turn over a new leaf

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. n hello everyone..warning ek entry ini agak pnjang dn merapu..okkayh on9 ni actually nk recheck jek registeration..thanx to Sabrina @ Sabbymon yg dh tolong register kn..(mane URL blog u ni?? i tak dpt masuk lgi) ngatkn tdi tokleh kuar coz kna jga my granny then mak bgi kluar..ape lgi..laju jekla pi start henjin keta..hak3..so these are my new subjects for next sem:

• Thinking & Communication Skill
• Child Pshychology
• Approach for teaching ESL (English as 2nd Language)
• Teaching Listening
• Teaching Speaking
• Geometry n Measurement (minor math)

what to expect? hrmm they sound like drier subjects compared to last sem, so hardwork, determination n perseverence i guess?

nway, this sem had been the weirdest one or shall i say the quitest one. i don't even know what my roomate got for her exams despite of all the 'heart to heart' msgs..my housmates, even the closer one to me, i don't know either..i don't even ask cause they seem to avoid the asking n somehow i respect their privacy. actually i've been quite silence myself for im a bit upset with mine..at last, i told myself, life is like a wheel, sumtimes u're on top but if u stay there for too long, gayat nti..hahaha..hence, i'd decided to face my downfall for the sake of rejuvenation n boosting my spirit. i keep it silence for a while n now im telling everyone n i want to be proud of it..

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yeah, 3.68..jatuh gedebuk la cause last sem i got 3.88..my mom is pretty upset, she expect much from me..then after pitiful whining that goes like..'alaa..sarah tak dpt 3.5 above pn dua kali jek mak, masa f1 ngan msa foundation dulu..lgipn kurang 0.02 jek nk dpt dekan..sape soh UM letak grade tggi sgt..' then, she slackened off a bit..hehe

to those who managed to stay in the dean list for both sem, congrats! u guys roxx!..to those who had done better n hit the dean list, congrats!! u goys roxx! to those who're falllliiiiiinnngggg, last sem dpt dean dis sem tak dpt (mcm sy) sokkay..we cud try n do better next sem..chayok3..jgn patah semangat okies...n di kesempatan ini juga nk ucapkn berbnyak time kaseh to everyone that had been helping me go through dis sem, mom (for the nags n support), lecturers (utk sume ilmu yg dicurahkn) , my housmates (for morale support juga gelak ketawa..korg best lah) , haiqal (tq credit me in ur blog, feel honoured), friends..sume2 lah...frankly, nk bayangkn 3.5 pn susah after the C- for linguistic asiment, markah kuiz yg hampeh2 belaka n my 'wonderful' attitude..hence i think i can say that im proud wid my result..

as regard to the title, i really mean it. somehow or rather, last sem has been a bad sem for me. i mean my attitude, i dunno what gets into me. cheating, cursing, pretending, talking bad about other people, seniors, friends, even lecturers (well, im no angel, n they said confession is good for the soul)..hrmmm evil, grudge, cruelty did give satisfaction sometimes but were they worth it? a person had said to my face, there's always consequences for every action n she's damn true. ermm Shakespear said 'what is done cannot be undone'honestly, the repent was really hoped to be accounted.

so, here i am, down to Earth, sincerely from the very bottom of my heart, want to apologize to every soul that i've ever harmed, every body that i've hurt n every heart that i've ever break..i'm really, truly deeply sorry..lets turn over a new leaf, shall we?

nota kaki: entry yg pnjang dn agak melancholy..huhu jiwa kacau lah katakan..sorry ek..ehe~~