rejab, dibina baginya sebuah mahligai di hadapan mahligai Nabi Allah Ibrahim a.s dan Nabi Allah Adam a.s.
15.Puasa 20 hari pada bulan Rejab, diampunkan segala dosanya yang telah lalu.
16.  Kelebihan bulan Rejab dari segala bulan seperti kelebihan Quran atas segala Qalam.
17. Puasa pada awal Rejab, pertengahannya dan akhirnya seperti puasa sebulan pahalanya.
18. Orang yang lemah dari berpuasa pada bulan Rejab hendaklah bersedekah tiap-tiap hari sekurang-kurangnya sebiji roti.
19. Sesiapa bersedekah pada bulan Rejab seperti sedekah seribu dinar, dituliskan kepadanya tiap sehelai bulu roma jasadnya seribu kebajikan, diangkat seribu darjat, dihapus seribu kejahatan.
20. Setiap sehari puasanya pada bulan Rejab dan sedekahnya pada bulan Rejab seperti ibadat seribu Haji dan Umrah. Dibina mahligai seribu bilik dan seribu bidadari, lebih cantik daripada matahari seribu kali. Bulan Rejab bulan Allah.
21. Bersedekah pada bulan Rejab, dijauhkan Allah daripada api neraka kerana kemuliaan bulan Rejab, Bulan Allah.
22. Allah jadikan di belakang bukit Jabal Qar bumi, yang putih yang penuh dengan Malaikat dengan panji-panji berhimpun pada tiap malam Rejab meminta ampun oleh mereka kepada Umat Muhammad. Allah menjawap: Telah aku ampunkan mereka!
23. Barangsiapa meminta ampun (beristighfar) kepada Allah pagi dan petang 70 kali atau 100 kali, pada bulan Rejab di haramkan tubuhnya daripada api neraka.
24. Sesiapa berpuasa sebulan pada bulan Rejab, Allah berseru kepadanya: 'Telah wajib hakmu atasKu, maka mintalah olehmu kepadaKu. Demi ketinggianKu dan kebesaranKu, tidak Aku tolakkan hajatmu. Engkau adalah jiranKu di bawah `arasyKu, engkau kekasihKu daripada segala makhlukKu, engkau terlebih mulia atasKu. Sukakanlah kamu, tiada dinding antaraKu dan antara kau'.(dari kitab Raudatul Ifkar)
25. Puasa pada 27 bulan Rejab (isnin, 20 julai 2009) seperti berpuasa enam puluh bulan pahalanya. Jika disertai dengan sedekah seperti puasa seribu tahun, kerana kebesaran hari ISRAK-MIKRAJ.

nota kaki: siapa yg boleh puasa..puasalah esok kayhhh...rugi tuu puasa shari pahala cam puasa 5 tahun..jom3 puasa..~~

a review vs a reply..~

Assalamualaikum semua..the weekend is here, hope everyone will have a splendid weekend..okkay.last nite i watched Harry Potter n the half blood prince..despite of all the chaotic last minute change of plan, berjaya gak tiba ke Leisure Mall n masuk wayang tepat kol 9..so nk bgi review cketla..ermm rating? 3 n half only out of 5..i think transformers is much2 better la..tgk sekali cam nk pi tgk lgi kn..tp Harry Potter ni tak ase camtu pn..nevertheless, as a whole, definitely Half-Blood Prince is much2 better compared to the Order of the Phoenix..but the pace is quite slow n the director adapted the movie, d part where all the fight between the aurors n the death eaters were gone..i think dats a signifant part to be left out..n the death of Albus Dumbledore, hrmm not dat dramatic as in the novel..Harry was supposed to be stupified by Dumbledore himself, stopping him from helping Dumbledore from being killed..but in the movie, he was like a blurry boy sitting under the tower watching Dumbledore died..that's so not like a brave, chivalrious, a Gryffindor Harry..i cried like hell reading the novel but im just sad watching the movie..but whatever it is i still enjoy the movie..n i did cry a bit in the last part..huhu..can't wait to see the next sequel this coming November..but they said they will divide Deathly-Hollow into 2 parts means 2 more Harry Potter sequel to watch..yeay! hope this time not too much adaptation from the novel..~~


okkay..switch mode plak ek..once i have a bestfriend, whom is veeery dear to me..then, today she told me she had a blog, i open it, i read it n there's an entry dedicated for me..klik SINI..a poem kinda thing, so..a reply for that i suppose..~~

Ain
i love u too..more than words can say..
u've been around me in sadness and in pain..
in despair and in vain..

Ain..
even if im out of reach, u'll always in my mind..
i never forget u, u're d bestfriend of mine..
don't worry, all the memories remain..
what we've been through, can never be replace by anyone
u're the keeper of my deepest and darkest secret
u're so special to me in ur own way..

Ain..
i'm so sorry if i hurt u..
trust me i didn't mean too..
im not mad at u, seriously..
im mad at myself!
im mad at myself cause i fail to forget everything that had happen..
im mad at myself for what i'd done, now i had to pay the price
im mad at myself for being so develish to betray my own bestfriend
im mad at myself because i cannot trust u dat u'll never betray me
im mad at myself, thinking u wud do the same thing as i did when u're not
im mad at myself because i let someone else ruined everything we had
im mad at  myself for cannot bear to pretend anymore 
im mad at myself for ignoring u after all the thing u do to get to me back..

Ain..
thousand apologies n apologies accepted..
what is done cannot be undone
what's left is moving on..
u said u want to be strong like me..
i am stronger because of u..
losing u teach me one thing
like u said, i cannot always depend on u..
u cannot always be wid me..
so i learn..i learn to live without u..
forgetting the fact that we need each other
i need u too..
i really miss u too..
i don't want to lose u too..
u're always my bestfriend too..
be strong my dear..somehow, negatively, positively u've been my strength for a while..
hence, i know you can always be stronger than me..
p/s: i will always love u..~~

♫when i say im sorry, will you believe me? listen to my story, say u wont leave me..when i say im sorry, can u forgive me? when i say i will always be there, will u believe in me?? ~~ Sorry, Chris Daughtry

nota kaki: what goes around always come around..jgnlaaa wat kat org..huuu