Singapura : Not the Island

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. hello everyone. Today, I would like to share with you about Singapura. Yep, as we’re aware of, Singapore is a neighborhood country located near JB.

However, the Singapura that I’m referring to is actually a breed of cat. A unique and special breed; the Singapura is the smallest breed of cat. The adult female can weigh only 4 pounds. (I first thought a munchkin is the smallest cat) No actual proof and there has been some issues and doubt that the breed comes from Singapore. So, maybe it just got its name because it is small, like Singapore.

The breed is actually the mix of the famous Burmese cat and the Abyssinian cat and tarraaa! A Singapura is born.

It is so little that u feel like u’re having a kitten and not an adult cat. What more special is that a Singapura has a unique personality which is playful and energetic that maintain even when they’re already an adult. Interesting huh?

The distinctive features of this cat is its face. Cuba tgk btol2, mata dy bolat2, hidung pendek cket which makes the eyes closer to the nose.. then tinge besar cam antena kt atas dy, comeeyy kn? hehe

Physically, a Singapura has big broad eyes and wide face that makes it looks so cute with its little body.

cats 101 on a Singapura:

catpaws: teringin nak ade kuceng2 pure breed camni tapi mahal sgt n susah na crik breeder yg okay kt Malaysia ni. Kalau slh breed, kesian kt nyiaw2 ni, sng ad disease n all. kan ke rugi beli mahal2 then tak smpi stahun mati suda..

catching up~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t n hi everyone..long time no see, hope everyone is doing fine..

So there goes my 4 months holiday, right after I finished my practicum, 14 October 2011 until the add drop week in UM begins, 13 February 2012. Staying at home for 4 months made me decided to write again. I kinda miss it.

My last update was March 15, 2011. Well, I never take blogging seriously anyway, just an activity to pass the time. Hence, once a year update is not a sin I guess (laughing evilly)

I got the result for my practicum two days ago and it’s not that good. Figures~ I did complain a lot, whining about how I’m unfortunate to be sent to that school, but honestly, I did not do my best so mmg padan muka sayelah.. haha Thank God the credit hours are only 6, therefore my downfall did not really affect the CGPA. Just like Haiqal said, being an ex-MRSM student really make me concern about CGPA. I know I still can graduate and be a teacher even with 3.00, but when you’re all about cgpa since you’re 13, it feels like a slap on your face to see such numbers. Nevertheless, that line is my acceptance line, “it’s okay, you can still be a teacher.” Hurm, it sounds pathetic though. huhu

Anyway, the new semester starts tomorrow, and it will be my final semester to complete my degree in teaching English as a second language (TESL). Wow, time does fly effortlessly. It has been a long 6 years. To be frank, being on a long holiday make my mind not really ‘up’ to another semester, and knowing our fellow PISMP batch all has been posted to their respective school, made me feel kinda left out, I guess most of my friends feel the same. Hopefully we’ll get there.. soon..

Will write again. Take care peeps~

meow2: lapo, na lunch ape eh rini?

♫ when you try your best but you don't succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need..~~ fix you, coldplay

Bundles of ♥♥♥,

grief.

GRIEF..~

it's painful, emotional, yet inevitable..at some point in your life you had to deal with it. Whether you loss a family member, a fren, a pet, or you just lost your own battle..

but do you know that there are five stages of grief?

not everyone will experience the stages chronologically or all the five stages but majority people did.

1) denial - we will practically denying the loss."this can't be happening", "it's just a dream"

2) anger - emotional outburst "Why me? It's not fair!", "It's definitely his fault"

3) bargaining - this is when all the 'if's come in.. "If i do this, i could save him", "If i do that, things will happen differently"

4) depression - realizing u can undone things that happen and you become depress and sad and sometimes pathetically. "I'm damn sad, you better stay away if you don't have anything nice to say"

5) acceptance - in this last stage, we finally able to accept the loss and begin to be positive again. "It's going to be okay", "I can get through this".

the better we understand this stages, the easier we can go through grieving because we understand what we are going through personally. This definitely helps our intrapersonal skill.

p/s: bersedih tntang sesuatu, but i think i've done grieving. Letting go and moving on!

so malware! u better go away!

haa.. bukan monster ye tuh.. ehehe.. hi semua! assalamualaikum, ape kabo? :)

even though lame tak update, sometimes i did open my blog to check on things or bloghopping

without leaving any trace.. i dunno why, i stopped having this eagerness to update my blog.. maybe these are some of the reasons:

• managing 2 academic blogs and a google site last semester make me kinda wanna puke when i open my own blog.. urghh people said too many of something will make u sick right.. i guess that's so damn right! baca kisah2 gembira n funny is much2 different then reading something academic to write 10 good academic comments after that.

• new addictions to games, and watching movies.. haha, i have these new hobbies of watching Grey's Anatomy (abes 7 season okkay), CSI, CSI:NY.. and right now I'm watching pokemon online.~! yeahh.. so those days when i got nothing to do and update blog is kinda over.. cause when i got nothing to do i watch something online.. ;p

• workloads.. yeah right~ since when i'm a nerd finishing every assignments i have on time.. *puke* no i didn't.. but apparently without even trying to finish everything on time, doing everything in the last minutes, i still find myself stuck with every assignments dat i have.. douche!

However, yesterday i login to my blogspot, an d suddenly this malware alert comes out. and i was like what thee.....

you see, even though i didn't update doesn't mean i'm closing my blog.. i love my blog.. it's been a good friend of mine where i can write anything i want. it can be my very own diary where i can smile everytime i look back at it someday..who knows someday that eagerness comes back and i'll be updating every now and then..so malware! u better go away n leave my blog alone!

thank God the malware thing is fixed.. thanks to Farah Cuna for telling me how to fix this.. now #kucendcatissmilingagain..

till we met again.... someday...~ ;p

thanks for the memories..

wink2...i suda tukar layout..gi mana? ada wow! tak?? hehehee..org len dok cbuk dh study utk next paper, cik sara cbuk plak salin baju blog dy..ape kess? ntahhlaa pe kes nyee..gedik kott..hehh

now, moving on to d real post..hurmm..i was in a search for a picture sumwhere in my folder n i found these pictures.. mmula cm tade feel pape..tp pstu sayu plak asenye ttba..to those who knew bout d conflict u might get d idea..but for those who don't, lets play a guessing game here..hehee..

yesterday, u wud be sum1 i ran to when i have problems or any other 'secrets' dat we usually share together...but today..

yesterday, we share stories, funny stories, love stories, gossiping, just about anything, but today...

yesterday, u were the only friend that had ever received a yellow rose from me as a sign of eternal friendship, but today..

yesterday, i saw u throw away that dry flower..i was mad, but i wasn't dat mad..but today..

yesterday, i smile everytime i look at my make-up pouch since it's from u, but today..

yesterday, u were listed in my 8pax, in my activ10..but today...

yesterday, i enjoyed teasing u, have a good laugh, since ur rare, ur special attitude, give me a good laugh, but today..

yesterday, i..we always crave for a picture of the 7 of us n treasure it so much since it wud be so hard to be able to take that picture..but today..

yesterday, we always have this unsatisfactory among each other but we keep it close to ourselves because we're so afraid to break the special bonding between d 7 of us, but today...

yesterday, i enjoyed seeing u diligently cooking in the kitchen even though u rarely offer us the food unless we asked for it, but today...

yesterday, i never worried of not finishing my food since i wud happily share some wid u, but today..

yesterday, i smile viewing all these pictures since the 6 of u have always been my friends, n secretly, like sisters to me..sisters, dat i will tolerate as long as i could...~ but today...

today, there's no more 7 but only 6..

today, i sat in front of u, behind u but i dun even look at u..we're like strangers

today, i hate those words 'friendship never ends', 'love is for a moment but friends are forever'..because i feel those words are betraying me..hurting me deep down inside..

today, i'm juz a kid wid a big ego..i wud never come to put down the fire dat u started by apologizing cause i'm still putting all the blame on u for not being brave enough to face ur wrongdoings..

but today, particularly today, i miss you..i miss those yesterdays with u..

i really do..

Lots of ♥♥♥, me~

meow2~~: heee..geli plaks kn romantik2 nih, kasik cket..hee but really, i mean it every word written here..hope things will get better btween us. i hope she-who-must-not-be-named will read dis..but i dun wanna tell her..me n my big ego..~~ aihh..

♫ It's too big, it's too wide...It's too strong, it won't fit..It's too much, it's too tough..I talk like this 'cause I can back it up..I got a big ego, such a huge ego..~~ ego, beyonce knowles..

kerana H20~

Menci3! Dem3! Maaf utk sedikit bhsa kasar tu ye..kegeraman melanda katekn..hukk cedeyh pn yek..selpas berkhidmat dgn cemerlangnye utk hmpir 3thun, finally my fon suda nazak n tak dpt diselamatkn lgi..cedeyhh nye..my SE k610i..

kejadian malang itu trjadi di kg, kat umah my mother's friend..gara2 na salin suar jean n pakai kaen batik, nak solat..ku terlupa dlm poket ade fon..taww2, keceplup!!! fon jatuh masuk lam kolah..makkkkk!! jeritku di dlm bilik air..dlm gak kolah tu aduishh smpi patah casing blakang my fon..apelahh naseb malang ngat..takpe2, cool, org kate lau keringkn leh hidup balik..so i ripped d fon out..bukak sgala yg boleh, sim card, battery, memory card..mmg sume basah..na bukak keypad dpn tokleh plak..aishhooo~ agak2 cam da kering cket tu, tryla on..boleyh! yeayy! masukkn pin code, tekan 8 ttba kuar bnyak2 num skali, pastu pin code slh..try kali ke 2, pn salah..warrghh..d 3rd time bismillah bnyak2, pn tokleh gak..huwwaaa, tros sim kna block! mintak PUK code plak..dhla tataw PUK code pe..fon maxis tak bwk lak, agpn mmg lame tak topup num maxis tu..na pnjam fon mak call celcom takde credit plak..then pastu tros balik kg yg mmg takde line pn...seriously ase cam separuh jiwaku pergi jek msa tu..na nanges pn de..hmuu3

otw balik umah, singgah beli topup maxis n call celcom tnya PUK code..luckily boleh..so unblockla my sim card guna fon tu..pheewww~ tros off jek pin code security tu..fobia beb kna block cmtu..those few days, bleyh on SE tu tp keypad mmg out laa..na tekan ap pn tokleh..tak kering lgi kut dlm tu..so off jek fon tu..na keringkn laa kononnye..huhh mmg kering trosla...roger n out! tak hidup2 dh..haishhooo..ase cam nak aje..huhu..ngadu kt mak, dy kate beli jela fon baru..ek? boleyh ek mak? jom survey2 fon besh..~

ouhh..smart molep..blackberry~ waa waa waa...my brother bru angkat satu..dpt 750 jek..owner bru guna 2 hri..perrghh jelesh!

tringat lak status mmber kt fb; 'rmmber those days when blackberries n apple are just fruits to eat..' hehe

latest nokia express music..bukan ape, ase cm bosan lak pkai SE kn..agpun bnyak testimoni yg mengatakn SE nye fon cpt rosak..sape stuju? my k610i tu pn AP jek, kompleks pertama mari which is lucky enough for me to be able to use it 3 years..agknye sbb tu tak survive da..inche haiqal nye fon SE walkman pn masuk air tp still leh survive..moral of d story~ pastikan yg ori bru beli? hehe

aihhh..berangan boleyhlaa..ngah mama kedana neyh gara2 elaun buku tak masuk2..oppss, elaun buku wat beli fon ke cik sara? ehee..keperluan pe..haihhh d truth is takyahlaa black2berry ke..asal leh call leh anta sms ckoplaa..dpt ni pn jadi~ classic 3310..

terima knyataan terpksa mlupakn k610i ..sape2 ade fon extra nak pinjam boleyh? huhuuu okep, study2 cik sara~ ouhh..asal tgk nota jek mesti jadik gitu..lau tak pn gini misteri kn? hihi..okkayhla semua..have a nice day..jga diri ye..solat jgn tinggal (wwahh! ustazah ngat ttba..hik3) Assalamualaikum W.B.T..

cik sara mengiauu2: ade tak exam yg tak perlu baca n tak perlu mengerah otak utk ape2? hohuuu..perutt sgtt saket..'sesungutt' melanda..cane na wat ea? huhu

Lots of ♥♥♥, me~

♫ Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh..No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh..The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh..You're fine for a while but you start to lose control~~ trouble is a friend, lenka..