stress owh stress..~

salam..well these remaining 5 weeks of the sem will be the hectic weeks ever..really..too many assignments to handle in that little time..Gosh, could we ever make it? only God knows.. one of my housmates is diagnosed with high blood pressure..at the age of 21..160/141..OMG, dats high!! get a lot of rest dear..dun forget to take your medicine ya..fed up of dealing with ass-siment..i googled ways of dealing with stress..just for some light reading..~

• eat well - jom melantak kuih raya bebanyakkkk~ hehe
  
• avoid emotional binging - motifff nk emosi...hidup kena happy selalu~
• laugh - they said laughter is the best medicine aite?
• perk up your ears - MCR songs~~ cooollll...paramore? yeah i like it!
• practice S.E.L.F care..(serenity, exercise, love, food) -

1. serenity? check!
2. exercise? ermm errmm walking from the front gate to the TESL's block, can that be count as exercise? hehe
3. love? hehe..checkk~!!
4. food? owhh..check!

sume okkayh but still stress...camne tuhh? huhu...

some funny cartoons on stress..~







ehemmm...siapakah yg tertitow begini di depan lappy?? hahaha...

merono merene mubeng2~

Assalamualaikum semua...wahhh tu dia, tgk kat dashboard..sume bercerita hari raya kn..so, how's ur raya? harapnye hari penuh kegembiraan dn diseliti keinsafan buat semua..hri kemenangan kerana tertunainye salah satu rukun Islam..namun terselit keinsafan dan kesayuan, kenangan pada yang tiada~

okkayhla..mesti yg pelik ngan tajuk tu kn..its javanese~ pinjam dripada blog incik azad..dye dah tukar tajuk blog len..entahla tak tau? ape yg ko tak tau pn aku tak tau..haha..apepun..thanx to incik azad dn haiqal, dtg umah cik sara ritu..incik azad speaking jawa ngan mak i okkayh..aduihhh..anaknye ni pn jarang sgt ckp jawa~ sedikit termalu disitu ye..huhu..nway, merono merene mubeng2 dimelayukan is, kesana kesini pusing2..hehe..sbb cik sara nk cerita tradisi hari raya kat kmpung..yang memang setiap tahun tak tinggal..dipanggil 'baraan'..kira macam round2 kampung lahh..merono merene mubeng2 kampung gitu..hari raya pertama n ke2a utk lelaki..hri raya ke3 n ke4 brula perempuan..stiap umah at least kne hantar sorg wakil..klau tak, org tak nek umah kite nti..

after solat eid fitri, usually around 10.30, selalunye ade lebih kurang sejam utk bermaafan n kalut2 g umah nenek..pastu yg llaki dh berangkat ke rumah yg ditetapkn..slalunye setiap umah duduk dlm seminit 2 jek, makanlah kuih muih yg ade..klau mknn berat, mee2 ke tomyam ke lame laa cket..pastu ketua baraan akn mintak maaf kat tuan rumah bgi pihak seluruh org kmpung, then baca doa..pastu bergerak ku rumah sebelah pulak..ade lebih kurang 100 buah umah nk dihabiskn dlm msa 2 hri..klau dh last2 n bnyak umah lgi, baru duduk sesaat rsanye, org dh bca doa..huhu penat nak kejar weihhh..

okkayh..kodak momentoss~

motor2..yang sanggup berkhidmat demi kmpung terchenta..haha..pic gelap cket..msa ni masih awal pagi..

baca doa semoga diberi kesejahteraan kepada penghuni2 rumah~ aaamiiiinnnn~

wokkeyh..slow2 kluar..jgn rebut2 jgn tolak2..~

ouhhh..titi ini amat menyeramkn nk lalu..goyang daaa...kalau roboh camne?? tidakkss~

minah2 rempit kampung...~ makcik2 rempit jugak nih..jgn men2..

klau le ttba polis check ke..satu kmpung kena saman..bwk motor tak pakai helmet punye pasal..hik3~

abang2 RELA kmpung..tlg control traffic katenyee...

siap berhentikn keta utk satu kmpung melintas jalan raya 4 lane lgi..mekaseyh abg2 pakcik2 RELA~

bab makanan plak..yg ini dinamakn punten ye..nasi impit tp letak santan, so lemak2 la..then mkn ngan sambal bilis yg giiiiila pedas..minum 3 cawan air pn tak hilang pedas weii...mmg lu berani bru lu mkn ar...

wlaupun bukan musim dah...duriannnn~~ licin weihh org mkn nih...
bondaku sedang santap yong tau fu..cian dye, penat je muka..msa ni umah last dh ni..
gelagat makcik2 ngah cbuk amek makanan..almaklumlah kena cepat, klau tak abes..pastu kna cepat2 mkn plak, klau tak tertinggal plak...gmbar ni tak clear ngat tp sbenarnye na tunjuk mkcik ni ngah mkn lollipop..~ wpun dh ade cucu kn..haha

wong2 kampung~

cik sara sebelum baraan..so radiant, so freshh~

selepas~ jgn ade sorg pn kacau klau tanak kena maki..haha penatttttt weiihh..

i consider this event as one of the specialties of my kampung..bnyak advantages:-

• dpt mengeratkn silaturrahim sesama org kmpung..bru la tau..owwhh org ni ank org ni, org ni menantu org ni..
• dpt borak pnjang ngan mmber2 lame..sepanjang perjalanan bercakap...berhenti brcakap hnya utk makan dn mengaminkn doa~ dri bergossip smpai bergurau smpai consult masalah cinta pn boleh time2 baraan nih..
  
• dpt tgk umah org~ yela..klau tade hal mesti tak pegi umah org tu kn..so at least sethun sekali penah naek umah org2 kg masa baraan ni..tawlaa ad tv bru ke sofa bru ke..haha
• dpt makan maaaacam2..uishh..bab ni paling bestla..mcm2 menu ade, tomyam, pecal, laksa, yong tau fu, rojak, smpaikn brutu pn ade..brutu tu ape?? hahaha...
• ni yg paling mahal sekali...dpt dengar penggunaan bhsa jawa yang meluas di kalangan makcik2 ye..njaluk ngapuro seng akeh2 la opo meneh mboh...seng nom2 ki lek kerungu wong ngomong ki paham wae.. arek mbaleni rak pande loh~ kepiye jal? hehe..
• dpt memperbaiki dn menunjukkn skill bawak motor..al maklumlah, bukan sebijik dua..berpuluh2 le jugak..tragedi2 seperti, terjatuh dlm parit, terlanggar org, kain termasuk dlm rim, terkena ekzos buleyh dikatakn perkara biasa..
• dapat kumpul wit raya..ni msa kecik2 dlu lah, sbb tu budak2 ramai ikut..sbb nk kumpul wit raya..tpi tahun ni cik sara berjaya kumpul 3 hengget 50 sen~ buleyhla utk seorg yg berusia 20 thun..hak3
  

sape na ikut cik sara baraan tahun depan?

samat ri raye~

Salam semua...wahhh mesti semua dh semangat nk balik raya kn..im enthusiastic to go back home but frankly not for hari raya..but for a break from the hectic life of a student..of a teacher trainee..suddenly feel sick of looking back an forth to the lesson planning, designing task sheet and all..im not being ungrateful or forgetting responsibilities on things, just kinda need a rest for a while before start knocking my head with all those things again after raya holiday..

it's the third year and Hari Raya for me is like happiness in vain, euphoric in pain..things are not the same anymore and the celebration are not as engaging as before, there wud definitely be tears on the first day itself and moaning of us to keep moving on...

Hari Raya adalah hari kemenangan buat umat Islam yg telah berjaya menjalankn ibadah puasa selama sebulan..mudah2an segala amalan dalam bulian mulia itu diterima Allah dn mudah2an kita masih diberikan peluang untung memuliakn Ramadhan pda tahun hadapan..insyaAllah, sama2lah kita berdoa yg terbaik utk semua..

buat semua, selamat hari raya..cik sara ingin menyusun sepuluh jari mohon ampun maaf, tersalah bicara tersilap kata, sy hanya insan biasa..semoga semua bergembira di Aidilfitri..berhati2 di jalan raya okkayh~

'sialisms?'

Assalamualaikum n hye everyone..Gosh i've been leaving my blog quite for a while n my followers are decreasing..hoho frankly, im not really offended cause me myself have this feeling of abandoning the blog..but the sense of belonging, of owning smthing to treasure, to let out something inside me, stop me from doing that..why i create this blog actually?? hrmmm..ntahlaa..suka2 jek..bile dh tade idea nih..suka2 jela biar camtu jek..ehe..

ermm it had been a craaazy week i shall say..zombified wid all sorts of work and tests and lesson plans and tasksheets and presentations and forums and what not..huu..tgkla..tito sebelah buku..budget cam baca sume kn..

erkk..so ironi when the tuan is soooo monyok, cemberut n tertekan tp kucim ini maintain cenyum dlm ape jua keadaan..huu..

aha..i wanna share this..d other day i wanna comment on sum1's blog..i read the word verification...OMG..nk gelak kui3 buleyh tak?? ehe...

si gades dan mesin cash deposit itu..

pada suatu malam yang hening..di kala angin berpuput lembut, kedinginan menusuk ke tulang, sang daun turut melambai2 seolah meraikan ketenangan mlm yg mendamaikan itu..
berjalanlah sepasang kekasih sambil bergurau senda bersama-sama..langkah diatur rapi, kemas satu persatu menuju ke destinasi yang sudah kelihatan di kejauhan mata..

segala mata yang memandang dihiraukn..segala mulut yang mengata diabaikan..kerana bebanan berat itu masih dipikulnya..barang itu masih di tangannya..langkah terus diatur menuju destinasi..setibanya di sana, pintu dibukakan oleh sang kekasih.."tq syg.." ujarnya dgn senyuman indah terukir dari bibir..

sambil masih ditemani si dia, kekunci mesin ditekan..number akaun dimasukkan..note2 ringgit malaysia yang dibawa di tangan diperiksa sekali lagi..cukup jumlahnya, RM 3600.. sekali lgi dipastikan..RM 3600..pintu deposit cash terbuka, note2 itu dimasukkan..kekunci 'OK' ditekan...


tiba tiba.........................



'OUT OF SERVICE'






RM 3600 wang sewa rumah 6 bulan itu lesap..si gades kalut..muka cemberut
takut macam cencorot..kecut perut..
yang di rumah sedikit mencarut..
dengan perkhabaran mengarut..
tuan rumah kalut..
kelam kabut..
serabut..
ribut..



nota kaki: mesin cash deposit maybank bndar sri permaisuri adalah hampehh!

Happy Birthday Chot!!

4th of September, yesterday, birthday of cik chottt kesayangan..nama diberi Aisyah..pendek sependek orangnye...opppsss! secute orgnye..hehe ampun chot! alahaiii..kecik jek..boleh sgt nk berlakon 'Esther' dlm crite orphan tu..12 years old look at the age of 21..taaapi, wpun kecil ye..suaranye Ya Allah! amatlah lantang sehinggakn mnjadi pujaan kepada lecturer maths ktorg, kak dah! "I love ur voice!" katenyee..hehe..ade kebaikn jugak..bertempiklah pempuan kecik ni stiap pgi kejut org solat subuh..siren! hee..camne leh panggil chot? hrmm ntahla..diorg2 ni mmg expert bab2 bgi nickname kt org..tp sedap gak an, layannzz..

bnyak hadiah2 yg cik chot dpt..gembira btol dye..ermm from me n adah, bju tido yg amat comeyl itu..kn kn kn?
so, to celebrate, she invited the whole class for the small but sweet little gathering..berbuka puasa sama2..nak pilih venue punye laa payah..pizza la nando's laa, johny's laaa, secret recipe laa..last2..black canyon kat jusco Maluri..makan2...~
kesian ngat tgk muka husni ni haa..tggu masuk waktu nk berbuka..hik3..lapau ngat la dh tu..~
last but not least, gmbar kenangan...2.1..org kate kelas ktorg skema..benarkah? haha..but still we had fun that night..next beday sape plak? organise lah smthing like this again...
nota kaki: to those who noticed, blog saya berwajah baru...any comments?

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sometimes...

what's left unsaid doesn't mean untrue...

hush hush!

langsai hutang award n tag from ada

wahh..sunyi sepi blog ni..mcm tak berpenghuni tak berpengunjung..hehe..ape nk bwat..agk kekurangn masa juge idea nk menghapdet..so sorry to those who're following me..and maybe some even stop following dis blog..dun worry i wont feel offended..but to those who gave me awards and tags..owh please dun feel offended..sorry ngat lembap cam siput nk answer..bukan tanak answer..dh simpan kat draft dh..tak smpat je lgi..

actually esok ade test maths tapi apsal ntah mood nk study kureng cket..mcm..ermm amenda la yg aku blajo ni sbenarnye..kak dah oo..kak dah..huk3..

ngatkn bulan2 puasa ni nk puasa blog jugak..but...

nvm la...get back to the tagging2 thing..bnyak ni..nk wat skali harung jek..hehe

award 1

1.Siapakah kawan yang pertama sekali ketika anda buat blog ini??

♥ affyda-unbound diary..tp skang sunyi sepi jep dye..diary dh tak terunbound kot..bounded dh..hehe

2.Siapakah orang yang pertama sekali yang memberi anda award

♥ alamak..hilang ingatan jap..huk3..tak ingat..sorryyyy

3.Siapakah orang yang terakhir yang membuat anda nangis

♥ someone that i really loved but cant tell him i really do..hrmmm..

4.Apabila kamu berbuka puasa apa yang anda makan dahulu

♥ sudah tentula kurma..sunnah jgn tinggal..rugi3..

5.Bila anda sedang berangan...siapa yang selalu ganggu anda

♥ ermm??bnyak anasir yg shuke kacau aku nih..hehe

6.Lagu yang terakhir yang anda dengar
♥ izinku pergi kaer..

7.Blog siapa yang terakhir anda melawat

♥ s e t i a p . d e t i k . b e r m a k n a...amek award yg dh tercicir nih..huhu..sorry dik..lmbat amek..

8.Cerita yang terakhir anda tengok

♥ kartun naruto..ptg tdi msa buka pose..hehe

9.Novel yang paling anda gemari

♥ harry potter series..!

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award 2

1. Siapakah teman istimewa korang?

those who stays with me..happy and sad..those who didnt search for me only when they have problems..those whom i can feel the sincerity of their friendship..those whom i'll go to whenever i need company to laugh with or shoulders to cry on..

2. Apakah prinsip hidup yg korang pegang?

"it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But God knows what's best for us, and we did not.."

3. Adakah korang marah sekiranya ada org mengutuk blog kesayangan korang?

people can say whatever they like, their perceptions and opinions..words cant bring me down..

4. Beri sedikit komen tentang award ini

comel! klau tgk msa siang hri ni bleyh jdi lapo ni..terbayang real cupcakes

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tag 1

1. List down all five blogs that you really loves to blogwalking?

'his' blog

his sis's

haiqal's

anak laut's

ermm..sy tgk je mn2 yg terhapdet tu..klau ade msa la

2. Have you ever dream on having someone special in your life?

surely la..

3. Taken or Single? Which one is better for you?

i prefer taken by someone that takes me the way i am..

4. Have you been in one-sided love situations?

yup..but not anymore..=)

5. List down 5 of your type in finding your own
prince charming/lovable princess??

loves me the way i am

funny

simple

understanding

completes me

6. At what age that you will planing to get married?
depends

7. How much kids that you want to have?
depends

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tag 2

1. besides ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

hah? ermm ermm ermm..mane2 pn tak kisah..

2. how did u feel when u woke up this morning?

zombified! tokleh tito smpai kol 5..sape soh minum nescafe

3. who was the last person / people you took photo with?

ngan itam cyg! kucim shaye..ermm person ea..ermm..ngan syukur..adik

4. would u consider urself spoiled?

anak pempuan sorg kn..tp wat keje umah pn trok jugak

5. have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

nope

6. do you want someone to be dead?

dats not u to decide kayh

7. what does your last text message say?

'ok'

8. what are you thinking right now?

malasnye nk study..

9. do you want someone to be with you right now?

riiindu citeh! huhu

10. what was the time you went to bed last night?

around 5 kot..bahana nescafe pakcik ehsan..huhu

11. where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

t-shirt beli utk hari sukan

12. who was the last person who text you?

mak

nota kaki: thanx ada! okkay..get back to studying..