~words devoid of thought is a dead thing..thougts unembodied in words remain a shadow..~
Tuesday, December 29
nendaku~
haa..inilah nendaku..her name is Maspungatun @ Siti Aminatun Bt Hj Nor..hee..me myself can't figure out why the @ got to be there since both the names still sound Javanese right? maybe Siti Aminatun tu lebeyh formal agaknye..hehe..cik sara panggil nenek Mbah Tun..Mbah tu nenekla dlm bhsa jawa..my grandmother is in her early 90 years old..unbelievable right? yg lgi uniknye, kat IC Mbah sy ni, umur baru 70 lebeyh, approximately 20 years younger. my mum said msa bru nk g wat IC Mbah Tun dlu, ayah Mbah, (my moyang laa) just assume that she is younger.. adeyh..bleyh plak camtu kn dlu2..huhu..
hurmm jaga org tua bukannye senang..perlukan kesabaran yg saaangat tinggi, org kate baek jga budak kecik dripada jga org tua, n by experiencing it on my own, i know why..sumtimes smpai nk nanges asenye tak thn..tpi Alhamdulillah, berjaya jugak mnjaga nenek sy, hampir sebulan gaklaa..kadang2 tu fikir, yela, lama mana lgi dpt berkhidmat nk jaga nenek kn..slama mana lgi usia dye..at least dpt jugak merasa mnyenangkn hidup nenek sndiri..by thinking of dat, it does make me feel better..
i'm proud of myself, at least i have dat experience that im sure will be needed sooner or later. at least a bit practice wud give me better skill to handle golongan emas ni di kemudian hri kn..sbb cuti da abes so knala anta balik Mbah kt umah pkcik..msa nk tinggal tu, sedihla jugak..dh biasa having sumone under my supervision. so bile Mbah dh takde kat umah ktorg ase tak lengkap, tade sape nk dilayan, dimasakkn, disuapkn makan, mandi etc...
hee..picca 3 generasi~ syg plak gmbar ni candid kn..tak taw pn abg snap..hehehe..wpun Mbah Tun da 90an..smoga nenek sy sntiasa sehat, ceria dn gembira di penghujung usianye..AAmiiiinnn..~
♫ i'm giving you my heart forever..every beat of my heart says it's true..my love for you won't fade no never~ giving you my heart forever, all-4-one
nota kaki: esok cuti nak ronggeng mana? hee..ohho~! terlupa pule elaun tade ag..aihhh.. T_T
Sunday, December 27
CANDID PHOTO CONTEST
for a while then i was a bit blurr, leaving my blog for quite sometimes make me kind of losing my touch in writing (pheww..yukk!) hik3..
then i visited mr. karl's blog just now and read about this contest..so i decided why not give it a try, who knows i might get lucky right.. for more information about the contest please visit HERE..so, Mr. Halim, here it goes~~
ahha..a bit about the picture below..it was taken by my big brother when my little brother and i were enjoying the waterpark in Bukit Merah..this game is call bubbleslide if im not mistaken..u have to climb a giant bubble and slide down in the water..hoho, the game is forbidden for pregnant mothers and people who have heart problems..after trying i know hell why~! bile dah slide down from the bubble tu mmg blakang sakit n air masuk dlm hidung laaa..klau mengandung bleyh terberanak kott..hahaha~
♫pictures of U,pictures of me..hung up on your wall for the world to see...pictures of U, pictures of me..reminds us all of what we used to be, we could have been.. ~ pictures of you, the last goodnight
nota kaki: will be updating my trip to bukit merah soon and not so excited to be in class tomorrow..aisshhooooo~~
Tuesday, November 10
karangan UPSR
Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.
Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.
Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.
Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.
Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.
Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.
Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.
gelak tak? huhu inilah kesan tv pda kanak2..otromen transformers segala masuk..so..brapa markah nk bgi? hehe...20 utk kekreatifan, 20 utk great imagination, 20 utk damn good sense of humour tp tolak 30 markah sbb bnyak unsur violence sume org mati dlm citer dye..yg pasti i really want to meet dis boy..mao tnya camne dpt idea wat crite bukan2 camni..=p
nota kaki: kredit to kudin kickdafella & eika_kakak for the karangan..
Saturday, November 7
Through my Window..~
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone
In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing
Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Me and you
And we are not alone
Different view
We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real
I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can’t exist like this anymore
Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Now there’s me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real
literally, what can i see through my window now? parking lot cemara yg sgt comot ngan smpah..aishoo..sgtt tidak indahh..*tutup tingkap right away*
Thursday, November 5
friends till d end~
hurmm today i just want to share bout my friend..my bestfriend? huuu..i dunno, its been so long since i called sum1 my bestfriend..according to psychologist, the older we are, the more less numbers of friends we'll have..hurmm somehow or rather, it seems true. can you list out your friends that you really care about, that'll definitely go to you whnever they have problems? or friends that will definitely be there for u? snow or hail? tell me if anyone exceed 15 in their lists..
i want to talk about her~ anyone whom my friends in facebook will know that i claimed to have an open relationship with her..hahaha please, that's just a joke. i have a straight orientation..tak caya? tnya my bf ye..hehe..
yupzzy, as stated in d picture, her name is adah~ Nur Syuhada Binti Mohd Nor..she's d 1st person who smile and says hi during the registeration day 3 years back. i dunno whether she remmbers it or not, but i did. however we're not close since we're in different class until a year ago when she moved in to our rental house. knowing her more n more, i can see that we have few things in common. we're both the 4th child from our siblings n both our beloved dads, passed away. so, to talk about losing sum1 u depend on d most n how to be strong n fight it, she's d one.
well, not every traits in a person we would prefer, but when u say she is ur bestfriend, u'll accept her the way she is. no complaints merely acceptance n tolerance. n it wud be perfect when she's doing d same thing to u too~ aite?
Friday, October 23
buah hati baru..~~
sebab dh lame tak rajin update blog ni..cam lupa2 gituh nk update ape..taip pun dh tak sepantas dlu..org kate idea dh tak mai..haha..so godek2laa documents..carik amennda yg leyh share ngan korg2 ni kn..ritu balik cuti deepavali sempat amek pic2 kt umah from abg..ade picture2 inii~
pas makan basuh tgn~~ Alhamdulillah kenyang...pasni nk wat ape ek? ermm ermm ermm....~
titoooo~~ i shiap ade bntal peluk lgi okkayh..jgn jelesh...
haaa..inilah buah hti baru shaye~ bukan sy jekla..buah hati baru keluarga..hee almaklumlah..kepupusan kucim melanda..paling terasa bila citeh mati hritu..ouhh, sgt sedih.. leh rujuk sini utk entry khas bwat inche citeh..
tapi org kate patah tumbuh hilang berganti..yg lama ttap di kenang..yg baru disayang2..haa..namanye tompok..i know so cliche kn nama..tp layan jela, mak ngan adik yg bgi nama..memula tompok ni ade adik, tp malangnye~ di lenyek oleh abgku di mlm raya..tak perasan coz dye men bwh keta..tgk2 ade menda putih terbaring..ouhhhh..sgt sadis..tapi..skali lgi..yg patah tumbuh..yg hilang berganti..~~haaa..yg lgi sekor tu namanye betty..wahh, glamour u nama~ wpun aku si kucing kampung kn..ehe..mak si betty ni kucim nenek..tp rajin dtg bertandang ke rumah ktorg..yela, dpt mkn cukup 3 kali sehari..gembira laa kucim2 sekalian..
tompok n betty~~
alamak~ apsal dye tito nih...kitew nk men laaa...~
eh eh..nk amek gmbar shaye ek? pose cket~~
♫When the rain is blowing on your face and the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace to make you feel my love~ to make you feel my love, kelly clarkson
nota kaki: selsema, batuk, sakit tekak dn demam...tade mood nk wat refelction..camane?? huhu
Wednesday, October 14
KL-Sabak Bernam-Kuala Selangor-KL in one evening..~
last friday, few of my housmates n my friends came to my kampung, kat sg,besar, sabak bernam..sronok n terharu sgt..yela..bukan sejengkal nk drive jauh2 tu kan..the journey started right after class..berbaju kurung lgi most of us..ermm to move on, i'll let pictures do d talking kayh..kodak momentoss~~
tamatlah sesi di rumah cik sara..right at 8 pm kami pn bergerak ke rumah inche haiqal plak..alaa..haiqal yg blog dye glemer tuhh..haa..ini la umah dye..sgttt chantek..masuk2 impress taw..menda pertama wat, cam biasalaa..makan..sambil tgk nur kasih..nk tgk sarah si gedik~~ ehe
nota kaki: cuti deepavali smpai hari isnin..~ sronok~!! off to kampung esok..sape na ikut cik sara? jomm...
Sunday, October 4
blahh blahh blahh~
Gosh, been a hectic weeks that i really don't have time blogging..huhu..nearly a month i don't even log in to my blog..bukak2 tdi nervous gak..ne thu kna terminate ke ape ke kn..hehe..
nway, just a little sneak peak of what i've been doing..lets see..
- designing a summative speaking task
- lesson plan for listening
- lesson plan for speaking
- lesson plan for approaches (total physical response)
- power point for behavioral learning theories.
- study like going to craaazy for approaches
- repair those lesson plans after consulting the lecturers
- research- brainstrom, wat research questions, questionnaire, distribute and sum up the finding.
- preparing for all the presentations..
- wahhh..bnyak lgi laaa..busy nye da nk supe budak amek medic nih..camne..
tpi di balik kebizian tu kengkadang sempat jugak meronggeng..melencong bersuka suki..almaklumlah..nk ilangkn tension kononnye..hehe..one of it, i 'watch Sorority Row', recommended by few friends. nevertheless, in my opinion, its quite a boring movie cause lots of talking blaahh blaahh blaahh whatever!..cket ag nk trtido dlm wayang...haha..but i like the killing part though..style..just that its not to obscene and vivd like the 'saw' series..nmpak bayang jek..n how mysterious the killer would be..n he turns out to be the heroin's boyfriend, Gosh! that's scary, ur boyfriend is a killer..how would you adapt it? to accept what's he doing or kill him? haa..sooo a drama kinda movie..
nway, currently im soooo into this song and listen to it like 10 times a day..smpai rumet pn ckap tade lagu laen ke nk pasang? hahaha..like i care..i love it.. so what?
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nota kaki: yess! akhirnye berjaya update blog usang ini..haha..okkayh~ get back to work...
Monday, September 28
stress owh stress..~
- eat well - jom melantak kuih raya bebanyakkkk~ hehe
- avoid emotional binging - motifff nk emosi...hidup kena happy selalu~
- laugh - they said laughter is the best medicine aite?
- perk up your ears - MCR songs~~ cooollll...paramore? yeah i like it!
- practice S.E.L.F care..(serenity, exercise, love, food) -
- serenity? check!
- exercise? ermm errmm walking from the front gate to the TESL's block, can that be count as exercise? hehe
- love? hehe..checkk~!!
- food? owhh..check!
some funny cartoons on stress..~
ehemmm...siapakah yg tertitow begini di depan lappy?? hahaha...
Assalamualaikum w.b.t. and hello all..
this blog in the first place was created just as a hobby where i dump all the chronicles of my thoughts, my memories, my words, my opinions and everything that i would like to share with all my readers..but now there are soo many readers that keep following me..thanx a lot..i appreciate all of you dearly..generally this is just my personal reflection on anything that's happening around me..
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